XVII. Supporting the new monarch 3
Han Yanzhi suddenly asked, "If Yang Yan is really self-reliant, then what about Xianggong?" ”
Chen Junqing smiled bitterly: "At this point, if Yang Yan is really self-reliant, then there is nothing to be done, it can only be said that the Great Song Dynasty is exhausted." However, Feng Dao can do everything, and not everyone can do it. However, the old man is seventy years old this year, and he is really unwilling to serve the new dynasty in the three generations of the Song Dynasty, and he really wants to get to that point, so he has to be out of sight and out of mind. I'm afraid that once Yang Yan really stands on his own, and the officials in other places will not accept him, then the Great Song Dynasty will be completely torn apart, and if the Jin army is taking advantage of the situation to attack, I am afraid that the Great Song Dynasty will be completely buried. ”
Han Yanzhi's heart trembled, and he also felt very heavy.
Zhao Yueru opened her eyes and found that she was lying on a bed with a quilt on her body, thinking: Where am I. She looked left and right, only to hear someone say, "Sister, you're finally awake." I saw Zhao Qianru's figure appear in front of me. smiled and said, "Sister, how do you feel, are you better?" ”
In fact, Zhao Yueru's injury was not serious, but she was mixed with joy and sorrow at the time, and she fainted for a while, at this time, her cultivation reached the innate realm, and after she fell into a coma, she automatically entered a state of turtle breath, self-regulation, and when she woke up, most of her injuries were healed. Sitting up from the bed, Ren Yijing came to his senses, sighed, and said, "How long have I been fainting?" ”
Zhao Qianru said: "It's been more than three hours, and now it's afternoon, sister, are you hungry, I'll prepare a meal for you, can you bring it to you?"
Zhao Yueru shook her head and said, "Don't worry about me." Why save me? Why don't you let me die? ”
Zhao Qianru was startled, hurriedly sat on the edge of the bed, put one hand around Zhao Yueru's shoulder, and said, "Sister, what are you talking nonsense?" In fact, Yan Lang didn't blame you in his heart, he had always remembered you in his heart, and this time when he heard that you were in danger, he didn't think about it, so he immediately ordered troops to rush to Ganzhou to save you. ”
Zhao Yueru lowered her head and said, "Because of this, I don't have the face to see him." So only death is the best outcome for me. ”
Zhao Qianru shook her shoulder and said, "Sister, don't think about it anymore, let the past pass, everything can start again, and we can live as before." All right? ”
"No" Zhao Yueru bent down violently and buried her head in the cotton: "Some things are impossible to start again, even if he doesn't blame me, but it is impossible for Yijing to be the same as before, the official Yijing is dead, and the Great Song Yijing does not exist." She sat up straight again, pointed at herself, smiled miserably, and said, "And the one who destroyed the Great Song Dynasty was none other than myself." ”
Zhao Qianru took her hand and said, "Sister, don't talk nonsense, the official family was killed by Li Dao and the Manichaean gang of thieves, and it has nothing to do with you." ”
Zhao Yueru said: "Qianru, you don't have to comfort me, although the official family died at the hands of the Manichaean people, they were actually killed by me." If I insisted on believing him and insisting on defending him in front of the official family, then everything would not have happened, and the official family would not have been forced to leave Tianlin Mansion and flee to Ganzhou, and naturally I would not have lost my life. So all this is caused by me, the death of the official family is all my fault, I am sorry for him, I am sorry for the official family, and I am even more sorry for Emperor Xiaozong and the ancestors of the Great Song Dynasty, this is all my fault. ”
Zhao Qianru knew that Zhao Dian's death was too big a blow to Zhao Yueru, which made her fall into deep self-blame, and now she took all the fault on herself. It's just that now looking at Zhao Yueru's mourning and death, Zhao Qianru didn't know how to comfort her, so she had to gently pat her back and said, "Sister, don't do this, the matter has passed through the clouds, and it is impossible to get it back, we should try our best to make up for it now, and it is useless to blindly blame ourselves." ”
Zhao Yueru raised her head again, and said weakly: "How can you make up for it?" The official family died, and there were no heirs, and there was no crown prince, and the Great Song Dynasty was finished. And the person who destroyed the Great Song Dynasty is me, it's me! It's because I'm too stupid, he has made countless contributions to the Great Song Dynasty, and he has saved my life regardless of life and death, but I listened to the instigation of Shi Hao and Long Dayuan, and suspected him for no reason, so I got to this point, as long as he doesn't blame me, how can I still have the face to see him again. ”
Zhao Qianru also felt sour when she heard it, and almost burst into tears, and said, "Sister, it's okay for you to calm down, you can't be blamed for what happened." ”
Zhao Yueru's face calmed down with the scriptures, and said: "Qianru, I have one more thing to tell you, now the Great Song Dynasty is dead in name, probably the days are over, but the world can't be without the emperor." I'm afraid that he will really be the emperor this time. ”
Zhao Qianru was stunned and said, "Sister, what are you talking about?" ”
Zhao Yueru said: "Now I am very sober and know what I am talking about. Zhao was not born to be an emperor, and now there is no Great Song Dynasty in Yijing, he wants to be an emperor, there is nothing wrong with it, I think if he becomes the new emperor, with his person, he will also be able to be a good emperor who is eloquent and loves the people like a son, and you can also become his good helper and become a good queen of the world. ”
At this time, she completely regained her composure, and her tone was the same as usual. But the calmer she was, the more chilling Zhao Qianru heard it. Because after entering Ganzhou, such a thing happened, Zhao Qianru hadn't calmed down and thought about these things for a while, but hearing Zhao Yueru say this, Zhao Qianru also felt that Yang Yan could do this. Although she knows Yang Yan very well, she is not sure what Yang Yan will do at this time, because things have developed to this point, even if Yang Yan establishes himself as emperor, he is beyond reproach. But no matter what decision Yang Yan makes, she will be the main force of Yang Yan, but if it is really like that, what should Zhao Yueru do? I couldn't help but say: "If that's the case, then what about you, sister?" You ...... with us."
Zhao Yueru smiled slightly and said, "Only you, not me." I am the princess of the Great Song Dynasty, it is impossible to become the queen of the new dynasty, and I don't have the face to be with you anymore. ”
Zhao Qianru was startled and said, "Sister, you can't think like that, you ......"