It's just that I can't help but feel a sense of frustration in my heart.

God, who is the real emotional expert among us?

Is this logic reversed?

"We are not in love, the love period has long passed. In fact, before I saw him, I had already thought about the picture of us getting old in the future, he called me an old woman, I called him an old man, the two of them walked on the beach, chatted about trivial family life, and died together. ”

Zuo Xue sat on the edge of the bed, looked at Zhang Chuxue, a touch of longing appeared in her eyes, and she recalled the scene of the first meeting in her mind, and whispered: "Many times, when I think about it, I feel more romantic and interesting, and I can't help but want to laugh." ”

Peaceful words, some longing, some laughter.

“……”

Zhang Chuxue was a little stunned, looking at Zuo Xue who had suddenly changed her temperament and appearance around her, and didn't know what to say.

Before I saw it, I thought about the picture of getting old in the future.

Old woman?

Old man?

I think, it seems like there's some generation gap between us.

It's a big one.

Wait, no, it's a sense of gap.

"This meeting was barely a surprise for me, I hadn't seen it for a long time, and suddenly I saw it, really, I was stunned at the time. You have to know that he suddenly stood at the school gate in a very distant place, that sense of surprise, a little unbelievable, very happy, very complicated, I was wronged, I wanted to cry, but fortunately I couldn't hold back, giggled, and was not allowed to laugh at me. ”

Zuo Xue's heart is calm, her demeanor is leisurely, the corners of her mouth show a graceful arc, and the tiredness of her body has dissipated for three points.

"Before meeting this guy, it's like online dating, well, probably a letter of love? - All in all, I was looking forward to meeting before the meeting, just like the meeting netizens described by everyone before, after the meeting, although it was not as illusory and romantic as described in the text of the letter, I felt down-to-earth and safe. This guy gave me another small surprise, but he was a little nervous, overwhelmed, stupid, giggled, worse than me, or I spoke first. In terms of personality, it's more lively, much more sunny, and this time it's not as calm and sophisticated as it was in high school, but after thinking about it carefully, I think this should be his nature, and he is willing to show me his nature. ”

Nature.

The willingness to open up and expose one's true nature speaks of boundless trust.

Since I first became curious and interested in Zhou Hai in high school, as time went on, Zuo Xue, who became more and more curious, began to gradually understand Zhou Hai at a deeper level, and was deeply shocked when I learned about my ideals and family background.

His parents died, he was the only one left in the family, and the pressure of life was all on the boy's shoulders, not only to study, but also to work hard to make money to support himself, under the pressure of the external environment, he had to be calm and sophisticated.

Since high school, feelings have been planted like seeds and have continued to grow.

After more than a year of separation, Zhou Hai gave Zuo Xue the feeling that he was not calm and sophisticated in high school, he became a little cheerful, a little lively, and a little nervous, giving people the feeling of releasing his original heart, like a big boy in the real sense.

Of course, the real identity of this big boy, a 20-year-old pilot on active duty in the main battalion of the major, not only did not disappoint her who had been waiting for a long time, but also gave Zuo Xue a deep surprise and feeling.

It's just that all these feelings were not expressed at that time.

There are some things that you can't say if you see through them.

Some words can't be too straightforward.

You just need to know it in your heart, and you don't need to talk about it.

"So, what about later?"

Zhang Chuxue, who was transformed into a listener, was stunned, her eyes were firmly fixed on Zuo Xue, and she felt a lot in her heart, without any intention of making fun of her.

It's normal to be aggrieved and want to cry when you're happy.

Because, this is a military love.

As a girl, you not only have to be scared, but also endure the loneliness of being alone, and you can only be released when you get along.

"Later, the first time I held hands, it felt very warm, very natural, a little shy, and I didn't show it. Then, I began to use all kinds of new-age flirting techniques you taught me, but at that time, my heart was very chaotic, and there were all kinds of happiness, anticipation, fear and grievance, and the result was a little embarrassing, incompatible, and a mess. ”

Zuo Xue's bright smile revealed joy and fun, and her right hand with a shallow scar stroked her hair:

"Now that I think about it, I want to laugh, the flirting skills are too rusty, I don't have much experience, I don't handle the small details well, it's really a mess, these are one of the things that I didn't handle well in the details of the first meeting."

The flirtatious skills in the new era originate from Zhang Chuxue's words and deeds.

It's just that because the first time I use it, I feel like a new soldier on the battlefield and has no experience, so it's stiff and a little embarrassing.

Zhang Chuxue listened with relish and was a little curious: "That, your little man didn't tease you?" ”

There is no ridicule in my heart, who can be proficient in the first flirting of girls?

Regarding Zuo Xue's experience, she basically predicted that the details of the first meeting were not handled well, but within many predictions, it was harmless to flirt with the failure.

But, what about the little man who haunted his own iceberg goddess?

For more than a year, Zhang Chuxue only knew that Zuo Xue had a boyfriend and was also a soldier, and he hadn't seen him for more than a year, a boy in high school, but he didn't know the specific information and identity at all, and he covered it tightly, and he didn't even know what his name was.

"He? I was very nervous, not only did I not buy roses, but I spoke stiffly, and I felt like a youkai who was trying to eat people, but later I realized my identity and had to try to create romance. ”

Zuo Xue picked up the warm paper cup and took a sip, recalling Zhou Hai's helpless appearance when they met five days ago, shook his head in response, and sighed lightly, but there was a faint and imperceptible joy in the corners of his mouth with a smile that showed a graceful arc.

Glad.

Yes, happy.

Nervous, forgot to buy roses, spoke stiffly, didn't have skilled flirting skills and rhetoric, although it had an impact on the first meeting, but it showed one thing - Zhou Hai's guy didn't hook up with other girls.

It doesn't matter if you don't have the experience of falling in love in real life, we can learn and operate from each other, just like kissing.

However, there is no room for betrayal.

Feelings, too, have a bottom line.

"Two inexperienced, no, one is purely inexperienced, and the other is incomplete, well, I can already imagine part of this meeting, it's really embarrassing."

Zhang Chuxue held her forehead, slightly helpless, thinking about it, realizing something, and said bluntly: "By the way, you guys are holding hands so soon?" ”

"Shouldn't we hold hands?" Zuo Xue was a little puzzled.

“……”

Zhang Chuxue was silent, took a deep breath, and prepared to expound her opinion.