Chapter 538: Leaving from His Life
Yan Le listened to Mu Lingyuan's answer, and the anger he had felt at him before suddenly rose again.
She clutched her subordinates tightly, and wanted to slap the table and this undare Mu Lingyuan who thought she was doing good for Bing Zhi... He took his temper back again....
She said to herself in her heart: Be calm, be calm, this is Ling Yi's eldest brother!
After making countless reassurances to himself, Yan Le tried his best to pull the corners of his mouth and smiled at Mu Lingyuan very far-fetched.
"Brother Ling Yuan, what you say is very reasonable!" She struggled to make her voice sound less strange.
But it can't be helped, the mockery in the voice is obvious.
What Bing Zhi can't get, this is the love she has experienced for 20 years, and she finally met it, all she has to do is to forget a person who she saw in her heart at a glance. As long as she returns to Bin Ge, or never comes to Mu Mansion, she will never see you, she will not be reminded forever, she is rejected by the person she loves, and she is a person who clearly loves her. She just needs to say it to herself a few more times, a lifetime is so long, how can people only like one person? If she says it a few more times, she can brainwash herself, make her own emotions numb, and then forget even what she likes and what love is. β
Mu Lingyuan watched Yan Le's smile gradually turn into self-deprecation, self-deprecation, she had always had a heart that could be persuaded to herself. Then her voice was full of mockery of herself and helplessness that she felt ridiculous.
She said that she was the only person Bingzhi fell in love with in the past 20 years.
She said that a lifetime is so long, and people can't like only one person.
But she said that if Bingzhi didn't like herself, then her emotions would become numb.
Why.
Why.
I obviously don't want to hurt her!
I won't be the one who hurts her!
Mu Lingyuan looked at Yan Le, and the grief in his eyes could no longer be hidden.
"Yan Le, you tell her that I don't like her, let her not like me, let her heart return to the way it was before, and don't be hurt in the slightest!"
Yan Le was very distressed when he listened to Mu Lingyuan's complete rout, revealing such a longing look.
He is also an extremely difficult person.
The boy lost his parents, and while pursuing various truths, he was used by the enemy and took away his legs, which were almost as precious as his life, and since then he has changed from a rebellious teenager to a person who bows down in a wheelchair and can never stand up.
But he was obviously strong and survived, and he was as decent as he was going, maintaining the stability of the family, but he never dared to get out of the cage in his heart.
He should understand that although he has lost the ability to move, his body, everything about him, is still stronger and more handsome than ordinary people.
There is absolutely no reason why he is not worthy of Bingzhi.
But like this, after meeting Bingzhi, he completely fell into inferiority.
He should also be in love for the first time, and he naively thinks that the love that goes deep into his heart can be changed if he changes.
Yan Le chuckled helplessly, looked at the sad Mu Lingyuan, looked like he had heard a joke, and said with sadness while laughing: "Brother Lingyuan, can the heart be restored to before?" Can you? If you can't, why do you think Bingzhi can? Her love for you is no lighter than my love for Ling Yi, so I know that if she can't be with you, she will be sad, for a lifetime, for the whole life. Because of your low self-esteem, you dare not accept it, do you want to make her sad for the rest of your life? You are so decent and live so well, why can't you accept Bingzhi? When two people are together, they will only make each other better. β
Mu Lingyi listened to her Yan'er's voice, and gradually became crying, hugged her into her arms, and comforted her body that was short of breath because of her anger.
He thought that his Yan Er was really angry.
If this is not her eldest brother, Mo Bingzhi likes another man like this.
That one's own face will definitely use a very bad attitude to directly question people's heads and faces.
Now, she is extremely depressed towards her eldest brother, and strives to use her reasoning and even her empathy to influence him.
This approach has indeed begun to succeed.
But their disgust was really as they expected, and they fell into their sadness.
Mu Lingyi thought about it, and his voice was extremely soft and comforted Yan Le in his arms: "Yan'er~ calm down, I don't want you to take your sad emotions on yourself." β
As he spoke, he raised his hand to gently smooth her frowning eyebrows, not wanting her to frown uncomfortably all the time.
Mu Lingyuan watched the two of them snuggling up to each other very intimately, and his heart was even more sensitive to Yan Le's words.
He couldn't help but recall her words, and then substituted what she said into himself, asking himself.
Can one of your own hearts really get out of this relationship again?
No.
Will you be sad that you can't be with your beloved?
Yes.
There is no doubt about it.
I finally found a person in this world who can awaken my enthusiasm and confidence in life, how can I forget her, let her marry someone else, and then let myself go?
Andβ
Yan Le was right.
In the past two years of my life, I have learned to take care of myself. If Bing Zhi is with herself, she doesn't have to worry about her at all.
