Chapter 243: Three Days
When Yu Yang hid the money and was ready to rest for a while, he inadvertently swept the watch in his hand, immediately got up directly from the bed, looked at the watch carefully, and made sure that he was not mistaken, the countdown was only 71 hours, and he spent a total of an hour just now, which means that there are only three days between his current mission and the next mission.
"Excuse me, why is there only three days between missions this time?" According to Yu Yang's original plan, he should have at least two months of rest this time, maybe three months, he can go home and live with his parents for a few days, see a doctor, and then buy a house, but now he found that there is no month, only three days.
There was no answer, the electronic synthesis sound did not sound, three days, usually some people think it is very long, but for Yu Yang, three days is just a flash, not enough to do anything by himself, quickly got up, Yu Yang walked downstairs with a box of cigarettes, put it in his trunk, and then drove towards his parents' house, there are only three days, every day Yu Yang has to cherish.
Yu Yang spent a day at his parents' house, and returned to Donghai City again at noon the next day, with only forty-eight hours left, and he needed to enter the killing land again, this time he returned to Yu Yang and found that his condition seemed to be much better, when he went to bed at night, he didn't have nightmares, but it was more difficult to fall asleep, when it was dark, Yu Yang was very energetic, and he didn't fall asleep until the second half of the night.
In addition, Yu Yang still hates the sunshine and still hates places with a lot of people, but he can more or less control his emotions and has no urge to kill, Yu Yang thought about it, he still needs to go to Gu Yuerou and put the things that his parents stuffed into his car home, the dumplings made by his mother, as well as a bag of rice and some bacon at home, are all things that Yu Yang likes to eat.
Gu Yuerou Clinic, the two of them sat in the garden as before, Yu Yang held a book and looked at the sun above his head with some disgust, and he didn't have any intention of looking into it at all, after Gu Yuerou saw it, her brows furrowed slightly: "I haven't seen you for a week, you seem to have worsened your condition?" Have you been spurred by anything lately? ”
Yu Yang looked at Gu Yuerou and touched her chin with some curiosity: "I feel that I am fine, where do you see that my condition has worsened?" ”
"After a period of treatment, you were not very sensitive to light sources, but now that you are more sensitive to light, do you remember the first time you came to me for treatment? In the same position, at that time you also hated basking in the sun, but you could put up with it, but today you can't stand it, and an impatient expression appears on your face. ”
After Yu Yang heard this, he thought for a moment and seemed to be like this: "But I don't have nightmares now, isn't this a sign of getting better?" ”
"Nightmares are only a symptom of the early and middle stages, and after PTSD enters the later stages, an antisocial personality will appear, and I wonder what you have experienced in the past week, and have you experienced any major changes that have stimulated you?"
"Antisocial personality? What do you mean? ”
"The meaning is very simple, the initial symptoms and intermediate symptoms are self-denial, and there will be suicidal tendencies, but after entering the middle and late symptoms, this state will change, some people will choose to commit suicide to end their lives, and some people will have a tendency to kill, using killing or other ways to vent their desires, which is an antisocial personality."
After hearing Gu Yuerou's words, Yu Yang was stunned for a moment, he didn't seem to have a tendency to kill, at least not in the real society, and shook his head: "I feel okay, when I came today, I passed by the square and there were still some places with a lot of people, and there was no killing tendency as you said." ”
"Maybe it's not them who you want to kill!" After Gu Yuerou finished speaking, she looked at Yu Yang again: "After all, I'm still curious, what have you experienced recently, you feel more dangerous to me than when I first came, when I saw you for the first time, I could feel the murderous aura from you, but it was more of the hesitation, uneasiness and helplessness after killing someone, but now I feel that you seem to have gotten used to it, which is not a good thing." ”
"I went on a business trip to Iraq, and I met some rebels at that time, and it was not a big deal!"
"Did your colleagues suffer any casualties, or were they injured yourself?"
Yu Yang shook his head: "No, we are lucky, no one was hurt!" ”
"Did you kill someone, then?"
"Uh, kill!"
"How many?"
"Two!" Yu Yang thought for a while how much it was more appropriate to say, he couldn't say more than a thousand, he thought about it for a long time, and it was better to say two, but Gu Yuerou still looked at Yu Yang with a smile on her face, as if telling Yu Yang, I already know, you better not lie.
"Well, well, five, really five people, they attacked us at that time, and I killed them!" Yu Yang felt that this woman was a little scary, and she could see at a glance that she was lying, Gu Yuerou smiled weirdly: "Five is five, it doesn't matter how much, if you want to cure your disease, you'd better stay in China, some foreign countries are not very stable and not suitable for your treatment." Come to me every day as before, but the time goes from two hours to four hours! ”
Yu Yang shook his head: "I'm afraid I won't be free recently, I'm going to go on a business trip soon, wait for me to come back from a business trip!" ”
"Oh, domestic or foreign?"
"Abroad!"
"Okay, then you need to increase the amount of medicine!" After Gu Yuerou finished speaking, she continued to read her book.
"Okay, by the way, how much is the cost of my treatment, I brought money here this time, cash!" After Yu Yang finished speaking, he took out 200,000 yuan and handed it to Gu Yuerou.
Gu Yuerou glanced at the RMB placed on the table and nodded, did not speak and continued to look down at the book, Yu Yang was a little curious after seeing his reaction: "Every time I come over, you don't seem to see other patients, is it just me who is treating patients here?" ”
Gu Yuerou gently put the book away and got up to return to the room: "I'll go get you medicine, and I can have your questions, if you have psychological problems, are you willing to be known by others?" ”
Yu Yang thought about it and shook his head, he didn't want others to know that he had a mental illness, Gu Yuerou smiled after seeing it: "No one wants to let others know that they have psychological problems, so the psychologist must keep the client's information confidential, and you need to make an appointment before you come every time, because I need to arrange a time to separate you, otherwise it will be very embarrassing!" ”
After speaking, Gu Yuerou no longer bothered Yu Yang, and ten minutes later, she took out a bag of medicine and handed it to Yu Yang: "It's the same, but the amount of medicine has doubled, remember how to eat it!" ”
"I know, if it's okay, I'll go back first!"
"Hmm!"