Chapter 114: The love that will come, he doesn't want it
"Little Miss," Pan Xia and Yan Mo followed Yan Le's footsteps and walked out of the courtyard, it was the first time she had seen the second young master so melancholy, "How could the second young master be so sad after talking about Princess Yining." ”
"Did my brother really dislike my cousin before?" Pan Xia and her brother are also very close, hasn't she ever seen her brother show affection?
"Huh? As far as I know, the second young master has always refused Princess Yining. Pan Xia frowned and thought, she really couldn't think of it.
"I didn't expect that the person who is really the best at hiding things is actually my brother."
Yan Le felt sorry for his brother, he had always covered everything with his sunny and cheerful appearance, mediating the heartache of others, but he didn't expect that he was really the most hurt.
"Pan Xia, you go to your mother's yard for a run, let's go to dinner with her and her father today." Yan Le finally saw Wu Tingmo's figure in the distance, and he went to the Huxin Pavilion.
"Yes, little miss." Pan Xia took the order and left, leaving Yan Mo to follow Yan Le.
Yan Le walked into the corridor, remembering that he had been here before, and his wife had brought Qi Yan and himself, but he didn't know how Qi Yan was doing now, and whether he was okay.
"You're alright." Yan Mo saw that he could finally talk to her, but found that there was deep worry in her eyes.
Yan Le raised his head and smiled at him, and shook his head, "Yan Mo, wait for me to enter the pavilion and talk to my brother, don't show your mind," she raised her hand, her little finger pointing in the air, "Your expression just now was too serious." ”
"Because I sensed that both of them had bad intentions towards you." He directly stated that he wanted her to be wary of these two people.
"Yan Mo is so powerful, you can see this, it seems that you can really be my backing." She knew that Yan Mo was not stupid, she was very smart and smart compared to him.
"Is it amazing, who is better, Mu Lingyi or me?" Yan Mo's eyes were full of anticipation, and he was looking forward to Yan Le's answer.
Yan Le looked at him puzzled, remembering that he had indeed said in front of him that Ling Yi was very powerful, "You are different, Ling Yi is very powerful, but I can't achieve everything through him; You are very powerful, but you and Ling Yi have different meanings to me. ”
"Didn't he save you, so... So you like him? She said it very warmly, she took care of her emotions, but what she didn't know was that what she was asking was whether she could like herself.
"At first, he didn't save me, he threatened me." Yan Le's heart warmed when he thought of Mu Lingyi, although he threatened himself under the waterfall that he must cooperate with him to have a way out, although he suspected that he was a princess before he pursued Liancheng. But all this is not a reason to deny the affection between them, but God should be thanked for arranging these coincidences for them.
Yan Mo didn't expect that Yan Le and Mu Lingyi met like that, he threatened her, that is, she didn't fall in love with him out of gratitude, what about herself? What is the emotion that I have for her because of gratitude and admiration, is it love?
Yan Mo thought in a daze, Yan Le gently patted him on the shoulder, asking him not to think too much. Her danger is still in the cradle, and she has not yet been conceived, and she can still cope with it.
Yan Le raised her feet and went to the Huxin Pavilion, she saw her brother looking down at the lake alone, deliberately taking one step at a time, and walking behind him extremely loudly.
"Brother!" She deliberately startled him, she knew that he would be happy to tease him like this.
Wu Tingmo turned around and looked at his lovely sister with a smile, "You came here to scare me so earth-shattering, wouldn't it be stupid if I pretended to be scared by you." ”
"When has my brother not been stupid! Brother Iron Egg. Yan Le pulled him to the stone pier next to the stone table and sat down, otherwise she would always have the illusion that her brother was going to throw himself into the lake.
"Ruthless sister, are you only warm to your brother-in-law." He looked at her dotingly, suppressing the sadness in his heart.
"Brother, are you used to being strong, so even if you feel distressed, you still pretend to have nothing." She restrained her smile and looked at her seriously, not even knowing her, her brows were furrowed.
Wu Tingmo raised his hand, and his calloused fingers gently rubbed Yan Le's eyebrows, "Don't frown, you will have the same wrinkles as your father, and you won't be beautiful." He felt that his sister was really warm, and let his fingers run between her eyebrows.
He looked at Yan Le's intimate appearance, and the window that had been closed in his heart for many years gradually opened.
"Brother, if there is a misunderstanding, go and solve it." She remembered Man'er's words and thought that maybe she could see more clearly.
"There is no misunderstanding, I heard it with my own ears, and the love was also voluntarily cut off by me, Yu Liang Yining, I will not love again in this life." He lowered his hand, and the wound in his eyes suddenly appeared.
No matter how much you love, what my brother is talking about is love again, that is to say, my brother has loved Liang Yining.
"What the hell happened that made you change your mind about her."
Wu Tingmo closed his eyes, isolating the pain in his eyes from the outside world, this was the first time he had told someone about these things.
"She was only fifteen that year, I was seventeen, I came back from the battlefield, my heart was already about to be touched by her, I went to the palace to give military information, passed by her mother's bedroom, and heard her conversation with her mother."
Wu Tingmo finally opened his eyes again, and most of the injuries in his eyes had receded, replaced by self-deprecation.
"Her mother asked her to choose a husband at the best age, she said that she was going to marry someone with noble blood, but she was a princess, so she wanted to marry the prince and marry the eldest brother, but the eldest brother was too much older than her, so she was willing to deign to marry me."
