Chapter 1198: Departure and Return
At that time, he would still mind the world's gaze and the so-called moral high ground, did he really have to do so?
Perhaps, if he agreed to their proposal, it would be a wrong decision, but the life is lived by three people, other people's words, other people's eyes, will it really give life happiness what it should be?
One question after another constantly knocked on his heart, affected his concept, and changed his state of mind.
In the dead of night, the wee hours of the morning had passed.
He didn't leave, sat quietly in the chair, and looked at Tang Jingshu who was sleeping on the bed.
The mood is very heavy, his heart is heavy, he is in good spirits at this time, he has no sleepiness at all, sitting on the sofa, if there is a cigarette at the moment, he wants to have one, if there is wine, he wants to get drunk directly on the bed.
But now, he didn't have anything, he saw a bottle of mineral water on the table, after he opened it, he drank most of the bottle with a sigh of relief, and the whole person became more sober.
He sorted out his thoughts, carefully recalled what he said and what they had done when he saw Tang Jingshu and Gu Qianying in the past few days, and blamed all this on reason, thinking and weighing the pros and cons.
Carefully analyze the solution.
In the end, he had to give up this rational aspect and switch it to the emotional aspect, and suddenly, he felt that everything that looked ahead and backward was all gone, life was in a hurry for decades, why leave regrets, why care about his gaze.
Here, as long as you grasp the moment, the rest, later.
Perhaps, this is the solution to the immediate dilemma, and nothing is impossible.
Here, the two daughters have taken a big step, and they have been delaying, after all, it is not a way for everyone, now, either together, or give up, each with regrets, each sad, each uncomfortable, each going their own way.
Or go down together.
Half an hour later, Hu Chen stood up, came to the bathroom, washed his face, he wanted to keep himself in a state of mental clarity as much as possible to make a decision, instead of being confused and making reasons and excuses for regret in the future.
Sitting back in his chair, he began to follow his heart's thoughts, starting from his heart, to find the true thoughts and desires of his true heart.
After a while, his eyes softened, he got up and came to the bedside, stared at Tang Jingshu up close, gently grabbed her hand, closed his eyes, and felt the emotional fluctuations in his heart at this moment, he knew that she still had a place in her heart, but it was hidden very deeply, perhaps, it was afraid of hurting the other party, and she was also afraid of hurting Gu Qianying.
Now, he released his heart and asked himself if he had love for her.
At this moment, a warm current emerged in his body, a kind of love, a kind of care, and a kind of care for the woman in front of him.
"Jingshu, I love you!"
Hu Chen muttered to himself.
He felt that the feeling in his heart at this moment was extremely real, without any falsehood, without any persecution, and without any shackles.
After a while, he grabbed her hand and put it in his heart, so that the mood fluctuations in his heart could infect the other party.
I don't know if it's really that effective.
At this moment, Tang Jingshu opened her eyes and looked at Hu Chen and his actions.
"Jingshu, I only know now that I have a place for you in my heart, and I can't even occupy Qianying, I, I've already fallen in love with you, don't go, stay, okay?"
Tang Jingshu didn't sit up, she was still lying on the bed, looking at Hu Chen with a sideways face, and said, "Are you willing to marry me?" ”
"I'm willing to marry you."
"What about Sister Qianying?"
"I found that I am very greedy, very greedy, I want to marry Qianying, I want the blessings of all people......" Hu Chen didn't know what he was talking about, he just felt that after saying this, his heart became much more comfortable and happy, and his whole body and mind suddenly became relaxed.
He didn't know why this was the case, he just felt that after saying such words, there would be no regrets, even if the final thing evolved in other directions, at least, at this moment, his body and mind were more relaxed and comfortable than before.
He didn't know whether it was right or wrong to do this, but he knew that there were many things he had to do well.
"Are you serious?"
Tang Jingshu sat up, her eyes regained her strength, stared at him steadily, and asked.
Hu Chen looked at her eyes, nodded heavily, and said, "Seriously, I am willing to marry you, I want you to be my wife, I also want to marry Qianying, I want her to be my wife, I want you to be my wife......"
The room was extremely quiet, and at this moment, an incomparably firm voice kept ringing in her ears, hitting her heart.
She smiled happily and hugged him tightly, not wanting to let go for a moment.
After a sleepless night, the two of them snuggled together, quietly chatting about the world, chatting about the future, and chatting about the various problems they would face.
The two of them slowly transitioned from sensuality to rationality, and because of this, people felt confidant.
The next day, after dawn, Hu Chen took Tang Jingshu back to the courtyard.
Gu Qianying didn't leave and lived with Teacher Chu.
Song Hei and Chen Xiaoqiao had just come from their residence, and they were going to leave for Huacheng early this morning and take a plane to the imperial capital.
At this time, everyone's eyes looked at Hu Chen and Tang Jingshu, a little strange, but no one took the initiative to ask what happened.
