Chapter 1202: It's Different
Qin Sè watched the somewhat hateful guy walk away, squatting there for a long time and forgetting it, maybe even forgetting where she was, at this time she suddenly remembered what Meng Changan had said...... Shen Leng is the stupidest warmth in the world.
She still didn't understand why Meng Changan could say such a thing like this, he was Meng Changan, what warmth would he care about and what he didn't care about? What he cares about always seems to be so clearly in front of him, so it will break many people's hearts.
But he will never break Shen Leng's heart, probably that's it.
Meng Changan's world is so boring, fighting and drawing swords.
What about the cold world?
Qin Sè thought, probably because Shen Leng is such a person, so Meng Changan is that kind of Meng Changan, and then she thought about it again...... Shen Leng lives in this world, trying his best to protect everyone he can protect like a fool, while Meng Changan lives in this world, like a fool, just waiting for the day when Shen Leng needs protection.
Qin Sè was in a trance for a moment, and seemed to see Meng Changan standing at the window that afternoon, he was standing there, the sun was shining on him, but it seemed that he was still cold, at that time Qin Sè thought that he was so perfect, so it should be a sculpture.
"When I was a child, my father told me, don't feel sorry for the stupid Lengzi, he lives to block the evil for you, the harder you live, the faster your evil will dissipate, so I asked my father, then why did he block the evil for me? My father said that because he was cheap. ”
When he said this, Meng Changan glanced back at Qin Sè: "This world is so unfair, Silly Lengzi sees all the good with his eyes, and I see all the viciousness." ”
He turned around and continued to look out the window: "He walks towards beauty, and I am practicing in viciousness, if one day, he is stopped on the road to beauty and warmth, I have experienced infinite vicious experience, whoever stops him, I can cut him with a knife." ”
At that moment, Qin Sè didn't understand what Meng Changan meant, but at this moment she understood.
Meng Changan is not a naturally ruthless person, it's just that he has walked into that lonely road, when Silly Lengzi began to block for him, he walked on that road, he faced the world like a ruthless person, his eyes were full of indifference, even if it was his woman and his child, he would force himself to be indifferent, because he couldn't let himself be distracted, if he cared more about his own women and his own children, then he would hesitate when it was time to do something for Shen Leng in the future.
He will not give up his family, he will not give up.
These are all reluctant, where can he still cut them without hesitation.
"I'm a heartless person."
Meng Changan said.
Qin Sè, who figured this out, was in a trance, and it was the past few years in a flash.
Meng Changan and Shen Leng, one is that people can ignore anything, and the other is that people can ignore everything.
Thinking of this, Qin Sè suddenly felt the loneliness of Meng Changan, he should have felt very painful when he was very young, what his father was doing was something he hated, but he was powerless to resist, he could only treat Shen Leng in his own way, and threw Shen Leng something in a very disgusting way that he pretended not to eat, because it was also warm for Shen Leng.
Most people have no understanding of living, living is just living, some people think that living is a kind of practice, some people think that living is a kind of pleasure, Shen Leng is probably living to find warmth and then protect it, but he forgets that he is the greatest warmth
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Meng Changan is alive, half of it is atonement, and half of it is brotherhood.
So Qin Sè's heart hurt for a while, she accidentally touched Meng Changan's state of mind, so she couldn't stand the pain, and then thought, that guy, how did he survive all these years? He and Shen Leng are really two completely different types, Shen Leng is unwilling to suffer for the people he cares about, while Meng Changan suffers for the people he cares about.
A lover, hard to be a ruthless.
She touched Meng Changan's state of mind, and for a short moment she felt that she was almost broken, so she looked at Xiao Meng Wuli's eyes with more and more guilt, like a knife, but she knew that it was not just her guilt for Xiao Meng Wuli, but Meng Changan's guilt, she saw Meng Changan's world, so her eyes became Meng Changan's eyes.
It is difficult and painful for a lover to be a ruthless person.
She looked in the direction where Shen Leng walked away, and there was no one there, but Qin Sè found that she finally knew the brotherly relationship between Meng Changan and Shen Leng, this kind of feeling, in the whole world, not between men and men, anyone will have it.
"Your dad is a big man."
Qin sè patted Meng Wuli's head, a little proud.
"Your brother-in-law too."
She looked into the distance, and her eyes were full of light.
On the platform on the second floor of the Ice Plains Palace, the tea master sat there shaking his legs and laughing like a child, she heard what Shen Leng just said below, so she felt that she was handsome and invincible in the world, and the stupid boy looked handsome when he turned around and left after saying those words, and she felt that she was really unstrained in front of that stupid boy now, and if she went on like this, wouldn't it be very faceless in front of that stupid boy in the future......
