Yan Le listened to Yan Mo's words, his face, which was originally with a faint soft light, instantly became serious and became serious because of his frowning eyebrows... Angry.

She was angry that she had just defended him like that, and that she had not conveyed to him the emotions of treating him as her own, so that he still regarded himself as an outsider, and was unwilling to face these difficulties with her!

"Yan Mo! If I really didn't want to protect you, then I would have discarded you from the moment I saw your red eyes! You've been around me for so long, haven't you felt a hint of my affection for you? I've always treated you as a friend and family! "Since she was a child, she was like an isolated lonely boat, no one cared, no one cared, so she had to persuade herself every day, everyone was the same indifference, everyone was hurt because they were all orphans, so it was so.

But despite being like this, and then learning from them, I still feel warm because of their occasional question or two.

How sad he was at that time, he could understand how much Yan Mo longed for someone to be his friend and accompany him after he was devastated.

He became his friend, and Pan Xia accompanied him, so everything was buried in the right way, but now he said such things, pushing himself out as an outsider?

Yan Mo felt Yan Le's anger directed at him for the first time, and his heart was very surprised, because her words, her anger, were emphasizing that between himself and her, they were friends with deep feelings.

Friend.

Friend.

I have never had any friends, and I regard her as my beloved.

Never thought of her as a friend.

But she has Mu Lingyi, and her beloved is Mu Lingyi.

Therefore, she can only be her friend.

She is a friend she wants to protect and want to be a family member.

Actually, it's good, and I'm very satisfied.

Yan Mo finally met Yan Le's gaze and stared at him, waiting for him to answer, and said, "Thank you." ”

Thank you for her determination to protect herself.

"I am willing to listen to you, and I am willing to face these former enemies with you."

He is more willing to tell her about the past that he once concealed from her.

Yan Le listened to Yan Mo's words, and heard that he unabashedly used the words of the former enemy, and he was very happy that the real Yan Mo was back.

Moreover, it will be a complete Yan Mo.

She craned her eyebrows and smiled at him, her voice soft.

"Yan Mo, tell me about those pasts, and then we can find them out from the root and destroy them." Her words have always been decisive and ruthless. She understands by nature that she can't stay in the future. So if she can, this organization that killed Yan Mo, she wants to be completely destroyed.

Yan Le's psychology became more and more intense in Yan Mo's narration.

Yan Mo looked at Yan Le and looked at him seriously, and finally lowered his eyes, telling those heart-wrenching past events with the most peaceful heart.

He has been imprisoned since he was a child, so he doesn't know if he is from Yunheng or from some foreign land. He only knew that since he was sensible, he had been trapped in a cave, except for the so-called elders who came to treat him as a container and convey the power of the evil sect to him, all he could see was the cracked hole above his head, the sky that peeked through the hole.

Night, daytime, even spring, summer, autumn and winter, I feel it from that small hole.

Every time he was forced to accept the skills of those evil sects, he would go mad for several days. Gradually, I realized that my eyes were terrifyingly red, and such a terrible self was seen through the pool of water that dripped down from the mouth of the cave.

At first, I couldn't accept it, and I went crazy and hurt myself. Hit yourself on the head with a stone, hit yourself in the eyes, and wanted such a sad life.

But this plan was stopped.

In order to prevent themselves from dying, they cast iron chains in the cave, and from now on, they would even rely on a long-handled spoon to eat, and they could not hit their heads and eyes again.

You can't go on a hunger strike because if you don't, you'll have to be crushed to the ground and poured more food.

Until a little girl broke into the cave, crouched in front of herself covered in dirt, and looked at herself very curiously.

I was originally because a child must be pure by nature, can she help herself, can she save herself. She smiled and nodded, and said yes, she hadn't named herself yet-Mingli.

I thought I was about to be freed and to flee from here.

But the next day, she brought a basket of small snakes.

From now on, the number of times the elder gave himself a reduction in the number of exercises, and he became a poison test boy specially raised by Xiao Huangying. She forced herself to be with her snakes every day, to feed them to the filthy rats. She said she felt dirty, but wondered if eating it would make the snake more venomous.

She didn't understand, she wanted to try it, and then she became a group of snakes and rats.

