As a child, Qu Zhaodi fantasized more than once about flying in space.

His fantasies are different from Qu Mairong's, not as crazy and ambitious, but also much more romantic than a real-life spacewalk.

He imagined the journey starting behind a pitch-black horizon, because he had hated the darkness before.

I remember that when my mother was still alive, every night, she would sit by his little bed and tell stories, listening to the sleepiness, he couldn't help but yawn, and my mother got up and prepared to leave. But before leaving, she always turned off all the lights in the house.

When the last light went out, the feeling of being suddenly swallowed up by darkness was terrible, and his mother's back disappeared in an instant, and he was so anxious that he wanted to scream, and wanted to beg her to stay a little longer, but every time, he was strong enough to survive.

After suffering like that a few times, he figured out a pattern at a young age, whenever the morning sun dispelled the night, the world outside the curtain was radiant again, and his mother's sweet smiling face would definitely appear in front of him again.

However, he forgot the exact day it began, and no one told him bedtime stories anymore, and even if the lights in the house were on all night, no one would help him put them out. As the morning sun pierced through the lace curtains, the inner and outer lights began to fight, and the clashing stinging light distracted him, and he wanted to find a place without light to hide.

So he remembered the darkness and fell in love with it ever since. He frantically longed to go back to the darkness he had experienced in the past, because in the lines of time, that darkness was only in the middle, and at each end of the line were light, from the light and the sun, both of which meant that his mother would soon appear.

To be precise, after Yao Ziqian's death, Qu Zhaodi fell in love with the sense of security of finding light in the dark, and that kind of preference made him always want to be alone.

The silence and solitude prompted him to sketch a black horizon in his mind over and over again, the horizon was in the distant sky, but he could reach it by climbing up the steps made of clouds, and he could see the black lines slowly melt, and the golden brilliance overflowed from behind, like a piece of iron that had been burned and dripping bright red molten iron. The light contrasts with the inky blackness, symbolizing that the light of hope is breaking out of the cocoon and will soon envelop him.

A life where darkness does not exist is truly terrifying, truly despairing, which means that there is no entrance to the light, and no matter how far you grope your way forward, hope will not be realized.

The fear that one day, even the darkness would abandon him, prompted Qu Zhaodi to love the starry sky even more, because there is eternal darkness behind the starry sky, and what is held up by the eternal darkness is the eternal light, and the only thing he needs to do is to cross the horizon strongly, leave the earth and enter the universe.

In the lonely childhood, there was a lonely black mother, with the help of a PSP game console, the two little things giggled all day long, so in the eyes of Qu Mairong and the maids, this child was not only withdrawn, but also nervous, and he really couldn't find the slightest cuteness.

Qu Zhaodi doesn't matter, as long as he has a little friend with him, what are those people who are not related? He always likes to discuss the mysteries of the universe with the Black Mother, but the Black Mother at that time always likes to avoid such topics. Its attitude, on the contrary, stimulated his infinite reverie even more - what is hidden in the universe?

He didn't like to read science books that described the universe in flowery words, and the only thing he could do was to imprison his imagination. He had always thought of himself as a galloping wild horse, and the wild horse did not want to be driven by the reins.

The arc horizon is the dividing line between the earth and the universe, and the first thing he sees after crossing it is the sun.

The sun is like a big flame-colored eye, the jumping corona is its long eyelashes, and the largest dark spot is its pupil. Every time it blinks, the Earth passes a dark night one unit away, and when it opens its eyes again, the sun will shine in every corner of the earth.

Now that he has left the original world, the day and night there have nothing to do with him, and more celestial bodies that emit eternal light are waiting for him to explore.

They're all very interesting, and each one is so beautiful that you won't want to linger. For example, walking in a parabolic orbit to Mercury, the closest to the Sun, will kick up shiny dust in the impact crater as the solar wind blows across the planet's surface. Dust on Earth doesn't glow, so on Mercury, even the land that should be boring has a different look.

Perhaps he should go to the other side of the planet and walk on Mars, see the spectacular scene of the volcanic eruption on that tiny planet, and feel the depths of Mariner Canyon.

Forget it, let's take a few extra steps to Jupiter, a romantic planet with cloud bands and big red spots, perfect for playing hide and seek with the Black Mother. Standing on Jupiter's shoulders and looking at the sun, the sun's rays would fade into a thin mist of light, and the huge eye of flame would shrink into a glowing glass ball, and he would be able to catch the light firmly with a flick of his finger at him as small as a naughty boy.

Qu Zhaodi, who was sleeping deeply, slept soundly this night.

In his dreams, the universe became his mother's arm, and he lay in his pajamas, swaying to and from his mother's humming songs, without fear of anything.

For so many years, he would wake up from nightmares almost every night, and when he woke up, all kinds of thoughts would haunt him like broken cotton wool, disturb his mind, and make him tired.

Thinking back on the whole process from being arrested to escaping, he was somewhat happy for the rest of his life, and he also began to miss the black mother. However, as long as he can achieve the goal of overthrowing Wang Xinyu and eliminating harm for the Light Continent, he is willing to suffer that crime.

When Jones commanded two soldiers to handcuff and shackle him at the door of the laboratory, the hardness and coldness brought him a strange anesthetic feeling, and at that moment, the bound soul seemed to be finally freed, and he felt that with a little struggle, those people could take him out of the hell where life was refined, so they actually came to save him.

It's a pity that the game of cat and mouse is all controlled by the black mother behind the scenes, and with it to manipulate the game process, he can't die.

Wang Xinyu was carrying an invisible laser pistol, and he didn't notice it at all. Hei Mu whispered to him, asking him to hug Wang Xinyu, he hated it so much that he gritted his teeth, thinking that Hei Mu was deliberately manipulating him and teasing him.

When he crossed his arms with Wang Xinyu, he could hear the warning handed to Wang Xinyu by the black mother clearly, and those words seemed to come out of his own mouth, so he realized that the thing had saved his life again. And the confrontation between him, Wang Xinyu and the Black Mother was just a few seconds, and the sharp-eyed Jones didn't even notice it.

After being escorted to the Information Investigation Department of the General Criminal Investigation Bureau, Qu Zhaodi, who seemed to be safe for the time being, was still not out of danger, so the black mother got in the way and helped him call the people he urgently needed to see.

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