Volume 2 Chapter 178 The heart is arrogant

The sky was foggy, and clusters of black clouds were slowly surging. Although there is no sunlight, it is very muggy.

The shop of Jiming Temple on Incense Candle Street is still doing business. Yao Ji looked at the familiar shop surface through the scarf in front of the hat for a while, and then paced towards the alley.

At the mouth of the alley, she stood in a particular place, and in a trance she seemed to see a tall descendant, holding a cat in his arms, his gaze was hot, as if something tangible had gently touched her face. When Yao Ji stretched out her hand and touched it, the person had disappeared.

She seemed to have a few places to go, but she didn't seem to know where to go. This feeling is like her wandering heart.

…… Yao Ji is reluctant to work hard for Yao Guangxiao anymore, because whether those big things are successful or not has nothing to do with her, and she doesn't care; If she continues, even if she can accomplish the so-called big things, what does it mean to her?

She wants to get out of control, but she doesn't want to betray Yao Guangxiao. Even if he didn't have a good time as a child, if Yao Guangxiao hadn't rescued him and raised him, Yao Ji felt that he would be even more miserable. She wasn't without thoughts.

…… Yao Ji didn't want to betray Zhu Gaoxu, and at a certain moment, she even felt that Zhu Gaoxu was more reliable than Yao Guangxiao. But Yao Ji understands that no matter how well she does, she can't be compared to Guo's; And one day, when her true identity is known to Zhu Gaoxu, how should she deal with herself?

At this time, Yao Ji walked into the alley and walked into the mansion inside.

When you go up to the pavilion, you can see the west gate of the Jiming Temple.

Wandering in the attic, she sometimes seemed to see another self doing chores at the west gate of the temple; Sometimes she seems to have become Zhu Gaoxu again, looking at the little nun at the west gate of Jiming Temple for a long time.

In the afternoon, a young student came into the courtyard, it was Yao Ji's brother Yao Fang, known as Monk Yao.

I hadn't seen each other for a few months, and Monk Yao came in and didn't ask anything, just frowned and said, "Second sister wants to meet with me, how can she come here?" That King Gaoyang knows this place!"

Yao Ji ignored his complaints and just glanced at him. Her brother had good facial features, big eyes, and a very serious expression, and the expression on his face was a little out of proportion to his age.

The table in the room was full of ash, and Monk Yao lifted the teapot and put it down again.

"I'll boil you water." Yao Ji said.

Monk Yao waved his hand and said, "Forget it!" Don't toss around without boiling water. Let me ask you, what has happened to King Gaoyang lately? ”

"Marriage."

Monk Yao frowned when he heard this, and there were two vertical lines between his eyebrows when he was young, "Our family was wiped out back then, if it wasn't for my uncle to come to the rescue, you and my brother and sister would be where we are today?" To be a man, we must be gracious, my uncle is not our parents, but he raised us like parents. I don't even understand this point of right and wrong, how to behave? ”

Unexpectedly, Yao Ji was cold, and she didn't look humble and teachable at all.

A mouthful of an uncle, is a distant uncle more important than his own sister? It's a pity that it looks like this, the uncle can give his brother an official position and a position of power, what can his sister give him?

Yao Ji didn't cater to it, but she didn't think her brother was wrong. has really won the favor of others, can it be that it has never happened?

"King Gaoyang still doesn't trust me." Yao Ji finally spoke, "I know almost nothing about what happened in the house. ”

Monk Yao scolded in a deep voice: "That guy is really shameless, he slept with his sister first, but he still treated you like that!" He was indignant for a while, and then asked, "Did King Gaoyang go out secretly?" ”

Yao Ji was silent for a moment, she did know that once Zhu Gaoxu was not in the palace for two consecutive days, and he used Du Qianrui as a cover, he must have done something unseemly sneaky.

"Nope." Yao Ji suddenly said two words, and even she herself was a little surprised, "He often goes out during the day, but he never takes me with him." ”

Monk Yao looked disappointed, and said, "I have to remind you again, don't get pregnant with a child." Otherwise, my uncle won't be able to trust you, and it will be difficult to do it at that time......"

Yao Ji listened silently.

"It is extremely unreliable to use women for spies, but only beautiful women are easy to approach these emperors and princes. The ancients also had to use beauties such as Xi Shi and Diao Chan. Monk Yao said, suddenly patting his head and saying, "I have to find you a Fan Li!" ”

Yao Ji suddenly sneered: "Brother can scold me for being arrogant, but don't force me." ”

"What do you mean?" Monk Yao asked.

Yao Ji said: "There are a hundred countries in the Spring and Autumn Period, and there is only one country in the Ming Dynasty, even if the Ming Dynasty has a Fan Li, can it be compared with the prince?" Moreover, I am committed to him. ”

Monk Yao thought about it and stopped talking, he stood up and said, "My sister must find a way and try her best to gain the trust of King Gaoyang. I can't stay here for long, so I'll go first. ”

"Or ......," Yao Ji said suddenly.

Her brother turned his head to look at her at the door, and Yao Ji said, "Otherwise, my brother will talk to my uncle, I don't want to be a spy anymore." As long as my uncle agrees, I will swear poisonously: I will not tell my uncle's previous affairs. ”

Monk Yao sneered and pointed to his head, "Sister, think again." ”

…… Yao Ji was in a daze in the mansion for a while, and then went out and walked towards Jiming Temple.

As soon as they entered the temple, the nuns immediately ran inside nervously, and after a while, the host came out with a group of old nuns. The host looked at Yao Ji, clasped his hands together and said, "Amitabha!" Yao Ji, you were also a Buddhist, my Buddha is compassionate, don't be too angry. ”

Yao Ji said: "I want to stay in the temple for two days. ”

"Yes, yes!" The host actually bent over her.

So Yao Ji went straight to the Zhongnun Courtyard, accompanied by the host himself, and instructed the people around him: "Who lived in Yao Ji's previous room?" Let her vacate right away. ”

"Yes, host." Someone answered.

The host walked up and said to Yao Ji: "Buddhists have no intention of power, and they don't care about worldly things. But this temple is located in the inner city of Beijing, at the foot of the Son of Heaven, how can it disobey the royal will? ”

Yao Ji said: "On the day the city was broken, I said some cruel things. But after all this time, I don't want to think too much about it. ”

Maybe it's because she's feeling a little tired at this moment, so she said this. If you really want to take revenge on all those who have treated her badly, it will be too much.

"It's all Queen Ma's meaning, not the original intention of the poor nuns." A nun said that she had hit Yao Ji and asked Yao Ji to clean the toilet, and then hurriedly spoke.

Yao Ji glanced at her and didn't say anything.

The host said, "Amitabha! ”

Yao Ji entered the nunnery, and as soon as she arrived at the hut where she lived, she heard a loud noise outside ...... "". The torrential rain finally came, and the rain was splashing so far that even the place near the door of the house was soon filled with water.

She looked at the rain curtain outside the door, and all the halls and ancient towers became hazy. The noisy sound of the rain makes people feel peaceful, perhaps the heavy rain has covered the hut, and there is a feeling of forgetting.

In an instant, Yao Ji suddenly thought that if she escaped from the world like this, it would seem good to the Green Lantern Ancient Buddha. But the idea was just a flash of thought, because she knew very well that a temple outside the world was just another river and lake.

Like now, is it only because she was a nun that she can live here?