Chapter 594: Entering the Darkness of Personality
There is also a ranking of drugs in the world, and the one known as the king of drugs is No. 4, and those old guns who have been taking drugs all year round dare not touch this thing, because as long as they encounter it, they will never want to quit.
Its most powerful thing is not physical dependence, nor psychological dependence, but nervous dependence, and other drugs cannot be compared with it at all.
Ge Zhen knows what he is infected with, and he also knows what the calamity he is facing, if he can't quit, even if he lives, it will be a catastrophe.
Drugs that are mentally dependent must be strangled mentally.
He devised a drug rehabilitation plan for himself, which was to use death and the dark side of the ego to fight against this spiritual dependence.
Either die or quit completely.
This is a crazy drug rehabilitation, but it is in line with Ge Zhen's temperament - an outlaw!
"Bang! Syllable! Syllable! β¦β¦β
"Bang! Boom! Boom! β¦β¦β
"Whoop......"
"Ah!! βββ
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Every day in the cabin was Ge Zhen's crazy voice, hissing and howling, the loss of human voice, and the sound of crying and sobbing.
There was no medicine to relieve it, and it came directly, and the sound that came out made the whole boat feel creepy.
That's what happens when you get on drugs, and even Miller is terrified because it's so powerful.
He knew something about Ge Zhen, and he knew how strong this soldier's willpower was, and even then he couldn't resist the invasion of drugs.
"Uncle Miller, can I go see Daddy?" Lying on the hospital bed, Dale signs at Miller.
"Dai'er, I can't go to see it yet, because Dad is recovering from drugs." Miller smiled and said to Dale, "Remember, drugs are the most terrible thing in the world, and the source of all evil. Your dad is fighting evil, guess if sin will win or your dad will win? β
"Daddy!" Dale didn't hesitate to sign out.
"Why?" Miller asked.
"Dad is the best, he's the best person in the world!" Dale's little face was full of pride.
"Hehe, I also think your dad will win-" Miller smiled, "Dale, when you land on the island in Antarctica, I'll send you to the Great Wall Station in China, okay?" From there you can go to China. β
Miller also likes the child Dale very much, and he saw the kindness and simplicity of this little girl through the whole process of monitoring.
He didn't know what Falls Prison really had, but he knew that Falls Prison was not purgatory, it was the darkest place of exile in the world.
Ge Zhen had to go, but the little girl couldn't, and Miller didn't talk about Dale above.
Obviously, this is all Sooke's own initiative, it really doesn't matter if the little girl goes or not, and if he can call the shots, Miller doesn't mind being a good person.
"I'm going to be with my dad." Daile made sign words: "Dad is injured, I want to take care of Dad." β
"But that's what your dad meant." Miller stroked Dale's head and smiled, "He told you to go to the Great Wall Station, and from there to China." When you arrive in China, someone will arrange everything for you, and you can carry your schoolbag to school like any other child......"
"Dad didn't tell me." Daile shook her head and gestured, "Daddy won't leave me behind." β
"You little girl, you're really stubborn, hehe." Miller smiled, took out a rag doll and handed it to Dai'er: "Dai'er, this is my little gift for you, I hope you will like it." β
There could not have been a rag doll on the Falls expedition ship, but this one was beautiful, stitch by stitch, made of sky-blue plush fabric, which was the blanket in the cabin.
The padding is made of synthetic silk from the polar suit, and the two large eyes are made of black labels, on which the pupils and eyes are drawn with a light blue pen, as well as long eyelashes.
Although it is not as good as what is sold in the store, it is also a fine product, and it is completely handmade.
"Thank you, Uncle Miller." Dale spoke with signs and happily touched the little arm of the rag doll.
Children always like rag dolls, to be precise, little girls will like this kind of toy, this is the joy that runs through the childhood of many girls, and even when they grow up.
"I also have a daughter, a little older than you, and her name is Linda." Miller laughed: "Every year I have to go to sea, and when I go back, I will make her a rag doll, hehe...... You see, here's Linda's picture. β
He pulled out a photograph from his close-fitting pocket, showing Miller holding a beautiful little girl with brown hair, smiling very happily.
"Sister Linda is so beautiful." Daile made sign language, then pushed the rag doll back with her right hand: "I don't want a rag doll, it's Linda's sister's." β
"No, it's for you, hehe."
Miller's eyes were full of smiles, especially gentle, especially loving, and he refused to let Dale on board from the beginning, and this is why.
He is also a person with a daughter, and when he saw Dai'er, who was about the same age as his daughter, his father's love instinctively came up, but unfortunately what he said at that time did not count.
"I don't want it." Dale shook her head.
At this time, Ge Zhen's roaring voice came faintly again.
"Roar! - Ah!! - Woohoo......"
Dale immediately turned her head to look at the hatch, her long eyelashes flickering, her eyes already welling with tears, and her teeth biting her lip.
Ge Zhen is in pain, and she is also in pain.
"Everything will be fine." Miller got up and walked out, smiling at Daile and saying, "Your dad is the most willpower and the best I've ever met, and he'll be fine." β
Stepping out of the cabin, he reached the cockpit as fast as he could, turning on the slave cabin's surveillance.
In the surveillance, Ge Zhen knelt on the ground like a dog, clutching the cabin with both hands, his hands were bloody and fleshy, his tongue was sticking out, the blue tendons on his cheeks and neck were bursting, and the wounds on his body were also broken, and the blood that flowed out dyed his body red and dotted.
Ge Zhen was staring at Andre's corpse, and he couldn't see his eyes here, but he could completely feel the anxiety and urgency of the pure beast.
He had no food, no water, no medicine, and only a corpse in front of him.
"Drop fresh water and food down, quick!" Miller let out a hurried sound, his pupils constricting to the extreme.
He had been thinking about how to solve the relationship with the above, and trying to appease Dale, but he ignored that there was a corpse in the cabin.
According to his thoughts, although Ge Zhen refuses food and water, he will still put it when the other party is weak to ensure that he has enough physical strength to fight drug addiction, but now there is a corpse below!
"Whoa!"
The deck was pulled open and fresh water splashed down.
Before the video, Miller saw Ge Zhen bite the corpse's neck, tearing it with his teeth, and didn't even look at the food that was put down.
"The dark sideβ" Miller let out a heavy breath with an expression of disbelief, "He's going to unleash the dark side of his personality completely...... Soldier, I've never seen anyone push themselves so hard! Darkness, soldier. β
Cannibalism does not mean completely entering the dark side of personality, but Ge Zhen is different, forcing himself to release the darkest side of his heart when he has a choice.
Have you ever felt the urge to kill? There must be, but if you don't do it, then there is no problem with your personality.
If you have ever had the urge to kill and kill against the will of your good self, then you have completely released your dark personality.
People who have no choice to eat people are forced to be helpless, and if they have a choice, they have to eat people, which is the dark bloom of personality.
Push yourself, and no one can save you.
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