0130 The lover is not me
Hearing Gu Qi Niangzi's words, Shen Zhezi had not yet spoken, and Quanxing could no longer be calm. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info he thought that this girl finally thought about it and wanted to be the wife of the Shen family, but he didn't expect that it was a provocation, and listening to this, the two sides seemed to have old grudges.
Although he is an elder, Gu Qi Niangzi is not something he can scold at will, so he can only apologize to Shen Zhezi and remedy: "Zhezi Langjun, in Xia Qiantang Quanxing, is a cousin of Yuan Gong. My niece lives in the boudoir more and has less diplomatic relations, so please forgive me if my words are offended. ”
Shen Zhezi had already learned about this Gu Qi Niangzi's life experience from Ji You, and when he heard this person introduce his identity, he only said about his relatives and nothing else, and he couldn't help but be happy. Gu Rongnai is a veteran of Jiangdong, who has been dead for many years, but he still has a wife and brother who is about the same age as his son, which is quite embarrassing to think about.
Although there was a joke in his heart, he was not easy to show on his face, and he smiled and saluted the other party: "It turned out to be Quanjun, I have admired it for a long time, and I am fortunate to meet it." ”
Gu Qi Niangzi saw that this young man was humble and polite in front of him, but he set on slavery and murder in front of him, but he didn't show the slightest embarrassment in front of himself, who was in the know, it was simply shameless and shameless!
She was also annoyed that her uncle was showing weakness to others, and sneered: "Although we have to meet, we may not be lucky." If it weren't for Shen Lang blocking the river and setting up a fence to block people's trips, we would have returned along the river and would not have come here to make senseless greetings. Shen Lang's so-called luck, but I can't comprehend it. ”
"Shuang'er, in front of the door, how can you speak evilly?"
"It's okay, since the Seventh Lady has a question, then I'll try to answer it."
Shen Zhezi coughed and cleared his throat, and then looked at the other party's slightly angry Qingli face and said: "The so-called inconsistency between the outside and the outside, the normal situation in the world, who can be exempt from vulgarity?" ”
"Shen Lang's words, is he saying that the people in the world are all pretentious and evil?"
Gu Qingshuang took a step forward and asked aggressively: "Pretending to be wrong for not being from the world, this is Shen Lang's way of pretentiousness?" ”
"Seven Lady's words, I can't agree with it. Those who are different from the inside and the outside, the way of self-denial and courtesy. ”
Shen Zhezi said with a smile: "The parents who gave birth to me, with this innocent body, are they in the Lang Lang Qiankun, what is the shame? However, life is different from that of animals, and it is subject to the teaching of weathering etiquette. The crown and belt are added, and the robe covers the body, which is not for pretentiousness, and it is not harmful to people's eyes. is so different from the outside, does the Seventh Lady think it is the fault of the world? ”
Hearing this, Gu Qingshuang's face suddenly turned red, she didn't expect this young man to quibble so far. She gritted her silver teeth slightly and looked at Shen Zhezi: "What I said about Shen Lang is inconsistent on the outside, pretentious and evil, and not well-dressed." The evil of conduct, and the ...... of people And how can it be mixed up! ”
"Pottery, beautiful jade, all in the thick soil of the township, the oven calcining, thousands of carvings, wonderful hands and ornamentation, the beauty of the show. Kun soil gives birth to all things, and it is not only jade and tile. People Jia I live in this country, how can I be unique? Praise is added, it is advisable to be more diligent in the world, how dare you be complacent because of this? In the past, it was a tile, today it is jade, and the next day it is gold. ”
"Then the day before yesterday, you set on murder in Wukang Mountain because my family blocked the way, but today you ordered your family to block the river and block people, why?"
Seeing Shen Zhezi talking eloquently, Gu Qingshuang lost his mind for a moment, and then asked again, but his tone was already slightly softened, and the meaning of inquiry overrode the question.
"Without him, it's just a matter of recklessness!" Shen Zhezi smiled lightly.
"Are you willing to admit that you are reckless, and you are not the humble gentleman that people say at the time?"
