"Ling'er, what are you talking about......" Zhang Fan, who had only come back to his senses for a long time, asked in a somewhat trembling voice.

Luo Ling'er didn't speak, but her body leaning on Zhang Fan's arms began to tremble again, and she seemed to acquiesce in Zhang Fan's words.

"I ...... This ......" Zhang Fan said intermittently, but he couldn't say anything.

"Xianggong, don't say it," for a while, Luo Ling'er seemed to have mustered up enough courage, and said this, but the voice was as small as a mosquito, as if she was afraid of something, "I know, I know that my life experience will be known by Xianggong one day in the future, but I didn't expect it to be so soon."

"The concubine doesn't want to deceive anything, so she doesn't tell the concubine's life experience, the concubine is not afraid that others will look down on me, even you, the concubine doesn't care if you look down on the concubine, but the concubine is afraid...... The concubine is afraid that after the princess finds out, she will ...... Will you not be a concubine......" Speaking of this, Luo Linger seemed to touch some sore spot in her heart, and cried again, and this time it was no longer raining silently, she really hid her face and cried.

Zhang Fan hugged her, he couldn't see her face, but he could feel that the woman in his arms, who was mature and beautiful on the surface and had been through many ups and downs, this woman who once dared to put herself on the brink of danger for herself, is now indeed weak and painful to the extreme, like a flower that is extremely beautiful, but she can't stand a little wind and rain at all, otherwise she will be wiped out immediately.

Facing Luo Ling'er at this time, Zhang Fan completely lost his claim, he didn't know what to do or how to do it, and the only thing he wanted now was to hold Luo Ling'er tightly in his arms, as if he wanted her to feel his apologies to her through his body, this method was the only thing he could think of now, and the only thing he could do now.

seemed to feel Zhang Fan's thoughts, Luo Linger gradually stopped crying again, Zhang Fan's embrace made her feel extra relieved at this moment, even before, when she was embraced by Zhang Fan again, she also had this feeling, but at this moment, Luo Linger felt that it was the strongest, this sense of happiness, let her dare to say the words in her heart.

"Last night, after the Xianggong came back, he was already drunk, originally, the concubine waited here all day, although lonely, but as long as I thought of what day yesterday was; As long as I think that from today onwards, the concubine body will always be by the side of the concubine, and will never be separated, and the concubine body will not feel lonely," Luo Ling'er didn't care about the tears on her face, and continued to say in her soft voice, "To be honest, last night, the moment the concubine heard the knock on the door, not to mention how happy she was, but as soon as she opened the door, she found that the concubine was already drunk and was helped over. But the concubine body is not too stubborn about this, after all, the concubine body has already handed herself over to the Xianggong, the concubine body has already made up the main thing at that time, and she will definitely serve the Xianggong wholeheartedly in the future...... At least when the princess is by the concubine's side, he is happy and will not have any troubles," Luo Ling'er's words are completely a portrayal of her heart, there is no trace of deception, there is no trace of concealment, she says everything she thinks in her heart.

Zhang Fan just listened quietly, he couldn't say anything at all, Luo Ling'er's words made him feel a little sad.

"But last night, when the concubine was helping Xiang Gong to freshen up, Xiang Gong suddenly talked in a dream and told all those things, including Xiang Gong had long known the concubine's life experience, and how Xiang Gong wanted to use the concubine body to find out the news by Liu Shan's side, and even Xiang Gong didn't care about the life or death of the concubine at all," Luo Ling'er said this, her tone did not change, if Zhang Fan could see her face, she could even find that she was laughing, but she was just smiling bitterly, "At that time, the concubine felt so desperate, Although I also know that all this is no wonder Xianggong, the questions are all on the body of the concubine, but Xianggong, when the person he loves the most said this, his heart is really painful, and at that moment, the concubine body seems to feel that there is no longer the meaning of living in the world, it is better to die like this,"

Hearing this, Zhang Fan's heart tightened, he believed what Luo Ling'er said, and even if he guessed, he could come out, Luo Ling'er at that time, his heart must have been full of despair, although it was difficult to rise up to the idea of lifelessness, but once it was there, it was difficult to eliminate it, and now, he could still hold the living Luo Ling'er, instead of a cold body, which made Zhang Fan breathe a sigh of relief, but he didn't want to let go anymore.

"But after Xianggong, he said those words again," Luo Linger didn't know what Zhang Fan was thinking, but he could feel the intention expressed by Zhang Fan's actions, which made her heart feel a little more relieved, "I heard that Xianggong forgave the concubine in Liu's mansion that day, and the concubine was so happy, although the concubine's experience was involuntary, it was also a bad deed and faceless, but even so, Xianggong still forgave the concubine, and the concubine knew that she was just marrying Xianggong as a concubine, and it shouldn't be like this, But Xianggong was still willing to worship with the concubine, and at that moment, hope rose again in the concubine's body and mind, thinking that Xianggong should accept me,"

When Zhang Fan heard this, he could be regarded as having a general idea, but at this time, he wondered in his heart again, since Luo Ling'er had already thought about it, why was she still crying just now, and why was she so sad just now.