Butβ
Even if I can't even affect her, but when it comes to the happiness that can be given to her, I can give a lot less than normal people, a lot.
Mu Lingyuan was deeply distressed, feeling guilty that he had never been able to give Mo Bingzhi the most perfect love.
But when he spoke again, there was a change.
"I don't want her to be sad, no matter how sad she is, I want to stop it for her."
No matter how sad she is, I hope to block it for her.
In this case, Yan Le hopes that it is not her misunderstanding.
"Brother Ling Yuan! You can block the biggest sorrow for her, as long as you face up to your own feelings, as long as you respond to Bingzhi, you will know that her sadness can be avoided, and your concerns are only generated by your own timidity, which can also be avoided! Two people really love each other so much, everything can be faced together and spent together! The more she spoke, the happier and more excited she became, she came out of Mu Lingyi's arms and looked at Mu Lingyuan eagerly, hoping that he would really take this step.
Mu Lingyuan looked at Yan Le, who was trying to pull himself out of the darkness from inferiority complex and avoidance, and the sadness in his eyes gradually turned into relief and calmness, and he said two words in a very soft voice towards her.
"Thank you."
Thank you for revealing her timidity so directly.
Thank her for being a little person who understands so much and will come to explain herself later.
Mu Lingyuan finished speaking, looked at Mu Lingyi, nodded to him with a smile in his eyes.
"Ling Yi, you guys have dinner here, I'll go to the Hou Mansion."
He wants to personally express his thoughts about her in the past half month.
Mu Lingyi nodded, got up with Yan Le, and wanted to go out with him.
It's just that when Mu Lingyuan didn't have to reject the two of them to the extreme, Mo Bingzhi and Yu Ran came here under the leadership of the housekeeper.
Mo Bingzhi was as innocent as before, and after seeing Mu Lingyuan, she ran towards him happily, not caring about anything else.
Yan Le looked at Mo Bingzhi's appearance, and suddenly felt funny, feeling similar to himself.
"Ling Yuan~Ling Yuan~ I ran out of Bin Ge! I'm here to see you! Bing Zhi looked at Mu Lingyuan, who was obviously in a wheelchair, but because of the completeness of the wheelchair and Mu Lingyuan's own height, he didn't look very short, and smiled at him stupidly, his voice was very brisk.
Mu Lingyuan's heart, because of her loving words, froze, and then jumped wildly.
She came out of Bin Ge specifically to find herself.
It's not looking for Yan Le, it's not looking for Wu Tingmo.
It's to find yourself.
Mu Lingyuan thought, a little incredulous.
"Princess Bingzhi....." His voice, for the first time in front of her, hesitated, who would not say that polite face.
Mo Bingzhi couldn't notice anything for a while, she looked at him with some doubts, and looked at Yan Le and Mu Lingyi with some doubts.
She suddenly thought that Yan Le said that she wanted to help herself wake up Ling Yuan!
Is it counterproductive?
So Ling Yuan even felt embarrassed to take care of himself!
Ah!
What to do!
Mo Bingzhi thought about it, and really felt helpless and uncomfortable.
She thought, she is out of the horse, Wu Tingmo is out of the horse, Yan Le and Mu Ling are out of the horse....
It's not work out yet!
Who else can say that Ling Yuan can be moved!
The more Mo Bingzhi thought about it, the more aggrieved she became, her mouth deflated, and her eyes gradually overflowed with tears.
Mu Lingyuan's heart instantly tensed, and he stretched out his hand to pull Mo Bingzhi's hand.
"Good ~ don't cry."
The three words that were extremely simple were overflowing with his love for her, and the love that required him to restrain to suffocation before was all vented according to these three words.
Mo Bingzhi couldn't believe what she heard, looked at Mu Lingyuan in a daze, and then saw him holding his hand and slamming into his arms.
She sat on his lap just as she had accidentally fallen into his arms the last time.
But it's not the same as the last time when I was sluggish and unfamiliar, and it's not like throbbing.
This time she felt very relieved, hugged the person she had loved so much that she couldn't control herself, buried it in his chest, and cried wantonly.
She couldn't believe it was true!
Ling Yuan accepted himself.
For the first time, he spoke to himself in the same tone as Mu Lingyi coaxed Lingxi.
He wants to be obedient to himself ~ don't cry ~ How could you not cry!
I pestered him for several days, and with the help of Ting Mo, I taught him to come to him, and deduced the illusion that I would admire another man. But he wasn't nervous at all, just looked at himself like that, and got along with himself like an ordinary friend. Even when he went back, he didn't send himself, and he didn't leave half a thoughtful word with himself. He let himself, from his life, and left in style.