Hearing Shen Zhezi admit it so simply, Gu Qi Niangzi felt a faint loss in her heart, or was disappointed because she couldn't continue to hear the other party's interesting arguments.
"What I mean is reckless, but it is different from what the Seventh Lady said."
Shen Zhezi shook his head and said: "Life is in the world, but if you want to reach your will, how can you sit back and wait!" I want to climb the mountain Range Rover, then chisel the mountain and break the rock, in order to open the road, the family of the Seven Ladies obstructs the way, in my eyes, the stubborn stone is only, only to break the force to go unimpeded. I would like to go boating on the river, then I will pour all my wealth and dredge the waterway, and the waterway will be opened, and I will stop taking a line and sail lightly, so that the rest of the people will not be criticized and lose the pleasure of treading the waves! ”
Speaking of this, Shen Zhezi looked at Gu Qingshuang again and sighed: "The Seventh Lady may have taste, and she is far away from being prosperous and wants to be secluded, but in my opinion, it is rare to cover her eyes with leaves, cover her ears and steal the bell." People's interests come from the heart, or there are elegance and vulgarity, there is no right or wrong, sensitive to thinking, diligent in action, can be described as no regrets. ”
Hearing this, Gu Qingshuang's shoulders trembled slightly, then he lowered his head and groaned, and when he raised his head again, the resentment between his eyebrows had dissipated, and his demeanor returned to coldness, and he just said to Shen Zhezi: "Thank you Shen Lang for solving my confusion, today's teaching, I am grateful to my heart, and I take the liberty to disturb, please forgive me." ”
After that, she turned her head to look at Quanxing, and pleaded slightly: "Uncle, I want to go back to the boat." ”
When Quanxing heard this, he was slightly stunned, and he was a little reluctant in his heart, but when he saw the sadness revealed in the little girl's demeanor, he also felt a little unbearable. Although he regretted it, in the court, it was still not good to disobey Gu Qiniangzi's request to stubbornly stay, so he could only turn his head and say goodbye to Shen Zhezi.
Shen Zhezi didn't know what kind of waves his words set off in Gu Qi Niangzi's heart, but since the other party had resigned, it was inconvenient for him to stay any longer, so after sending people out of the court, he ordered a team of guards to accompany him to the riverside, which was regarded as the friendship of the landlord.
When he turned around and returned to the mansion, Shen Zhezi saw Ji You wandering under the corridor.
Ji You was originally going to go with him to greet Gu Qi Niangzi, but he just remembered that he had just drunk a few cups, and his face was a little red, and after returning to the room, he lightly applied light powder and waited here to see the beauty. But after waiting for a while, he found that there was no beautiful woman behind Shen Zhezi, and he couldn't help but be a little dumbfounded: "Wei Zhou, where is Qingshuang Lady?" ”
"I've left." Shen Zhezi patted Ji You on the shoulder and signaled him to mourn.
"Left...... How so? Wei Zhou, since the Qingshuang lady came to visit, why did she leave without even entering the house? ”
Ji You was a little unacceptable, and pulled Shen Zhezi's sleeve and asked.
The adolescent innocent teenager is really incomprehensible, Shen Zhezi sighed, and explained slightly: "She came only for the incident in Wukang Mountain, I have already given an explanation, and we have no friendship with each other, so in the middle of the night, naturally no longer enter the house." Don't worry, I didn't speak ill of me this time. ”
"I already knew that lovesickness was fruitless, why didn't I see each other after all?"
Ji You looked up at the night, his expression was quite lonely, and he complained for a moment, then turned around and knocked on the door of Shen Mu's room: "Shen Erlang, get out and drink with me all night!" ”
"Ji Wenwen, don't deceive people too much! My beauty is sleeping with me, and I am not alone like you, why should I drink with you to kill my sorrows! ”
After a long while, Shen Mu's roar sounded in the room.
When Ji You heard this, he was even more indignant, standing under the porch and slamming Shen Mu's door.
Shen Zhezi yawned and turned back to his room to rest.