"Just thinking about it, the concubine body felt that she shouldn't stay by Xianggong's side," Luo Ling'er continued, her voice began to tremble again, "Xianggong is a celebrity in the Ming Dynasty, and he will be famous all over the world in the future, and how can a woman with such a concubine in the past stay by Xianggong's side, ruining Xianggong's reputation, when the concubine entered the mansion yesterday, although she tried her best to escape, she still saw that those individuals looked at Xianggong and the concubine's eyes full of banter, and the concubine didn't want to let Xianggong have anything wrong because of herself."

"The concubine had planned to leave here last night, maybe find a remote place to live alone; Maybe cutting his hair in that nunnery and being a nun from now on, with the Green Lantern Ancient Buddha by his side, is better than embarrassing Xianggong, but after all, Xianggong has just accepted a concubine as a concubine, if the concubine body just leaves, Xianggong's face will definitely not look good, not to mention that the concubine body has not helped Xianggong find out the evidence of Liu Shan's crime, and he can't just leave so easily,"

Luo Linger's words sounded like self-boasting, but Zhang Fan understood very well in his heart, Luo Ling'er definitely didn't mean that, the current Luo Ling'er actually didn't ask for anything, she just wanted to say everything in her heart, just wanted Zhang Fan to understand her own thoughts.

But even so, Zhang Fan was still moved by Luo Ling'er's words, no, how could he not be moved, since Luo Ling'er fell in love with Zhang Fan, from beginning to end, she was thinking about Zhang Fan, whether it was for her to go to Liu Shan to risk her life to inquire about the news, or for Zhang Fan's reputation in front of the world, she could not hesitate to sacrifice her hard-won happiness and endure the pain in her heart.

Such a woman, no matter what she has done before, can be forgiven, not to mention that she was forced to do it by others; How could such Luo Linger not let Zhang Fan like it, and how could Zhang Fan be willing to let such Luo Linger leave him.

Luo Linger said this, but she didn't speak anymore, but Zhang Fan, who was holding her, always felt that she still had some words that she hadn't said, and after waiting for a long time, Luo Linger still didn't speak again, but Zhang Fan couldn't help it.

"Ling'er, what are you thinking," Zhang Fan said, "I know, you are thinking, stay by my side first, so that I can save face, after all, a concubine who just accepted a short time ran away alone, it would be too embarrassing to say it, so you are ready to stay by my side first, and when the freshness of people towards you passes, you are ready to leave me, isn't that the case?"

Luo Ling'er listened to Zhang Fan's words and was stunned, this is what she didn't say to Zhang Fan, but it was exactly what she thought in her heart, Zhang Fan didn't guess wrong at all, but how could she stay by Zhang Fan's side, it may be okay to say it now, but in the future, no one will talk about Luo Ling'er in order to fight Zhang Fan, but it may not be the same in the future, she has been by Liu Shan's side for some days, and she has seen a lot of things in the officialdom, so she naturally understands that people destroy the reputation of others in order to fight political enemies, That's what he can do, and she is Zhang Fan's weakness, and staying by his side will cause trouble for him sooner or later.

Shaking his head, Luo Ling'er, who just wanted to speak, was stopped by Zhang Fan.

"Don't deny it, I know what you're going to say," Zhang Fan seemed to have guessed her thoughts, and said first, "But I want to tell you, Ling'er, I love you, and I won't let you leave me,"

Luo Ling'er was stunned, and for half a day, only one word came out of her mouth: "Love,"

"Yes, I love you," Zhang Fan firmly said the words that are difficult to speak even between husband and wife in this era, "What do you think love is, is it love at first sight, whether it is life and death, or love over time, although these are all love, but in comparison, these are too shallow."

"Loving someone means thinking about each other all the time, for the sake of the other person, you can do anything, even at the cost of your own life, and you will not frown,"

"Xianggong," Luo Ling'er was once again stupid.

"Ling'er, for me, you don't care about your own life, and you don't care about the future that you will have to bear that is more sad than death, you love me so much, but you have thought about how sad I will be if you leave me," Zhang Fan said, "I want to say it again, I love you, I wanted to treat you like this at that time, although speaking of it now, the bastard is very much, but it is precisely because I love you too much that it will be like this."

"I want to make it up to you, whether you have been hurt because of me or not, I want to make amends for the wrong things I have done to you, I want to use my life to make amends to you, promise me, give me a chance to do so,"

"Xianggong," turned her head in surprise, Luo Ling'er looked at Zhang Fan, not knowing what to say, but looking at Zhang Fan's expectant eyes, the expectation in her heart made her nod again.

The lips touched, the room was peaceful, at this moment, there was no desire, there was no sweet talk, there was just a silent commitment and a firm heart,