Chapter 1141: Looking Back
After instructing Wang Meng to inform Liang Chao and others who were investigating all night on the Yongning side, the time was not early, and it was already late at night, and for Zhang Fanlai, he was very sleepy after a busy day, and he lay on the bed with fatigue, but he never thought that he was really tired before, and after lying in bed, he couldn't sleep.
Now that so many things have happened, it is naturally worth thinking about Zhang Fan, but thinking about it carefully, although so many things have happened, Zhang Fan has now arranged most of the things, and the conversation with Zhu Xuanqi yesterday, although it is said that it cannot solve any problems, and Zhang Fan counts it, and Zhu Xuanqi is also in the trap, but these do not prevent Zhang Fan from arranging the next things.
Moreover, even what happened in Yongning Mansion made Zhang Fan a little worried, but it was only a little, after all, now, it has been arranged over there, even if the time is pressing, but in Zhang Fan's view, there are Liang Chao with nine powerful subordinates, plus the chess pieces that have been arranged over there early, and even, although he said so to Wang Meng before, but the people of the Five Poisons Sect can more or less be regarded as a combat force, and it is not too difficult to complete this matter.
That is to say, although a lot of things have happened now, and they are all big things, and they are all things that need to be careful not to make mistakes, but for these things that have been arranged, there is actually no need to worry too much, as long as Zhang Fan guarantees that there will be no chaos when he does it.
However, no matter how you look at it, these things really don't make Zhang Fan unable to sleep, but on the contrary, Zhang Fan really can't sleep this time, lying on the bed tossing and turning, turning over and over again, he can't sleep, even he doesn't know why it became like this, he also feels that he is not bothered by any thing, let alone drilling, but he just can't sleep.
Perhaps, it's not because of one thing that makes Zhang Fan too focused, but because there are too many things now, even if all these things have been arranged, what to do next, but if you think about it one by one, where will you have the time to sleep.
Everything, Zhang Fan has to consider two situations, success is a good thing, this is not a lot of thought, but in case of failure, even if it is a careful plan, there is a possibility of failure, and in case, one of them fails, Zhang Fan is not a person without self-confidence, but this does not mean that he will be arrogant, this is just a cautious attitude, take into account the situation after the failure of each thing, and then think about what to do after that.
After that, I thought about it over and over again.
All the way up to ......
With the knock on the door, Zhang Fan's door was opened, Joanna walked in, and asked with concern: "Fan, what's wrong, can't you sleep?"
Hearing Joanna enter his room, Zhang Fan sat up from the bed and apologized to her: "Well, there are some things that I really care about in my heart, disturbing your rest, but it's mine,"
"No, it's nothing, you didn't bother me, you just ......" Joanna heard Zhang Fan say this, and hurriedly said, "Actually, I can't sleep either, I heard movement from your side, so I came over to take a look," Joanna's face turned a little red when she said this, but thanks to the fact that it was dark now, there was no light in the room, only some little starlight sprinkled in, and Zhang Fan didn't see it.
However, maybe this is also a pity.
It's Joanna, the reason why she blushes is not because what she said is a lie made up to cater to Zhang Fan, she really can't sleep, it's just that she didn't lie on the bed and toss and turn like Zhang Fan, she just lay quietly and couldn't sleep.
Of course, the reason why Joanna can't sleep is completely different from Zhang Fan, although she also cares about the things that Zhang Fan has to deal with now, and whether Zhang Fan can successfully complete these things, but, first, she doesn't know what kind of problem Zhang Fan is facing; Second, all she cared about was whether Zhang Fan could complete it smoothly, but as for how to do it, she didn't ask.
However, speaking of these, in fact, there is only one reason why Joanna can't sleep, it is all because of Zhang Fan, she is thinking about Zhang Fan, if it is more accurate, she is thinking about the matter between Zhang Fan and her.
The tragic past is naturally impossible to forget so easily in such a short period of time, but it is precisely the misery of the inner past that makes Joanna more aware of the happiness in front of her, and she understands how Zhang Fan treats herself, and she can feel it.