And yet she liked it.
The night was still the same night, the starry sky was still the same starry sky, but she felt that at this moment, the night looked more beautiful and the starry sky was brighter, and the silly boy seemed to have a light when he walked over.
"I think it's a little hateful that you're dragging around in front of your siblings like this."
The tea master looked at Shen Leng and pouted: "Can't you be more mature?" You're already an adult. ”
Shen Leng: "Don't you want to treat me as a child?" ”
Anyway, there was no one else here, so Shen Leng glanced at the tea master's chest a few times unscrupulously, and then sighed: "You don't treat me as a child, do you want to wean me?" ”
The tea master paused for a moment, and then flew up with one hand on the roof and feet, the stupid boy was already a foot away, squatting there and smirking: "You can talk about anything, you can't wean me, you still want to kick me?" ”
The tea master said: "Come, come here, I treat you like a child." ”
Shen Leng said: "Did you cheat like this when you beat Shen Ji and Shen Ning?" ”
Tea Master: "Those two are still young, so let's pick up the big ones first." ”
Shen Leng said with some grievances: "It's all about drinking a mouthful of milk, why?" ”
The tea master broke out.
Shen Leng fled.
At the same time, Daning, Taishan.
It has been several days since the Taishan Feng Zen ceremony, and it will take a while for the news to fly all over Daning, but some things are settled, so the emperor looks very relaxed these days, and even took the time to take the second prince and the queen to go fishing, and burned it in the mountain stream, although it was a little burnt, but still very happy.
The title is no longer Concubine Zhen but the queen, but Concubine Zhen is still the same Concubine Zhen, and she finally accepted the emperor
Because after Shen Chayan left Chang'an with the child, she suddenly discovered that her strength was actually not great, and she needed to become strong now.
The identity of the queen is so noble, so noble that she can make the eldest prince Li Changze unscrupulous, and Concubine Zhen probably just thought, I don't want to cultivate a Li Changze, but I also don't want my children to be bullied.
The emperor went back to deal with government affairs, the queen stayed in the mountains and forests by the stream, she was not used to the gorgeous brocade clothes on her body, although the palace clothes of the concubine and the queen were not too bad, but the mood of things was still a little difficult after all, she really didn't want to be the queen, even if she really hoped that she could become a qualified queen, worthy of the emperor's infatuation, but she had a hurdle in her heart, a knot, and the word queen was in the knot, on the knot.
The harm brought to her by the previous queen made her resist even the word queen.
"Know you're not as happy as you seem."
The old master of the Ma Gang walked to his daughter's side, pinched his waist and stood there, still having the momentum that frightened the entire green forest road in Xishu, but he had already put these down, he just wanted to be a good father now, when his daughter needed it most.
The queen laughed: "It's not so unhappy. ”
The old master asked: "When you are unhappy, you like to be in a daze, because people like you are always unwilling to hurt others, when you were a child, your mother asked you, why other people's children lose their temper and quarrel with their parents, and you are unhappy will only sit alone somewhere in a daze, you are actually not that old at that time, you replied...... Because you don't want to take your resentment out on someone who cares about you and you care. ”
The old master sighed: "You didn't look like a child then...... There are a few other words you have also said, every time you think about it, your heart will be blocked, and your heart will be distressed, you say...... People, it's always like this, there is a person who is very good to you, and you take care of everything, so you feel that even if you treat him badly, it's nothing, anyway, he will still treat you well, and someone treats you badly, you will treat this person who treats you badly better, and then vent the resentment of the person who treats you badly on the person who treats you well, and then you have to say, why can't you understand me? ”
The Queen's smile faded.
It was the emotion she felt when she saw something happening in the village, because she was sad for a long, long time.
"Daddy knows."
The old boss patted his daughter's shoulder: "All your carefree worries when you were a child were shown to us, you are a person who is easily sad and angry, and you will hardly vent to people after grief." ”
The queen looked at her father and shook her head: "Not anymore." ”
She said as if talking to herself: "Since the day I carried the Bailin Sword into the Hou Clan, I am not, I care about Your Majesty, so for Your Majesty, I can be patient with the former queen, and then I will sit alone at the window in a daze, people like me are probably better at being in a daze." ”
She let out a long exhale, "But it's different now. ”
The old boss snorted, raised his head and looked at the mountains in the distance: "It's not the same, it's different, my father is here, my mother is here." ”
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