Chapter 220: The Imperial Palace is the Most Unfair Place
She said that there was a haze in her eyes, she didn't want to be seen by Mu Lingyi, and she wanted to escape from him very quickly.
Mu Lingyi's heart stagnated, and he hurriedly got up and wrapped around her waist and imprisoned her in his arm. There was longing in his eyes, with surprise, and he spoke nervously.
"Yan'er, what did you just say, say it again!"
"Bad guys! I'm tired of it! You don't kiss me anymore! She yelled at him dissatisfied, and the sparkle in her eyes was about to overflow, but she stubbornly held on, and her eyelids would not fall down without a trace.
Mu Lingyi's heart was beating wildly, what did he hear? Is his Yan'er blaming himself for not kissing her?
He finally didn't have any worries just now, and quickly went to hold Yan Le's tightly pursed lips, he used his gentleness to relieve her anger and grievances, he ignored her and sat on his lap, and tightly took her into his arms. Even because of their natural posture, the two of them were tightly together.
Yan Le pushed him away in shock and slipped off his lap.
But Mu Lingyi didn't want her to escape, he pulled her to lie behind him together, and then turned around and put her under him to continue kissing, he was finally willing to let go of her when she was out of breath, but he was extremely reluctant to kiss her neck.
"Yan'er~" His low voice called to her, bewitching her, "Give it to me, okay?" ”
"Okay~ Ling Yi, Yan'er... Love... You," her breath was rapid, and her words were a little choppy.
After Mu Lingyi got her memory, he stopped the wet kiss on her neck, he smiled lowly, buried in her neck and smiled happily. His Yan'er, just like before, will be angry with himself and will be bewitched by himself. She has herself in her eyes and is willing to be obsessed with herself.
"Yan'er~ It's so good, you still love me," he forced his love bath, wanting to calm down and talk to her about what she wanted to say just now, but he still didn't want to get up from her, he coveted her softness.
"Ling Yi, I love, I love, I love, I love, what's wrong with you, you don't kiss, you don't want it, you have changed!" Yan Le felt his fiery body gradually dissipating, and was surprised that he was completely different from the Ling Yi who was intoxicated with him yesterday. He's been different since this morning, is he no longer interested in himself?
"Yan'er~ I want, I want to, but there will be children, if I can bear it, I will endure it first, I don't want my Yan'er to be stigmatized in the future because of my private bath." His eyes sparkled, and he spoke with extra tenderness, and then he was afraid that she would not believe it, so he held her body to fit him, and asked her to believe that he was really interested in her!
Yan Le panicked and hurriedly asked him to stop.
"Ling Yi, I believe, I believe, don't ...... it" rubbed, she was so ashamed that she couldn't speak, she could only point her little finger at the body of the two of them close to each other, she was wrong, but she doubted Ling Yi's male courage.
Mu Lingyi looked at her blushing as if she was about to drip blood, and there was a bright light of stars in her eyes, as if she was hooking him to continue. He hurriedly turned the conversation back to the original topic, not wanting to be manipulated by Yu Wang anymore. He glanced at the still dark outside the room, and breathed a sigh of relief, he could still hold his face for another half an hour.
"Yan'er, why did you suddenly remember when you were a child, and said that memories were erased." He was sure that she loved him, and that nothing was fearless to him. Memories from childhood too.
"Ling Yi, if it's something you forget, will you still have a hazy memory? And if it's obliterated, then you can't think about it, unless... Unless the lock that holds the memory is unlocked. Yan Le made the doubts in her heart clear, she couldn't understand that she couldn't remember anything before, she didn't have a clue at all, but when the silver worm was taken out, she actually remembered that whole memory, all the details, and even the appearance of those people in her memory could be recalled.
And last night was the same, the details, the people, she remembered clearly.
"Yan'er, this is the second time you think of your childhood, isn't it, your previous memories of your childhood are blank, and you don't even have the basic ability to recall? Isn't it? Mu Lingyi analyzed, he thought that her memory was lost because of too serious changes, but most of the people who were stimulated to lose their memories were painful when they recalled their memories, but his Yan'er did not, she was extremely relaxed, and even recalled calmly through dreams.
It turned out that her calm just now was a puzzlement of memory.
It turned out that she didn't neglect her love for herself because she remembered her childhood.
"I remembered it once before, that is, the time when the silver worm was taken out, I remembered my father and mother, I remembered Qi Yan who rescued me from a group of people, last night, I remembered some clips of being with my brother when I was a child, playing with Qi Heng Qinuo, and..." her eyebrows began to frown, and her eyes became heavy as she looked at Mu Lingyi. She hesitated for a moment, then continued under his puzzled gaze.
"Qi Heng and I, hiding in the closet, saw his mother and was killed." The heaviness in her eyes became deeper and deeper, and she didn't know how to make up for the cruel things she had done to Liang Qiheng before.