"I'm just her second choice, it turns out that she has been following me since I was a child because my eldest brother doesn't play with her; It turns out that they like me because they don't have any other choice. ”
"But brother, she can't think like this since she was a child, will there be any misunderstanding." Yan Le thought that this logic didn't make sense, she had admired her brother since she was a child.
"Lingxi, you are too simple, the childhood of the royal children is also full of struggles, they know how to compete for the throne at a young age, and they know how bright the road in the future is meaningful, Liang Yining claims to be the most noble princess of Yunheng, imagine that if I didn't win the battle and returned at that time, would she be willing to deign to marry me? I'm sure there will be someone else. ”
He finally said what he had hesitated for a long time, "Our emperor's uncle, not only these heirs now, some of them have died in the struggle for power, and there are still baby babies. ”
"Brother, I'll just ask you a word." Yan Le doesn't want to pay attention to so much, she won't be like her brother with so many indifferent things in her head! These things have nothing to do with the cousin, and the cousin should not be associated with these and thus think that she is the same.
"Do you still love her now, if you do, you go and make it clear to her, she warms your heart, and your heart must also be warmed."
"Warm her own heart, Lingxi, do you mean she convinces herself to love me?" The wound in his eyes was even worse.
"Brother, don't you ....." She understood, her brother believed that his cousin loved him, but he hated her love like this.
"My sister still understands my brother," he said with a helpless smile on his face, sighing, "I can't accept that kind of love, so I choose to forget her." ”
"And you don't love her at all now?" Yan Le asked tentatively.
"I don't love it anymore, it's been so many years, I've changed, she's changed, and we can't go back." Wu Ting thought about Liang Yining's current style of acting, and hated her even more.
"Lingxi, stay away from her, since she deliberately toasted in the main hall, she doesn't like you anymore, and my brother doesn't want to see you hurt."
"Brother, in fact, I've been avoiding my cousin and cousin, and they have nothing to do with Yin Lu, so I don't have the heart to deal with them now, and they are the ones who are dangerous when they approach me." Yan Le is very helpless about the current situation, things are far more complicated than she thought, this situation is getting bigger and bigger, she is afraid that she will not be able to control it, and someone will be injured because of it.
"Lingxi, we will protect you, we will not let you be hurt again, you don't need to have so much pressure, you can make friends with whoever you want." He didn't want her sister, who had suffered for twelve years, to be fearless because of those pasts.
"Brother, I don't want Dantong's incident to happen again, I don't want to see a companion die because of me again." She was really afraid that someone would pinch her soft underbelly again.
"That's not your fault." Wu Tingmo's voice was firm.
"I know, Man'er said the same. I'll be relieved, you don't have to worry. Yan Le obviously didn't listen to it very much.
"In any case, the most important thing now is you, and we can't bear to lose you again." Wu Tingmo said from the heart, he couldn't imagine if their home would still be there if he lost his sister again.
But Wu Ting didn't know that the more he said, the more uneasy Yan Le's heart became, and she was very afraid that her return would really be as Liang Yixuan said, bringing changes that everyone couldn't accept. Because this is indeed the case, Yin Lu is involved in many people, and she doesn't know who will be involved in the end.
Wu Tingmo noticed Yan Le's mood changes, and his sister, like him, liked to hide her sadness in her heart. He wanted to exonerate her, just as she exonerated herself, and should let her make a break with the past.
"Sister," he beckoned his hand to her, asking her to come back to his senses, and he regained a sunny smile.
"Huh? Brother, let's go find my mother, I've been running around since I came back, and I haven't been with them properly. She lowered her head and walked out of the pavilion.
"Dantong's tomb is erected, and I will take you two to worship tomorrow, but you promise me to forget all the sadness before and don't isolate yourself from others."
Yan Le turned her back to Wu Tingmo, she quietly listened to him calmly finish speaking, saying goodbye to the sadness of the past, has she been stuck in the past? She knew the truth of the bystanders, so she didn't refute anything, only replied "yes." ”
She looked up at the stone carved pillars around her, looked at the white stone bridge under her feet, the turquoise lake under the stone bridge, the lotus leaves and lotus flowers that were still lush last time Qi Yan came have gradually withered and are lifeless.
Is it in the past, Qi Yan is also in the past, and it is the saddest past, but I can't forget him, I want to save him and wake him up.
"Let's go, let's go to my mother's place." Yan Le passed by Yan Mo and said to him softly, asking him to keep up with his footsteps.
Yan Mo had been standing in the distance, standing on the stone bridge far away from the Huxin Pavilion and waiting for Yan Le, he thought that she might not want to hear his brother's sadness, so he stood extremely far away, but there was no way, he still heard it all, which almost became his skill.
He was shocked that Yan Le had seen so much at such a young age, and it turned out that she had experienced so many sad things at such a young age. What she needed was love, but she stepped forward to take on those responsibilities. Yan Mo admired Yan Le's fearlessness and fearlessness, and admired her choice to fight back.
He looked at Yan Le's thin back walking alone in front of him, her friend died, she said that it was her responsibility, so if she couldn't succeed in the end, would she blame herself more and be more uncomfortable.
Yan Mo really wanted to be strong, strong enough to help Yan Le win steadily, she said that she was his backing.