Joanna is a woman, even if she served in the army when she grew up, but her heart has not changed much, even if she has become much stronger on the outside, but inside, she is still extremely slender, perhaps, originally her heart will not be exposed to outsiders, even if it is even her closest person, her mother often advises her to do a little more things that women should do, not to be so tough, but the occurrence of that incident made her disguise collapse in an instant, The things in her heart are undoubtedly revealed, and they are unabashedly displayed in front of outsiders.
Even later, she was on the front line of the battlefield, hovering between life and death for a whole year, but these still couldn't change the weak heart she had exposed.
However, when she came to Zhang Fan's side and found her true destination, Joanna's heart was not calm, not that it was not what she hoped for, in fact, as early as when Joanna had just happened, although Wang Xiliang had not received any instructions from Zhang Fan because he was thousands of miles away, but he was guessing wildly, in short, he felt that Zhang Fan had a little meaning to Joanna, so he took it upon himself to invite Joanna to live in Daming.
At that time, Joanna, who had become nothing, did not agree, not because there was still hope in her heart, or for other reasons, the real reason was Zhang Fan's body.
Actually, Wang Xiliang didn't guess wrong, Zhang Fan did have some meaning to Joanna, but nothing happened at that time, and as Zhang Fan, he knew that Joanna was a Portuguese nobleman, even if he didn't care about that, but in this era, it was impossible for anything to happen to the two people who were thousands of miles apart, not to mention, Zhang Fan was absolutely impossible to leave everything in Daming, and Joanna was the same, so even Zhang Fan could see Joanna's good impression of him, but he didn't make any response, He felt that it would be best to break it like this.
Therefore, Joanna did not agree to Wang Xiliang's proposal, and immediately followed him back to Daming, because Zhang Fan never showed her any intentions, although Joanna's good impression of Zhang Fan, compared to the standards of Europeans, is already subtle and can no longer be subtle, but at that time, Joanna had already understood a lot of Daming's customs, she knew that it was already obvious to do so, but Zhang Fan never gave her any response, so she rejected Wang Xiliang's proposal, She was afraid that Zhang Fan would not accept her, she was already extremely wounded, and she could no longer experience any wind and rain.
However, she was not willing to give up just like that, so she told Wang Xiliang to give her a year, and then go to the front line in India to pick her up, if she was still alive by then.
In fact, what she said was not only to allow her to calm down, but also to give Zhang Fan such time, she didn't know if Zhang Fan would accept herself, so doing so was tantamount to wanting to get Zhang Fan's consent first and use her life as a bet.
Of course, she thought about it, maybe Zhang Fan didn't have that kind of idea about her at all, maybe within a year, she had died in that strange land, or maybe, a year later, she could survive, but she didn't wait for any Ming Dynasty ship to pick her up, but she still gave up such an opportunity.
However, Joanna's heart was thinking more than that, she knew that as long as she could survive the year, Zhang Fan would definitely send someone to pick her up at that time.
However, what made Joanna have this idea was not her self-confidence, but a very sad way of thinking, she had contact with Zhang Fan when she was on the mission to Daming, so more or less, she understood what kind of person Zhang Fan was, that is, Zhang Fan was a soft-hearted person, perhaps, even for the sake of her own down-and-out appearance, after all, it was just one more mouth to eat, and Zhang Fan would take her own.
That's right, Joanna at that time was thinking so simple, so lowly.
But when she really came to Zhang Fan's side, it was different, it turned out that Zhang Fan did like her a little.
After knowing this, Joanna suddenly had a strange feeling in her heart, she felt that she wanted to cry, she wanted to cry, but whenever she wanted to cry, she would think of Zhang Fan in her heart, at this time, she couldn't cry, she didn't want to live up to Zhang Fan's kindness, since she was very happy now, then don't shed any more tears.
Somehow, in such a moment, Joanna thought of these things,