Chapter 1019: It's hard to be a good person

How much can hatred change a person. For Ding Guangyou. He originally. It's just a six-grade official. Although at the time of the imperial examination. His ranking can be said to be among the best. It's been ten years now. If it's normal. No matter how you say it. Even if he didn't become a Beijing official. But he is also a member of the first and second grades in the local area.

But. Ding Guangyou's bad luck. Those things will not be repeated. In short, he is now. Ten years of mixed time in officialdom. But he is still just a six-grade official.

Perhaps. That's how things are in the world. Not fair. Those who have the ability may not have status. People with status may not have the ability. But. Ding Guangyou's temperament is easy-going. Even if they don't get the corresponding status. But he didn't care. It was never noisy. It's still the same. But. It is also his temperament. It brought him such a great tragedy.

Now. Finally, someone came who was willing to help him. Even Ding Guangyou himself understands. The reason why Zhang Fan will help him. It's actually about using his things to do something. But. Ding Guangyou arrived at this time. I don't care anymore. He just wanted revenge.

Thus. Hatred is for a person. It's really powerful. It is even capable of changing a person's mind.

However, Ding Guangyou did not completely lose himself. Although he is now bent on revenge. But he was calm. Although this matter has come to this point. But he still understood. Zeng Xingwu is not the culprit. If you just blindly seek revenge on him. It's a bit too much to say. So this time. Although Zhang Fan forced Zeng Xingwu very tightly. is also looking like he wants to help him take revenge. But Ding Guangyou didn't feel too comfortable in his heart.

So now. Ding Guangyou is in an embarrassing situation. Although he was grateful to Zhang Fan. Thank you to him for standing up and doing justice for himself. He also wanted revenge very much. For the one who framed his own wife and brother. The one who eventually led to the series of tragedies he encounters today. Even if he asked Ding Guangyou to dismantle him with his own hands. He's also able to get his hands dirty.

But for others. For example, Zeng Shengwu, who was implicated in this matter. Even if I am responsible. But let Ding Guangyou do it. He won't. In a word. Ding Guangyou is such a person.

Only now. Ding Guangyou also understands. Zhang Fan was deliberately dealing with Zeng Xingwu. As for what exactly is the reason. Ding Guangyou is not stupid. There is also an eye. Naturally, you can guess a little. But. Ding Guangyou doesn't like to do this. But it didn't stop Zhang Fan. Ultimately. It's because Zhang Fan helped him. Even if Zhang Fan helped him for some other reason. But after all, Zhang Fan helped him. It is impossible for him to point fingers at Zhang Fan.

But. It's going on like this. To be honest, Ding Guangyou himself can't stand it.

But. In addition to facing the enemy. His weak nature hadn't changed much. That's why. Although I don't know how many times. Ding Guangyou wanted to go to Zhang Fan to talk about it. Hopefully he can end this matter soon. But every time. He couldn't even make up his mind. He hasn't stepped out of his house yet. He's already given up. Not to mention. When he met Zhang Fan. I can't say anything.

But. Ding Guangyou is weak. But he is not a person who gives up easily. So. I've been thinking about it for a long time. And after countless struggles in my heart. He finally got the courage. I want to talk to Zhang Fan about this matter. At the very least. Don't chase Zeng Xingwu so relentlessly.

But. When Ding Guangyou found Zhang Fan. He didn't speak yet. But I heard terrible news.

"Your Excellency. What do you say. "Ding Guangyou didn't believe what he just heard." Kangji found it. ”

"Not bad." Zhang Fan didn't care about his surprise. Said with a smile. "Speaking of which. This Kang Er is very good at running. As soon as I heard the news, I asked someone to come to you. However, Na Kangji was found in Boryeong Province yesterday. It's hard for him. I ran so far. ”

"Your Excellency...... Right now...... Where is this Kang Er now? Ding Guangyou didn't know if he was excited or what. Speech is also intermittent. "Have you arrived in Chengdu already?"

I said. You are quiet. It's all come to this point. You shouldn't be so excited. Zhang Fan looked at him with a look of indespire. Said. "But then again. What are you going to do? Although it is already a case. When the time comes, it is natural that a public trial will be held. But if you have anything to ask for. I can promise you that too. Rest assured. At that time, Na Kang Er will definitely be trapped solidly. It's up to you. What do you think. Interested. ”

"This ......" Ding Guangyou was able to react for a while. I was stunned for a moment. How to say it. Maybe in his imagination. I don't know how many times I've thought about such a scene. And Na Kangji is in his dreams. I don't know how many times he's been killed in all sorts of strange ways.

