Hanhan has something to say, about writing, about ideals and bread
(Long nonsense warning, if book friends are annoying, you can read the second half directly.) )
At the beginning of April, Han Han received a notice of layoffs from the company, and did not give any compensation.
After repeated negotiations with the company, it was promised that after completing all the projects in hand, a part of the compensation could be given, but it is not known how much.
If this matter had been placed a year ago, maybe Han Han would not have taken it seriously, after all, I was still young, and if I was myself at that time, I would probably go out to play around and relax after losing my job.
But now it's different, last year's National Day was hot and I bought a small house of 55 square meters without any savings, mainly because the down payment can be installmented.
At that time, I didn't know anything about buying a house for the first time, plus I was going back to my hometown from Beijing for a few days, and I didn't have so much time to look at the house repeatedly.
Later, I learned that the house still has a housing rate, plus it is a commercial house, not a residence, and the property right is only 40 years, so the housing rate is still very low.
At that time, I was really sad to learn all kinds of details, but Han Han is not a person who likes to make trouble, and the reason is that I didn't read the contract carefully.
Later, I figured it out, anyway, I have a stable job, isn't it just to repay the mortgage at the same time, and then pay off the 200,000 down payment, I'm still young, and I can get through this hurdle by working hard.
For more than half a year, I have been working diligently, calculating my wages and debts, and it is the first time in 28 years that I have lived so clearly, this is life.
I would like to advise all friends that if you have the ability to buy a house in the future, you must ask clearly, look twice before you act, and don't buy it like Hanhan, who obviously doesn't have much money, and also buys something you don't like.
I started writing in July last year, and now it's almost a year coming, and the biggest reason for writing at that time was because of my hobby.
Many friends in the book friend group know that they hadn't bought a house at that time, and they happened to be idle at work during that time, so they just did it, but they had dreamed of traveling in their hearts for many years.
But now it's different, the passion for writing is still there, but what supports this passion is not entirely ideals and hobbies, and there is a little more bitterness in life.
Han Han is a programmer ape, an Internet practitioner, this job is actually okay, but in direct proportion to it, once there is a project, overtime is even more.
I came back from about this year to the next year, and the company was also busy, plus I had to write, and I stayed up until 2 o'clock in the morning, especially on weekends, and I was really tired after a few months.
After receiving the layoff notice in early April, I was in a bad mood, but then I figured it out, why do you have to make yourself so tired if you don't have a place to stay here?
It's just that writing can't be lost, I have lived for twenty-eight years, I have been a programmer for a few years, and I know where I will end up when I start writing.
No matter how tired I was working overtime, I went back to my rented room and was at my computer, and I suddenly felt that everything was left behind.
A few days ago, I chatted with an author friend who wrote about the city, and showed him my chapter update history, and I was writing at 2 o'clock in the morning for almost two months in a row.
He said that you sleep less than five hours a day, you are overdrafting, you have to earn 1.8 million, and you can overdraft, this money, don't work so hard.
I replied with a very stinky fart, for dream.
He said that if he continued to do this, he could only think about it in his dreams, and he would not be able to buy it back when he had money in the future.
It is true, but life has to go on, paying off debts, working, creating, dreaming, working for bread, writing for ideals, and that's about it.
Han Han is not good at words, will not welcome, like warmth and fear of cold, my dream is also very simple, I have never thought of making any big money in my life.
Dreaming of one day being able to pursue your ideals and make your family live freely is enough.
Then I wanted to finish the work in hand as soon as possible, so that I could continue to work for the next job, but I was busy for more than half a month, and there was still no but, plus all kinds of pressure came one after another, and I really felt exhausted recently.
It's been a year since I wrote.,It's been nearly seven months since the day it was put on the shelf.,Except for February, because I didn't get full attendance for the New Year.,Every month, the cold update is more than 120,000 words.,I think it's hard work under the part-time job.。
At the beginning of Labor Day, Han Han planned to crowdfund a silver league for this book to reward himself for ten months of hard work.
Anyone who wants to help Hanhan, you can add a full subscription group 85880765 contact Hanhan, I will take a small notebook to write down every help from book friends, and when the crowdfunding period is over, Hanhan will send a single chapter to thank all the friends who have helped me.
The crowdfunding period is one month, with an upper limit of 10,000 yuan, and no matter how much difference is made up at the end of the month, Hanhan will make up for it by himself.
So if you have friends who want to support Han Han, don't tip for the time being, please go to the QQ group 85880765 contact me, Han Han is waiting for you there.
If the crowdfunding is 1,000 yuan, it will add 30 more, and 10,000 yuan will add 30 more, and I will pay off the debt.
In addition, this book originally had two book friend groups, one ordinary group and one full subscription group, but recently I always feel that it is too troublesome and want to combine the two groups into one.
At present, the chapters of the paid subscription of this book are 420 chapters, including some 4000-word large chapters, even if they are calculated according to 2000 words, and then the subscription is discounted by 6%, if the full subscription fan value is about 2500.
However, the full subscription group has been created for several months, and so far the fan value requirement is still 2000 points, and it is not planned to change it in the future.
I hope that friends who have subscribed to this book in the ordinary group can go to the full QQ group 85880765, stay up late and write for nearly a year, 20 yuan only, coinciding with the crowdfunding silver league, you can directly join the group to contact Hanhan to support me, it will be counted as a fan value of 2000 points.
After two weeks, the general group will be disbanded, and only the only book friend group will remain.
What I mean by saying this is that writing is actually a very hard job, and Han Han thinks that it is worth a pack of cigarettes after working hard for so long.
I also hope that friends who read pirated versions can download the starting point reading app, subscribe to support it, or join the group to support Hanhan.
Piracy is a dimensionality reduction blow to creation, friends must hope to read good works, and hope that the author can write good works while also supporting themselves.
Therefore, your support is the biggest motivation for Hanhan to continue writing.
Once again, I implore friends who read pirated copies to convert to genuine reading, and the cold has worked hard for a whole month, and if you subscribe, it's only half a pack of cigarette money, and we're all working hard, aren't we?
The book friend group is a small world of communication in addition to reading, about history, about interesting conversations, about the plot in the book, about everything, we can talk freely.
I like to be with you very much, and I am very grateful to many book friends who have traveled all the way, and Han Han has been waiting for you in the group.
I wish all my friends to be able to walk away for half their lives, and they will still be teenagers when they return. I wish all my friends that in addition to life, there are poems and distant places.
Finally, again, crowdfunding silver league is Han Han's greatest wish for this book, and I hope that friends who see it can come to support it, 5 yuan, 10 yuan or more, it all depends on the mood of the book friend, and Han Han is grateful.
In the early morning of May 3, 2019, it was cold