Chapter 393: There is an urge to kill

Lu Feng smiled, laughing so sadly, his nose was sour that he had never seen before, and tears lingered in his eyes.

No matter how strong a person is, there are times when he is embarrassed.

"So many years have passed, maybe she used to be for me for some reason, but since it's all gone, what's the point at this time, scars are always scars, and they won't heal to the point that there are no traces."

After speaking, Lu Fengtou walked out of the office without looking back, and the moment he stepped out, he felt that his steps were so heavy, so heavy.

"Xiaofeng ......" Zhu Qingyue covered her lips and sat down on the chair, her body trembling.

As soon as he walked out of the door, Lu Feng was dragged by Shen Muxue.

"I don't want to quarrel with you." Lu Feng couldn't hold back his anger and broke free of Shen Muxue's hand.

Everything came too suddenly, he was not mentally prepared for this, he just wanted to find a place to drink a glass of spirits, in order to ease the unhappiness in his heart.

Shen Muxue chased all the way to the office area of the marketing department, and once again dragged Lu Feng to him, so that the people in the entire office area were quiet, and they all looked at them.

"You're still not a man, stop me."

Chen Feng looked at Zhang Xiaoheng, Zhang Xiaoheng looked at Liu Sisi, everyone was stunned and didn't know what was going on.

But everyone could see that Lu Feng was very unhappy.

"Leave me alone, okay?"

Shen Muxue didn't let go, and shook her head, "You will face it sooner or later, didn't you tell me that we are adults?" What's the big deal, even if she's at fault, it's all over. ”

"Let it go."

Shen Muxue still didn't plan to let go.

"Groove!"

kicked open the water dispenser next to him, and Lu Feng slapped him, "Shen Muxue, I warn you, Lao Tzu is very unhappy now, don't mess with Lao Tzu." ”

However, Shen Muxue didn't mean to dodge, but still held her head high, "You fight, it's not the first time anyway, if you slap me, you can dissipate your anger, I'll let you fight." ”

This......

The marketing department glanced at each other one by one.

Big brother, it turns out that you also beat Mr. Shen, isn't this a bit too much?

"Ah Feng, I beg you, okay?" Shen Muxue's face was full of begging, and she hugged him hard.

Lu Feng's chest rose and fell one after another, his hands propped up Shen Muxue, and he held his breath with his head high, "It's none of your business, this will only make me ......"

"I don't care, I don't want the person I like to feel bad, you know? Are you going to run away like this forever? That's not the case with Lu Feng, who I like, he's a man. ”

At the scene, they swallowed their saliva.

It's wrong to dare to love, it's not that Lu Feng is revolving around Mr. Shen, it's that she likes Lu Feng.

"Are you obedient, Ah Feng."

Shen Muxue's eyes flashed with tears, she knew Lu Feng's character very well, if she came hard, it would only have the opposite effect, and she could only come soft.

Although it was tasteless to smoke, Lu Feng still lit a cigarette.

"Obedient."

It took a long time for Lu Feng to calm down and force himself to calm down.

It was very uncomfortable in his heart, but what Shen Muxue said was right, even if it wasn't today, he would have to face this fact sooner or later.

"I'm annoyed."

"I know."

"I don't want to ......"

"I understand, let's go back and talk about it."

Throwing away the cigarette butt, Lu Feng rubbed his cheeks vigorously, "Okay." ”

Seeing that Lu Feng had gone back, Shen Muxue breathed a sigh of relief.

Even if she is not familiar with Zhu Qingyue, she is still an elder, she didn't tell a lie, and she didn't want Lu Feng to have a thorn in her heart forever because of this matter.

Looking sideways at the employees, Shen Muxue smiled bitterly in her heart, in order to keep Lu Feng, she was out of the way.

"I'm also a woman, don't I have the right to like people?" Shen Muxue asked lightly.

Chen Feng touched his nose and smirked, "Mr. Shen, we didn't see anything, really." ”

"Let's do something."

As soon as Shen Muxue left, the entire marketing department exploded, shrunk together and began to mumble quietly.

……

returned to the office and looked at Zhu Qingyue, who was washing her face with tears, Lu Fengyan was smoking one after another.

In fact, what he cared about was not that Zhu Qingyue left him at the beginning, he had that reason, his father mentioned in the letter that he should not hate her, there may be many things he doesn't know here. ,

Perhaps, it was really hard to be left behind.

For so many years, he kept forcing himself to face reality, not to think, not to care.

What makes him feel most unhappy is that since it was for some kind of hardship at the beginning, now that hardship is gone?

"You hate me, mom doesn't have any complaints, you should hate, I'm not a competent mother, Xiaofeng, it's just my mother's wish to find you, I didn't even expect to get your forgiveness."

Zhu Qingyue didn't turn her head to wipe away her tears, took two deep breaths, shook her head and said, "If possible, who is willing to leave their own flesh and blood, Xiaofeng, mother has no choice, if I don't go back, you will die." ”

Lu Feng didn't speak, and his hand holding the cigarette trembled lightly twice.

"I don't dare to gamble, I'd rather you hate me for the rest of my life, I just want you to live, there is hope in life, even if it is to marry a disgusting person, I will admit it, Xiaofeng ......"

"Don't talk about it." The pack of cigarettes was gone, and Lu Feng's throat was a little hoarse.

Yes, everyone has their own suffering, and he has, he has endured the pain of separation from mother and son for more than 20 years.

But his mother also suffered what he didn't know.

If he hadn't seen the letter, if Shadow hadn't found out about his father's past, maybe he really wouldn't have been able to calm down.

Dad's vein will be extinguished, it was the Lu family who did it, and my mother was forced back, which is really ruthless.

Those bastards not only wanted to kill them all, but also forcibly broke up their homes, to say that compared to those clansmen who had no emotional foundation, Lu Feng really had the urge to kill at this moment.

"Do I have any younger siblings?"

Zhu Qingyue froze.

"Is there one?"

Zhu Qingyue nodded, "There is a younger brother." ”

"If I kill his father, he'll hate me." Lu Feng looked sideways, his gaze unusually deep.

Zhu Qingyue shook her head vigorously and pressed Lu Feng's hand, "Don't, Xiaofeng, that's all over, your dad and he are already ...... Mom doesn't want you to have an accident, Mom comes to see you, just wants you to be okay, listen to Mom, okay? ”

Looking at Zhu Qingyue, Lu Feng held back his past and didn't let himself cry, and tried several times before he mustered up his courage, "Mom, I should call this one, but I can't accept this fact in a short time." ”

"Mom knows, Mom knows, it's Mom's fault." Tears slipped down again.

Raising his head and exhaling, Lu Feng withdrew his hand, "I will go to the south in a few days, Zhu Jia, it is also my grandfather's house, I want to go and see." ”

"Little Wind ......"

"I'll go first."

Leaving the office and meeting Shen Muxue again, Lu Feng pursed his lips and nodded, hugging, "I'm sorry just now." ”

"It's fine."

"Let's go first."

"Good!"

Watching Lu Feng leave, Shen Muxue's eyes were a little dazed.

(End of chapter)