Chapter 276: She Fell in Love... Sealed year
"But Ling Yi, you didn't say that you can't go back." She pouted slightly and said playfully, as if his heaviness, his injury, she couldn't see it, she didn't know it.
And Mu Lingyi looked at her in disbelief, what he heard just now, was it true?
She is saying that she regrets it, she wants to regret falling in love with herself, she wants to regret being with her, and she wants to regret the promise she made with herself.
"Yan'er, you can't regret it," Mu Lingyi said in a heavy tone to engrave this sentence into Yan Le's bones.
He gritted his teeth, walked firmly towards his room, and then gave an order to Xuan Fei. "Xuan Fei, kill Feng Nian, and then deal with it, tomorrow's big wedding will be held as scheduled."
Yan Le nervously leaned on Mu Lingyi's shoulder and looked at the back, shouting at Xuan Fei, who had already drawn his sword.
"No, Xuan Fei, your master has made a deal with me, you can't kill it, let Feng Nian leave here safely!"
Feng Nian watched Mu Lingyi turn around, not wanting Yan Le to see him, so he deliberately shouted at the sound of them disappearing at the door of the house, and kindly reminded: "Yan Le, after the transaction, remember to take that medicine~ I don't want to raise a child for my senior brother in the future." ”
Mu Lingyi's broken heart was instantly fatally struck by his words.
His eyes were red, he looked at Yan Le, who nodded in his arms and promised to seal the year, and asked tremblingly, "What did he say." ”
"It's nothing, Ling Yi, hurry up and complete the deal, but you have to be light, after all, I was just tossed by you just now, alas, in the end, it was you who broke your promise first, you said that you wouldn't mess around before marriage, but I'm already your person, alas." Yan Le first replied very indifferently, and then extremely regretful, she pushed the responsibility of breaking her promise to Mu Lingyi, and then pressed her sigh very heavily into his heart, ignoring that his eyes were already stained with tears.
For Mu Lingyi, Yan Le's every cruel word is dozens or even countless times more ruthless than anyone, including herself.
Because she was so meticulous about herself that he felt unreal and felt that it was a gift from God.
Others can't say no to him, and they can't provoke him with a little bit.
Otherwise, she will be the first to fight back.
And she obviously wanted to submit herself to power, but when Liang Qiheng suppressed herself, she maintained herself well.
Such a warm-hearted Yan'er now has no pain of her own and tramples on her true heart.
Then he talked about the sweetest love between them in the past, and he also took the medicine.
Mu Lingyi understands that she has never wanted to lose control of herself, because she wants revenge, and she always remembers revenge. She had said that she couldn't have children until she got revenge, so she thought that as long as she got her wish, she wouldn't resist herself.
"Yan'er, I won't want you anymore, don't worry, what you don't want to see won't happen, Xiao Lingyi, Xiao Yan'er, there won't be, you don't..."
Feng Nian suddenly admired Mu Lingyi a little, the fierce light in his eyes has always been towards him, and his tough attitude has always avoided Yan Le. Even if he was so angry that he wanted to kill himself, he tried to persuade her, appease her, and pull her back.
Oh, no wonder she listened to him so much, so indulged him.
But the emotions between them are really ridiculous, and they actually pinned such an indefinite thing on the so-called fate.
"Since you have loved, there will be a possibility of pregnancy, Yan Le, go back and take the medicine, you said you don't want those burdensome." He felt that he really couldn't let his guard down all the time, otherwise she would have to be moved by him again, and she would have to go back to that innocent appearance.
"Ling Yi ~ Feng Nian is right, let's go back to the house quickly, I have to take that medicine first, I can't conceive a child, otherwise I really can't regret it." Yan Le lowered his eyes and seriously thought about Feng Nian's words, and then nodded very approvingly.
But she didn't dare to let Mu Lingyi find the medicine and be in her arms, otherwise she really couldn't guarantee that she could take the child-avoiding medicine.
Mu Lingyi looked at Feng Nian's face with an evil smile all the time urging his Yan'er, and his own Yan'er was really useful, and he was really walking according to his plan. Ignoring his breathless heart, he said coldly to him, "It is not your turn to intervene in the matter between me and my wife's heirs. ”
"Senior brother, why can't it be your turn? Yan Le's destination, maybe it's me? Feng Nian smiled very easily and asked rhetorically.
The lethality of his words, coupled with the remorse that Yan Le had been emphasizing, hit Mu Lingyi's heart.
Mu Lingyi's cold eyes swept towards Feng Nian, forcibly endured his heart to kill him on the spot, and said coldly: "Xuan Fei, take him down, tomorrow's wedding, press him to attend." ”
He asked him to watch Yan'er marry him, so that he would no longer have that impossible thought.
Yan Le looked at Mu Lingyi's tense side face and asked softly: "Ling Yi~ I've changed my mind, do you still want to marry me?" Her words were soft, but they were heard clearly by those present.
This is like the last blow to Mu Lingyi, and no matter how much he comforts himself, it is useless.
