Sister Mu must know how much Zhang Xiaozhe drinks, but she doesn't say it, because they really get together.

The dishes on the table barely moved, and Zhang Xiaozhe was already drunk.

"Ge Zhen, do you know why I gave up the quota back then? It's not that I don't want it, but because I'm a squad leader......" Zhang Xiaozhe hugged Ge Zhen and said with a big tongue: "I can't fight, I can't fight, otherwise what kind of squad leader am I?" Squad leader, am I awesome? Say, I'm not awesome?! ”

"Awesome!" Ge Zhen said loudly.

"Yes, I'm Zhang Xiaozhe is very awesome, I'm a awesome squad leader, but this awesome is a shackle, it's stuck with me like this, it's stuck with me like this......"

Zhang Xiaozhe choked his throat with both hands, staring at his eyes red from alcohol, like a trapped beast.

This is what he really feels.

He is the best squad leader, but the word squad leader is his shackles, as long as he stays in the army, he has to be locked by this shackles.

Willing to leave the army? I didn't want to at all, but I had to leave.

Every squad leader is wearing shackles, they are all human beings, and they all have what they want, but unfortunately they can't fight, they can't grab, they can only let it.

"I'm ashamed of your squad leader, I went home and locked myself up and cried all day, and my eyes were so swollen that I couldn't see them. It's not because I'm reluctant to leave the army, it's because this opportunity should have been mine, but I gave it up, and I regret it! Zhang Xiaozhe raised his head and sighed: "Why do I have to let it?" Even if I don't say a word, I have a quota for promotion...... So I regret it, my intestines are repentant, my military uniform, my dreams......"

As he spoke, two lines of tears flowed from his eyes, and his pupils were full of regret and helplessness.

Time can't be turned back, and if he could, Zhang Xiaozhe would only repeat it.

Why can't you regret it? Let them all out, don't you have the qualifications to regret it?

"Squad leader, I told you just now, I know a unit, I can find a way to get you back into the military uniform!" Ge Zhen said.

This is what he specifically asked, that unit is called the squad leader unit, and it is full of squad leaders, Zhang Xiaozhe can definitely be selected.

Uncle Yang also helped to ask, and the news he got was that it could be tested separately.

What does this mean? It means that he opened his mouth, and with Zhang Xiaozhe's ability, he could definitely pass through and enter the squad leader's troops.

"Can I still get in?" Zhang Xiaozhe wiped a handful of tears, pointed at Sister Mu and said to Ge Zhen: "Your sister-in-law is seven months pregnant, you let me re-enter the army?" How can it be? Even if I want to go back, I won't let go of your sisters-in-law, they are all I have now. ”

"The second shackle." Ge Zhen let out a faint voice.

"Hahahaha...... That's right, the second shackle. Zhang Xiaozhe spat out the smell of wine, pointed at Ge Zhen and said: "People live in shackles. I can't break the first shackle; I can't break the second shackle either. Ge Zhen, I am an ordinary person now, I enjoy the life of an ordinary person, and I should also enjoy my own life. Why? Because I'm not Zhang Xiaozhe anymore, I'm not living for myself now, I'm living for your sister-in-law! ”

"Squad leader, I understand." Ge Zhen hugged Zhang Xiaozhe.

"You know the." Zhang Xiaozhe put his mouth on Ge Zhen's ear and said, "You are very powerful now, and you have far exceeded my expectations, but ...... When you come, the squad leader will have to teach you again. ”

"Squad leader, you say."

"That's what I taught you...... Your life is not only the country and the battle, but also the people around you. You can be a machine on the battlefield, but after the battlefield comes down, you must be a flesh-and-blood Ge Zhen, you have to be a pure and pure person, don't be like me, and you don't even have a good human ......"

Hearing this, Ge Zhen's heart trembled violently, and Huo Yingyang appeared in his mind.

When he returned to China, he didn't plan to go to Huo Yingyang at all, but after hearing the squad leader's words, Huo Yingyang's appearance appeared so naturally.

"If you have been a machine for a long time, you don't look like a human being, you have to adjust yourself, you have to make yourself a human ...... Although the squad leader is gone, you can also feel something other than the murderous aura from your body, which is called dark ......"

"Squad leader, what should I do?" Ge Zhen's hand trembled slightly.

Of course, he knew that the dark side of his personality already existed, and that many times this dark side would come out.

Afraid, really, Ge Zhen himself is afraid, afraid that one day he will become a pure machine.

"Be human...... Be a human ......"

Zhang Xiaozhe spit out the same two words, and plunged into Ge Zhen's arms to get drunk, his alcohol consumption was very poor, because his health was very poor.

Ge Zhen hugged his old squad leader, put him on the bed, covered him with a quilt and let him sleep, and sat down at the dining table in the living room again.

"Sister-in-law, how is the squad leader's situation now?" Ge Zhen asked.

Sister Mu sighed lightly: "Where is it so easy to quit...... I've been selling drugs for so long, and I know better than anyone that I can't run away if I get this thing dirty, and Lao Zhang has been smoking it for so long. He is now living in a drug rehabilitation center for a while, living at home for a while, living in pain every day, alas...... He drank so much today just didn't want you to see him seizures, in fact......"

Sister Mu took out a small bag, and after opening it, she revealed the pale yellow powder inside, this is a drug, it is for Zhang Xiaozhe, and she uses a little when she can't stand it.

Ge Zhen buried his head, stretched out his hands and rubbed his face fiercely, he didn't know how to help the old squad leader, because this thing really couldn't help.

If drug addiction centers work, then all drug addicts can be cured, when in fact drug addicts are almost useless.

Drug addiction is easy to quit, but heart addiction is hard to get rid of.

"I wondered if he would give the child a try when he was born." Sister Mu smiled: "He likes children very much, so he ...... Ge Zhen, in fact, I know that I am not worthy of Lao Zhang, but I feel safe with him. You may look down on me too, but I really have to take care of him for the rest of my life, and I owe it to him. ”

"Do you love him?" Ge Zhen raised his head and looked at Sister Mu.

"Love!" Sister Mu replied without hesitation, gently stroked her bulging belly with both hands and said, "We don't ask for anything now, we just want the baby to be born healthy and healthy." Everything in the past is in the past, and the rest of the rest of your life is plain and truth-seeking. ”

Ge Zhen nodded vigorously, he could see that the two of them were indeed happy, no matter who had a story, it was just a story.

"Ge Zhen, thank you. It's been a long, long time since Lao Zhang has spoken to someone so freely, but I still have one hope-" Sister Mu looked at Ge Zhen.

"Sister-in-law, you say."

"I hope ......" Sister Mu paused, took a deep breath and said to Ge Zhen: "I hope you don't come in the future, if you come once, it will hurt Lao Zhang." We are just ordinary life now, don't disturb his peace, okay? ”

This seemed to be unkind, but Ge Zhen accepted it gladly, he nodded vigorously, slowly stood up, and walked to the bedroom door to stare at the old squad leader sleeping on the bed.

Looking at it, his tears flowed down his face.

"Squad leader, I'll give you one last salute—" Ge Zhen said with a crying voice, "I won't disturb your life again...... Squad leader, in fact, your shackles are gone, you should relax and enjoy life. ”

"Smack!"

Ge Zhen stood upright, and his mouth let out a low and majestic command: "Salute-"

"Huh!"

A standard military salute, accompanied by shed tears.

These tears are not sad, they are heartfelt wishes: squad leader, be well in the future, always be well!

……

(End of chapter)