But. It's really when it comes to this point in reality. Ding Guangyou couldn't come back to his senses. Perhaps it's this long-held dream. It can even be said that it is a dream that was impossible to achieve before. Suddenly, one day it came true. This kind of suddenness. It gives a sense of unreality. And after that. When you realize that something is really happening. But it's overwhelmed again. Although in a dream. I don't know how many times I've made a plan to what to do. But wait until it's really there. But I don't know what to do.

Ding Guangyou is now facing such a problem. Although to say this kind of thing. It's really a bit out of line with the word "dream". But the truth is the same. Ding Guangyou doesn't know how many times he dreamed of meeting Kangji. And then what will I do with him. Now. Such an opportunity was in front of him. He didn't know what to do.

"How. You don't know what to do. I can see Ding Guangyou's thoughts. Zhang Fan couldn't help but speak. "This is your enemy. Let alone. Because of him. Your brother-in-law. And your wife has all passed away. Although this Kang Er has never done it himself. But the death of both of them. It's absolutely inseparable from him. We've all reached this point. It's hard for you to dare. Or are you reluctant to do it. ”

"Nope. My lord. Xia Guan didn't mean that. Ding Guangyou said frankly. Something that adults say. Xia Guan had indeed thought about it a long time ago. Xia Guan even thought about it. If possible. Xia Guan is even willing to slash Kang Er. But...... It's not that the lower officials can't do it. This man has already killed two people. And. Judging from this Kang Er's actions. It's definitely not just two lives. There are many more. Such a person. Everybody gets it. It's not that Xia Guan doesn't understand. But. Although I thought in my heart. Even Xia Guan can now say that he is willing. But Xia Guan understood. It's really in front of you. The lower officials can't do it. ”

"You're a man. He's a good old man. Zhang Fan said helplessly. Although there is nothing bad about being a good person in officialdom. At the very least. You don't provoke people. No one else will come to provoke you. Sometimes, though. To people like you. Even if you don't do anything. will also be hated. Isn't that what happened this time? If it weren't for your temperament, Zeng Xingwu couldn't look at it. It's definitely impossible for him not to ask about you. In this way. It won't be a situation anymore. But. What's the use of talking about that now? Since you don't want to. I'm not going to force it. ”

"Your Excellency." Who knows. At this time, Ding Guangyou spoke again. "Your Excellency has something to ask your lordship. Although the lower official said it. I'm not going to go to Kang Er in person to ask for something. But Xia Guan still wanted to know. What are adults going to do. Nakang II. What will happen in the end? ”

"As you say." Zhang Fan said. "Although Na Kangji has never done it himself. But he who lost his life because of him. There are already a lot of them. Now I'm going to have people look it up. These things have also been investigated. It's a trial. Kang Er will definitely be beheaded for public display. ”

Hearing that Kangji's ending has been decided. Ding Guangyou sighed. That's right. He couldn't do it himself, though. But he also definitely wants to see Kang Er's body different. In this way, the hatred in his heart can be relieved.

"What about Lord Zeng?" Ding Guangyou asked again. That day, the officials listened to the words of the adults. I went to his house and said something like that. I don't know what the hell is going on. Kang Er will run away now. Could it be that it was really because of Lord Zeng. ”

"Not really." Zhang Fan also told Ding Guangyou the truth. "Actually. I didn't think about it that way in the first place. Zeng Shengwu. I'm not familiar with it, though. But I also know something. There was absolutely no way he could have done anything like that. Now. Yasuji has been found. The result is a question. Sure enough, there was no such thing. In a word. This time. Zeng is not to blame. At most, it is the fault of the royal majesty. No big deal. ”

"That's fine." Ding Guangyou heard Zhang Fan say this. Just rest assured.

Zhang Fan didn't say why he said that in the first place. And Ding Guangyou was also very cooperative, so he didn't ask.

"It's over." Zhang Fan said. "Don't be discouraged. After all, you're not that old. I can't say anything. Just this time, you won't have to live the rest of your life. But. You'll have to change your personality in the future. Otherwise, I don't know when this kind of thing will happen again in the future. ”