All self-consolation fell short because of her words.
Why did she change her mind, and why?
He turned his head blankly and looked at Yan Le's equally blank eyes.
"Yan'er, you—it's impossible for you to change your mind." He never believed that the person in his arms, the familiar Yan'er in his arms, this Yan'er who was always saying that he loved himself and warmed his heart, had changed his mind.
It must be that I am not good enough.
He finally lifted his feet into the house, then closed the door tightly, and carried Yan Le to the edge of the bed.
He hugged her tightly, tightly.
Then she nestled under the covers and didn't let her talk anymore.
Feng Nian looked at the closed door, there was no sound at all, and inexplicably felt that Yan Le would give Mu Lingyi a deeper injury.
He chuckled, walked past Xuan Fei, and entered his room.
Mu Lingyi is one step behind, even if he is not suppressed, he will attend tomorrow's wedding, after all-the wedding can be held?
Not necessarily.
Yan Le leaned on Mu Lingyi's arms quietly, without resisting at all, she felt Ling Yi beside her, trying to suppress his own anger.
He was trying to get rid of his own sadness.
Alas, why?
Ling Yi, why are you so good?
It's so good that I don't want to give it out at all.
"Ling Yi," Yan Le called his name softly.
"I'm here, Yan'er, I'm here," Mu Lingyi responded to her nervously, his voice full of anticipation and a little excitement. He was thinking that now there was no one else, only him and his Yan'er.
His Yan'er must come to coax himself.
His face is the most heartwarming.
He lifted the head buried in her neck, his eyes were full of sparkling light, and looked at Yan Le.
"Ling Yi, I didn't expect us to have different dreams in the same bed." She didn't dare to look at Mu Lingyi, she kept forcing herself, just looking at the top of the bed with the most insipid gaze.
Mu Lingyi's originally excited and jumping heart was hit by a cruel blow again, he pretended not to hear, stroked Yan Le's godless eyebrows, and gently coaxed her to say: "Yan'er, it's late, go to sleep, you have to get up early tomorrow to make up." After he finished speaking, he quickly nestled back to her warm neck, and then kissed her ear and neck gently. The hand caressed her softly—her body numb.
"Yan'er sleeps obediently." He didn't possess her, he just comforted her.
Yan Le turned sideways, retreated to the innermost part of the bed, and said in a low voice: "I don't want to get married, I still have to marry, I don't want to love, I still have to love, you are the same as Qi Yan, force me." ”
After she finished speaking, she closed her eyes and fell asleep, not wanting to pay attention to Mu Lingyi who was stunned at all.
Mu Lingyi felt that her heart was crushed by her.
It's really crushed.
She said she didn't want to marry herself anymore and didn't want to love herself anymore. But his love for her is really so much that it will last forever. And she clearly said before that she loved herself more than she did to her, and she was deeper than she was to her.
Why is it that now a year has shaken her love for herself.
Let her resolutely give up that love.
Then, he not only became the shadow of Liang Qiheng, but also became the unbearable Su Qiyan.
herself, in her heart, is no longer the only one, no longer a special person, and has become a person who can be compared to anyone.
Mu Lingyi was in torment all night, and he didn't know what to do.
As soon as he approached the little figure cowering in the corner of the bed, she dodged.
In the back, she even sobbed lowly and muttered to herself.
She whispered pitifully, "Don't force me, don't force me," as if she had really cornered her.
When Yan Le woke up, he realized that he had dreamed of crying last night, and there was nothing terrible about that dream last night, it was nothing more than the eight people who had grown up together since childhood, all of whom appeared in front of him, and they all held the familiar short sword to stab themselves.
When they got to the back, they all stopped and wanted to kill themselves—they.
Why do you have to force yourself even a dream?
Why is it that in my dreams, I have to be shrouded in killing?
Yan Lemu turned around, opened his eyes, and saw that Mu Lingyi was no longer beside him.
The more Mu Lingyi comforted Yan Le last night, the more she cried, and even he didn't dare to speak out anymore or continue to accompany her.
Mu Lingyi stood on the cliff of the back mountain, letting the cold mountain wind blow himself, and then his body froze little by little. He no longer cares if he can still give his Yan'er warmth when he goes back, because she no longer loves him and resists his touch.
She was tired of herself.
She fell in love with... Finish... Sealed year.
The year that had already attracted her attention before they met.
It turned out that even if he didn't go to Bin Ge, God would send him to her.
And she naively thought that she would really be consistent with herself.
She's been imprisoned for twelve years.
How could she, who had been limited in curiosity for twelve years, be firmly grasped by herself because she saw herself.
The corners of Mu Lingyi's mouth were full of self-deprecation for himself, and he unconsciously walked towards the end of the cliff, wanting to see if this bottomless cliff bottom was the same chaotic and unpredictable as her Yan Le.
"Senior Brother Ling Yi!" Han Rui appeared early in the morning to look for them, and she still went to tell them that there were men and women who wanted to marry and stayed together last night.