The seventh lady of the Gu family came abruptly and went quickly, but she couldn't leave too many waves in his heart, and he only felt that he was more free and easy than his brother. As for this lady, she is beautiful, but she is not his favorite type, her temperament is too cold and bland, unlike his obedient little maid Guer, who is sad and happy and smiling, revealing an ordinary breath of life.
At night, the river breeze rises, and the cabin ripples slightly.
From time to time, there was a slight sound of turning over in the cabin, and after a while, the whisper of the girl Quanpei came from the darkness: "Auntie, have you slept?" ”
"Not yet." Gu Qi Niangzi's tone was still cold and slightly nasal.
After getting the response, Quan Pei had the spirits, sat up on the bed, and said to Gu Qi Niangzi's position: "Sister, didn't you say that you haven't seen Yulangjun, why do you call him a person who is different from the outside?" ”
"It's my own ignorance that I misunderstood him. Compared to him, it turns out that I am a person who is not the same as what he seems. ”
When she said this, Gu Qi Niangzi's tone had a hint of waves, but it was difficult to distinguish between joy and sorrow.
"My aunt is not this kind of person! I couldn't understand what he said, was he slandering my aunt? ”
Gu Qi Niangzi shook her head in the dark, and then said, "No, Pei'er, don't misunderstand him!" Actually, he, he...... Alas, let's go back to myself. ”
"In the past, I was always extinct, isolated and didn't like to be noisy. I thought I had a different interest in the world, but when I heard his words today, I realized that it wasn't. ”
Gu Qi Niangzi sighed: "I'm just a long time ago, I saw that I was neglected by my brother and sister-in-law, and I was used to being lonely." Because others alienated me, I felt that I should be an elegant person who was not stained with mundane dust and wandered outside things. But no, I'm still soaked in the dust, just scared to think of myself. ”
"If I really have the heart to escape from the world, be sensitive to thought, and be diligent in action, I should cut through the big gourd as a boat, float on the sea, and go to a place where people are inaccessible, and swim alone and leisurely. Instead of staying in a place where you know there will be people, let the servants force people to chase people out of the way. ”
The girl Quan Pei was half-understood when she heard this, and said in surprise: "Auntie, you want to go to sea by boat?" Have you eaten? Do you have tea syrup? The sea water was so salty that I took a sip of it and didn't dare to drink it again. ”
"I didn't think of it before, but now I have. I'm not going to the sea right away, it's not an escape, it's a suicide. ”
Gu Qi Niangzi said with a smile, she didn't mind because of her cousin's misunderstanding, maybe she just wanted to say it to herself: "I want to build a big ship that can withstand the wind and waves, and I want to find a helmsman who can help me operate the boat, these helmsmen also don't like to stay in the turbid world like me, and they have the same interests with each other, but they have no human relationship." And ......"
"My aunt has to do so many things, can you finish it? My mother asked me to do something, I didn't want to do it for a while, and I told Juan'er to do it for me, but my mother didn't find out, hehe. ”
"You don't want to do it, because that's what you don't want to do. I am willing to live in seclusion, but what I want to do is what I am willing to do. It may be difficult to do until death, but every day I do a little bit of joy, every day I have a little joy. Gu Qi Niangzi said wistfully.
In the darkness, Quan Pei yawned: "Why do you want to avoid others?" If no one talks to me, it will be very ...... miserable."
Hearing this question, Gu Qi Niangzi was silent. For her, living away from the world is the best ending she can think of in her life. Born as a woman, in the Gu family's Qingwang Gaomen, the marriage is just a bid to be sold. If you have parental love, there is still some room for avoidance. But she is all lost, her brother and sister-in-law are sparse, what can she do on her own?
This time I went to Wukang, just to escape a marriage match, although the other party is also surnamed Wu Zhongwang, but he is a widow, and wants to ask her to be his steproom! On the way back, she met a companion, and her uncle thought about forcing her to adapt to the Shen family...... pity
"After all, it's just a missed ......"
Gu Qi Niangzi turned over, leaned her back against the bulkhead, her fingers gently brushed the slightly damp corners of her eyes, but her eyes gradually became firm: "Only if you want to reach your will, how can you sit and watch." If the lover is not me, I will not marry in this life! ”