But today I can hear it from her words, the sadness in her tone, until this moment, she is willing to expose the scars on her body, that appearance and words, can be too different from the image she created on weekdays.

Since ten years ago today, the day Bingxin died, her mother's heart has been wrapped in grief, self-blame and guilt, every time she recalls Bingxin's blood-covered appearance, she is grief-stricken, but as the queen of Nanyan, she can't show this emotion, she can only suppress such emotions in her heart, face everyone with a smile all day long, do her duty as a queen, only when there is no one, she dares to come to this beast garden, to pay tribute to her daughter.

"Bingxin, Bingxin, do you remember the years you were in? Your father, how much he loved you back then, but after so many years of being gone, does he still remember you? Empress Gongsun smiled bitterly and said, "If he really remembers you, why haven't I ever heard him talk about you for so many years, and I've never seen him come over to see you?" Oh, when your father sealed this garden, he said that he was afraid that he would be sad to see this garden touching the scenery and thinking of you, but who knows if he really thought so? Is he really, because of this? ”

Having said this, Empress Gongsun smiled a little bitterly, and there was a rare amount of resentment in her words.

"Niangniang, you can't say that, after all, when Princess Bingxin went back then, how sad the emperor was, everyone can see it." Aunt Rong, who was standing next to her, bowed slightly and comforted her.

Aunt Rong has been following her since the queen was not married, and she can really be regarded as an old man by the side of Queen Gongsun, who has been by her side for so many years, and she must have experienced the incident back then.

"Sad?" Empress Gongsun muttered and repeated, her brows furrowed suddenly, "Yes, it is true that we are obvious to all, but who said that sadness can't be pretended?" If he was really sad, then why didn't he find out the truth for my Bingxin in the first place? Why let her die so unclear! ”

"Niangniang, ...... you" Aunt Rong glanced around with some concern, and only after confirming that there was no one did she open her mouth to persuade her, but she had just said a few words when she was interrupted by Empress Gongsun.

"That's it, you should step back first, this mother, I want to accompany Bingxin alone." Empress Gongsun said. As if sensing that her emotions were a little extreme just now, this time she removed the excitement between her eyebrows and the complaint against Emperor Qingjian, and said calmly.

Aunt Rong glanced at her with some concern, and said helplessly: "Yes, Niangniang, the slave maid is now going to the imperial dining room and asking them to boil a bowl of porridge for Niangniang, and the slave and maid saw that Niangniang didn't use much chopsticks at the Qixi banquet just now." ”

Empress Gongsun didn't answer her, but stared at the direction of the alien beast park with empty eyes, silently in a daze, Aunt Rong was a little helpless, so she sighed and said: "It's windy at night, it's easy to catch a cold, Niangniang must take good care of herself, don't let yourself get cold, stay here for a while and go back to the palace." ”

"In this case, the slave and maid withdrew first." With that, Aunt Rong saluted her and turned to leave.

Shangguan Yue quickly turned around and hid in the cave of the rockery, and did not dare to come out until she heard Aunt Rong's footsteps getting farther and farther away, and she could no longer hear the sound.

Shangguan Yue looked at Empress Gongsun's somewhat lonely back, and kept recalling the conversation she had just heard in her mind, and Empress Gongsun's complaining words, and her mood was a little complicated for a while.

Shangguan Yue's heart said that it was not shocked to be false, after all, Emperor Qingjian and Empress Gongsun had always given her, or the impression that they had given to the people of Nanyan, that is, the husband and wife had a good relationship, and the couple had a deep relationship, no matter what happened, it was impossible for them to be estranged, even when Emperor Qingjian snubbed Empress Gongsun and favored Concubine Youning, Empress Gongsun never said anything, and Emperor Qingjian still treated her as before, but who would have thought that behind such a model couple, Empress Gongsun would have such a big resentment towards Emperor Qingjian.

Princess Iceheart, Princess Iceheart......

"If he was really sad, then why didn't he find out the truth for my Bingxin in the first place? Why let her die so unclear! ”

Empress Gongsun's words...... Is it just saying that the cause of Princess Bingxin's death, the thing behind this, may not be as simple as an accident?

"Bingxin, it's all the blame for the queen mother, it's the queen mother who didn't take good care of you, if the queen mother has been by your side that day, how can you ......" Shangguan Yue was still thinking about it, but the voice of Queen Gongsun's sad self-blame sounded in her ears again.

She said sadly: "Bingxin, ten years ago you were so young, you still didn't know anything, do you know how painful the queen mother's heart hurts when you lie in the arms of the queen mother covered in blood?" If you can, the queen mother really wants to replace you and bear the pain, but the queen mother is incompetent, not only can the queen mother not save you, but she can't even find out the truth for you, give you justice, and avenge you. ”

As she spoke, Empress Gongsun's eyes were filled with tears of grief, but the tears never fell.

After Empress Gongsun finished speaking, there was no movement again, and there was a long silence in the garden.

Shangguan Yue frowned and leaned against the rockery, her eyes changed, her mood was a little indescribably complicated, she would never have thought that Empress Gongsun, who looked so strong and dignified on weekdays, still had such a sad thing in her heart.

Shangguan Yue suddenly recalled the unborn but stillborn child she had in her previous life......

Her emotions became as sad as Empress Gongsun, and her heart throbbed for a while, if she didn't insist on going to the battlefield that day, but gave birth in the mansion, how could that child leave her?

In her mind, she remembered the scene of that day, that day, the next person suddenly came to report, saying that it was because she was unwilling to go on the expedition, so Nangong Mo personally led a team of soldiers to the battlefield, he wanted to go into battle to kill the enemy, hearing the news, she rushed out of the door in a panic, and was forced to be helpless, she still put on her own armor and replaced Nangong Mo from the battlefield by herself.

She could only say that Nangong Mo really knew her, and he knew that even if she lost her life, she didn't want him to be in danger. , and that battle, only if she went into battle in person, could she win.

In the end, of course, she won the battle for him, and made the Northern Plains Kingdom lose willingly, but she also lost her own child because of that war, which was her own flesh and blood......