She was the first to comfort herself, whether she would protect herself from going crazy again, and then she kept using such a name to block herself. But I was obviously too self-righteous and thought too much.

Because after a few years, after she felt that the toxicity had not changed, she abandoned herself.

And then the elders, after conveying many teenagers to death, still chose to bear these things themselves.

In some of their remarks, they knew that Xiao Xuanying was the saint of the Xuan Palace, and her father was the palace master, and he was the culprit who made herself so sad!

Once again, he was conveyed to the highest skill, and he reached the deepest moment of madness, using brute force to break the chains that imprisoned his hands and even his legs. Then I climbed out of the cave I had been looking up to.

He fled all the way, fell into a mountain stream in the middle, was washed by the current to the top of the waterfall, and then fell into the lake.

I didn't think at that moment that from the moment I fell to the bottom of the lake, it was my true liberation and my rebirth.

Yan Le quietly listened to Yan Mo's faint voice and finished telling these things. She originally felt that among the past events that Yan Mo didn't want to mention, he was the one who was forgotten and hurt. But after listening to him tell his experience clearly, she felt that Yan Mo was more miserable than anyone else.

Because when his heart always had hope in his heart, the hope that he could escape, Xiao Huangying shattered his hope, and then pulled him into an even darker hell. That's why, when he saw himself for the first time, he looked at himself so eagerly, and asked himself with fear, would he abandon him?

He was really scared, really afraid of being hurt again.

But he is really pitiful, because apart from people, all he knows about this world is the cave.

So he can only rely on the self who handed him his hand.

After Yan Mo finished speaking, he thought that Yan Le would comfort himself, right, she would care about herself.

But he waited for a long, long time, but Yan Le was still silent.

He unconsciously raised his eyes to look at her.

When Yan Mo's gaze touched Yan Le's face, his heart suddenly eased as if he was suffocating, he looked at Yan Le's face, which was already full of tears, and looked at him with shock and grief in his eyes.

He couldn't believe that one day she would cry like this because of herself, as if she felt her own pain.

Yan Le's clenched hand suddenly raised, slapped it on the table angrily, and then stood up.

"Yan Mo! Rest assured, you won't experience this again! You're going to get better and better! She was obviously determined, obviously to ask him to let go of these past events, but when the words fell, her tears were even more turbulent.

She felt her tears dripping, and quickly turned her back and wiped it indiscriminately, asking her eyes not to be red and not to cry anymore.

Yan Mo looked at her back, wanted to comfort her, and the hand that wiped her tears for her paused in mid-air.

He didn't dare, at this time, he still didn't dare to reveal a little love for her.

Yan Le tried to ease down and then turned to look at Yan Mo, watching him put down his hand embarrassedly, and tried his best to show him a soothing smile.

"It's okay, it's all right, after you say it, you really forget about it, the previous you, even if it was the Styx, but that Stygian has been buried at the bottom of the lake. Now you are Yan Mo, my friend of Yan Le, I will always protect you! And Yan Mo! You're strong, smart, and you're already an independent person! She had a little bit of happiness and joy after the catastrophe, and the logic of what she said was a little messy.

But Yan Mo could clearly feel Yan Le's efforts to convey Huanyue to him, he knew that she wanted to know for herself, if she didn't die, there would be a blessing in the future, and she wanted to know that she was now a real person, a normal person.

He was really grateful to Yan Le for taking care of his emotions from beginning to end.

"Thank you, Yan Le." No matter what, no matter how much emotion he has, he feels that it is most appropriate to express it with gratitude.

"No thanks, Yan Mo, we are friends and family." For the first time, Yan Le felt that it was a beautiful thing to politely say thank you and thank you with friends.

Because of Yan Mo's thanks, it means that he agrees with his words, he will let go, and he will continue to be the Yan Mo he likes.

That's nice.

Yan Mo's heart knot can be regarded as untied, right?

Yan Mo will be happy in the future!

Yan Mo listened to Yan Le's words, looked at her bright eyes, still the same as before, when looking at herself, she showed a gentle and kind light, and for the first time, she did not shy away from meeting her eyes, and smiled very gently and sunnyly at her.

In fact, every time he sees her, his heart is full of happiness, and he wants to smile at her like this, and his heart is always full of longing for life because of her.