Mu Lingyi's pupils shrank suddenly, he didn't know that she had seen such cruel things when she was so young, he was too selfish, and the importance he attached to her was all about his own emotions, ignoring that she herself was also a person with feelings, and she would have different emotions about other things, not every trace of emotion was generated against herself.
"Yan'er, are you afraid?" He wanted to get to know her, and listened carefully to her truest feelings.
"I'm afraid, I'm afraid, but my cousin should be even more afraid, but he actually covered my mouth, held me in his arms, and didn't let me see it, but I think he must have forced himself to watch the whole thing." Yan Le's words were a little speechless, her eyes were full of breathless sadness, and after saying the truest feelings in her heart, her distress towards him became more and more serious. She really wanted to hold him in turn and not let him see it. She didn't want to leave such a bitter pain in his heart when he was young.
"Yan'er, I'm here, I'll be by your side in the future, don't be afraid, don't feel guilty, you were still young at that time, I didn't know he would watch... But I think he looked like he wanted to remember his enemy, and wanted to avenge his mother one day. Mu Lingyi's slender fingers gently relieved Yan Le's frowning eyebrows, his eyes were full of distress, why did Yan Er, who was distressed, meet so many cruel things, why was she so innocent to be involved in these things.
"My cousin's mother is not our Yunheng people, she is a princess who is kind! The person who killed her must be someone with a much higher status than her, in the harem, the person who can kill a concubine, except for the emperor, is the queen, isn't it? Those people were dressed in black that day, but under the fluttering corners of their clothes were the clothes of eunuchs, which was clearly a lynching in the harem! ”
Yan Le's eyes were full of inquiry, with disbelief, she said very quickly, her breath was very unstable, Mu Lingyi was afraid that she would be uncomfortable, so he helped her to get up, and then put his hand behind her back to soothe her undulating body.
"Yan'er, the palace is the most unfair place, the place where there is no law to speak of, so ...... "So there is no justice to be found."
Mu Lingyi couldn't say such dark words to Yan Le, and as the supreme commander of the Anti-Twilight Division, he didn't have the face to say such words.
But Yan Le has never been a person who will be pressed under those so-called laws.
"So this kind of revenge also needs to be private, no matter who kills my cousin's mother, my cousin can kill him to take revenge, isn't it, because it is a palace, and there is no law to speak of." Yan Le's voice trembled with her own imperceptibility, she was afraid that it was the emperor and the queen who killed people, and Liang Qiheng would be the enemy of these two people.
And he actually felt that revenge was justified.
"Yan Er, don't be nervous, his affairs should be decided by him, what he wants to do, don't even ask, okay?" Mu Lingyi was suddenly afraid that she would get into more complicated things, in the end, her Yan'er had been imprisoned for twelve years, how bright and dark the outside world was, she had never felt it, her heart was still as simple as a child, and she didn't know that outside, the most complicated human hearts were in the palace.
He didn't want her to be with Liang Qiheng, not only in love, but also in his private plan that he had planned for many years.
"But that's what I experienced with him, how can I let him face it alone, and he and his brother and brother are in the same party, if he takes revenge, his brother and big brother will definitely help him. My brothers are helping him, and I can help him too, right? She was afraid that her arrogance would hurt Liang Qiheng again, and it was necessary for her to be cruel to him emotionally, so in the final analysis, she wanted him to come out quickly, but in terms of family affection for him, she wanted to help him.
"Yan'er, what he and your two brothers are planning is to take the heir, he will take revenge after taking the heir, that will not harm him in the slightest, he has the ability to avenge his mother when he stands on the high position, so you don't have to worry about him so much." Mu Lingyi said according to his speculation, wanting to relieve Yan Le's psychological burden.
"Ling Yi~ I feel sorry for him, but I can't be good to him, because he likes me, and if I treat him well, I give him fantasies, which will hurt him even more, but I really want to comfort and comfort him like I did when I was a child." Yan Le had tears in her eyes, and she said that she was at a loss and didn't know what to do.
"Yan'er, you're blaming yourself, aren't you?" Mu Lingyi finally noticed her strange starting point, she was blaming herself, blaming herself for using the worst side to face Liang Qiheng from the beginning, she was too cruel to him from the beginning, and even the two are now in the most difficult relationship.
Yan Le looked at Mu Lingyi's eyes full of distress for a long time, so long that she overturned her answer to Ling Yi's question countless times in her heart.
Is she blaming herself? No.
Didn't you? But why is there always a voice in my heart saying to myself: You are so cruel, Lingxi, don't you regret telling him that those memories are the same?
Those memories were so heavy on him, but he denied a word, and he didn't even want to help him share them.
"Ling Yi, what should I do?" The silence took away the sparkle in her eyes, and she looked at Mu Lingyi blankly and asked him.