You can't say that you can move a satanic believer to convert to Jesus, and you can't make a person who is dying-minded imagine the joy of living, so there is no way to change Zhang Xiaozhe, who does not give in and wants to establish meritorious service in another position.

"What I lost, I have to get back. Yes, I can't compete with my own soldiers for a job spot, but when I come here, no one wants to compete with me! Zhang Xiaozhe drunkenly waved his hand and said, "Ge Zhen, do you think I have changed?" Yes, I did change, because this is not the troops, not our second squadron. ”

The last sentence is almost shouted, but it is undeniable that this is indeed not the second squadron, it is society.

The second squadron has no competition only let, everyone is a brother together, but here there is only a scramble and no let, if you want to establish meritorious deeds in the local area, you either have a relationship behind it, or you really play with your life, so that those related households dare not compete with you.

Zhang Xiaozhe has nothing to do with it, so he can only play with his life, and he still plays with his life that no one else dares to play.

"The second squadron is as ruthless as a wolf, and there is not a single soldier who comes out of the second squadron." Zhang Xiaozhe lit a cigarette and took a puff and said: "If you want to deal with a drug lord hiding in the shadows, you have to smoke this thing, if you can't even take this one, how can people believe that I am from the triangle city in northern Myanmar to cross the river?" ”

"Squad leader, you're going to be ruined by drugs." Ge Zhen said in a low voice: "Put down your current job, you have to go to the drug rehabilitation center, otherwise even if you can make great achievements, you will only be an addict in the end." Listen to me, let go of everything now, and follow me to get rid of drugs. If you don't want to, I'll take you to drug rehab compulsorily! ”

There is no need to talk about the harm of drugs, too many people think that their mental willpower is strong, but they can never get rid of it after exposure.

There is a saying in the world of drug lords: if you want this tough guy to work for you, then give him medicine; If you want a noble woman to be your dog, give her medicine; If you want to be a savior, do everything you can to give everyone you meet a pill.

It's not an exaggeration at all, in the dark corners of this world, even if you are an iron-clad tough guy, you can't compete with drugs to control you; Even a proud woman of heaven with the most pride and dignity will become a kneeling plaything under the control of drugs.

All in all, as long as you get on drugs, you can't escape until you die.

"I'm smoking this stuff just for this case, and you're telling me to drop everything now to get off drugs? Let me let go of everything I've worked on? I've lost everything, and this case must go to the end! Zhang Xiaozhe stared at Ge Zhen: "I know that you are capable now, but no matter how great your ability is, you can't decide my choice, right?" Remember, I've lost everything, and this case is over, and that's the day I'm glorious. I don't want to be in a position of power, I just want to get back what I lost, not things, but spiritual desires. ”

Ge Zhen took a big gulp of his cigarette, the expression on his face was particularly ugly, he looked at Zhang Xiaozhe and then at himself, and finally sighed deeply.

"Alas......"

If it was him in the second squadron, he would definitely be as crazy as he was when he was discharged from the army, but he was no longer the Ge Zhen he was at that time.

What is the maturity of man? It is to finally know how to think about each other and know how to start from the other party's point of view.

His old squad leader has already lost everything, if he Ge Zhen is using a tough way...... may be able to relieve Zhang Xiaozhe's drug addiction, but it will destroy the other party forever.

"Squad leader, I'll sing you a song." Ge Zhen snuffed out his cigarette butt and said to Zhang Xiaozhe with a smile: "I didn't know how this time would be like this, and I don't know how to tell you what I wanted to say before." I'll sing you a song, and I'll leave after singing this song. ”

In Zhang Xiaozhe's eyes, he began to choose songs, and finally settled on a barracks ballad of "Sing the Old Squad Leader Again".

"My old squad leader, how are you doing now...... My old squad leader, how are you doing now......" Ge Zhen held the microphone and sang in the most serious and sincere voice full of all emotions: "This world is different from imagination, we have our own lives...... their respective fates, but no matter what...... You're still my strong squad leader......"

The singing echoed in every corner of the box, the erosive smell was diluted, and the smell of alcohol seemed to turn into the air of steel of the second squadron.

Ge Zhen's thoughts returned to the Second Squadron, and Zhang Xiaozhe's thoughts also drifted back to the Second Squadron, they could clearly remember everything in the Second Squadron, they could hear the loud trumpet, they could hear the neat number, and they could see familiar faces and innocent smiles.

"The first step in the barracks is seventy-five centimeters! Not about 75 cm in my case, but 75 cm in it! ”

"Hehe, many people only know that the squad leader is called the head of the soldiers, but they don't know that it also has a title, called the mother of the army."

“……”

Everything happened as if it was yesterday, the harsh Zhang Xiaozhe, the motherly Zhang Xiaozhe, and the Zhang Xiaozhe who gave up a better future for his soldiers......

Which one is really him? Is Zhang Xiaozhe of the army real? Or is the current Zhang Xiaozhe real?

"Somewhere, in a certain year, a certain month, a certain day...... We'll see each other again, we'll say hello again, we'll hug again...... My old squad leader, how are you doing now...... My old squad leader, how are you doing now......"

Ge Zhen left, and after singing this song, he left under Zhang Xiaozhe's smiling face, he didn't cry, because he was also a squad leader.

Zhang Xiaozhe didn't cry either, he nested in the sofa, the single looped the song, and he laughed very happily and brightly there.

"Bird soldiers! In fact, I don't want anything in my life, I just want you soldiers to be well, and occasionally I can think of me, a competent squad leader...... Hehehe...... I'm having a lot of fun today, really happy! ”

“……”

Ge Zhen, who had left City F, sat on the train, staring at the trees and villages that flashed quickly outside the window, and a smile appeared in his eyes.

Everyone has a different path, they can never go back to the time of the second squadron, and it is no longer possible to shout the slogan of the second squadron together.

Time flies like a horse, even if you want to keep and seize that moment, it is impossible to get your wish.

Everyone has their own way, everyone goes their own way, all people can only go forward, and all the things in the past will fade, and with the passage of time, they will become more and more faint, and they will become a blank sheet of paper that they can't remember.

At the end of the day, when you look back and count them, you will find that many of the familiar names may be blurred.

Once, we never saw each other again.

……

(End of chapter)