Gu Qianying saw the two people appear at the same time, and saw that the expressions of the two were a little strange, and she suddenly understood in her heart that the two should have made a consistent decision, inexplicably, she had some strange feelings in her heart, and this feeling was difficult to explain clearly.
However, she knew that it was because of her words last night that Hu Chen's behavior changed, and he finally became like this.
When she saw Tang Jingshu's gaze, her heart shook slightly, as if she understood something.
Especially Hu Chen's gaze, looking at him, the strange feeling in her heart disappeared again, maybe, this is the best arrangement, maybe, this will be the beginning of the happiness of the three of them.
After breakfast, the group said goodbye.
Hu Chen's six people were going to return to the military headquarters, and the other women stayed in Lingnan City to wait for their return.
No matter what kind of decision and arrangement, I believe that after the result, they will still have to return to Lingnan City, at least to have an explanation with their relatives.
They won't follow them to Huacheng, so they only say goodbye in the courtyard.
Gu Qianying came to Hu Chen's side and whispered, "You accepted her?" ”
Hu Chen said: "If you want to regret it, is it too late now?" ”
"Really?"
"Fake!"
Hu Chen looked at her and said.
Gu Qianying snorted: "It's really cheap for you, let the two of us serve such a good woman together, I'm afraid there is no second one in the world." ”
"There could be a lot of them, but you just didn't find them."
"Otherwise, how could there be such thoughts as you, but I am indeed very happy, it is worth it to have the two of you in this life, even if I die immediately, I am happy."
Gu Qianying warned in a low voice: "Don't talk nonsense, don't say unlucky things." ”
Hu Chen smiled and said: "Although the person stayed, but the matter at hand, I can't ignore it, the things in her family still need to be dealt with, I don't know what will happen when I go to the military department on this trip, if I can't come back in time, you can help deal with the affairs of the Tang family, or, the two of you will discuss it." ”
Gu Qianying was very dissatisfied, glared at him and said, "You really know how to do it, even this kind of thing has to be done by me, it's really getting more and more excessive." ”
At that time, he would still mind the world's gaze and the so-called moral high ground, did he really have to do so?
Perhaps, if he agreed to their proposal, it would be a wrong decision, but the life is lived by three people, other people's words, other people's eyes, will it really give life happiness what it should be?
One question after another constantly knocked on his heart, affected his concept, and changed his state of mind.
In the dead of night, the wee hours of the morning had passed.
He didn't leave, sat quietly in the chair, and looked at Tang Jingshu who was sleeping on the bed.
The mood is very heavy, his heart is heavy, he is in good spirits at this time, he has no sleepiness at all, sitting on the sofa, if there is a cigarette at the moment, he wants to have one, if there is wine, he wants to get drunk directly on the bed.
But now, he didn't have anything, he saw a bottle of mineral water on the table, after he opened it, he drank most of the bottle with a sigh of relief, and the whole person became more sober.
He sorted out his thoughts, carefully recalled what he said and what they had done when he saw Tang Jingshu and Gu Qianying in the past few days, and blamed all this on reason, thinking and weighing the pros and cons.
Carefully analyze the solution.
In the end, he had to give up this rational aspect and switch it to the emotional aspect, and suddenly, he felt that everything that looked ahead and backward was all gone, life was in a hurry for decades, why leave regrets, why care about his gaze.
Here, as long as you grasp the moment, the rest, later.
Perhaps, this is the solution to the immediate dilemma, and nothing is impossible.
Here, the two daughters have taken a big step, and they have been delaying, after all, it is not a way for everyone, now, either together, or give up, each with regrets, each sad, each uncomfortable, each going their own way.
Or go down together.
Half an hour later, Hu Chen stood up, came to the bathroom, washed his face, he wanted to keep himself in a state of mental clarity as much as possible to make a decision, instead of being confused and making reasons and excuses for regret in the future.
Sitting back in his chair, he began to follow his heart's thoughts, starting from his heart, to find the true thoughts and desires of his true heart.
After a while, his eyes softened, he got up and came to the bedside, stared at Tang Jingshu up close, gently grabbed her hand, closed his eyes, and felt the emotional fluctuations in his heart at this moment, he knew that she still had a place in her heart, but it was hidden very deeply, perhaps, it was afraid of hurting the other party, and she was also afraid of hurting Gu Qianying.
Now, he released his heart and asked himself if he had love for her.
At this moment, a warm current emerged in his body, a kind of love, a kind of care, and a kind of care for the woman in front of him.
"Jingshu, I love you!"
Hu Chen muttered to himself.
He felt that the feeling in his heart at this moment was extremely real, without any falsehood, without any persecution, and without any shackles.
After a while, he grabbed her hand and put it in his heart, so that the mood fluctuations in his heart could infect the other party.
I don't know if it's really that effective.
At this moment, Tang Jingshu opened her eyes and looked at Hu Chen and his actions.
"Jingshu, I only know now that I have a place for you in my heart, and I can't even occupy Qianying, I, I've already fallen in love with you, don't go, stay, okay?"
Tang Jingshu didn't sit up, she was still lying on the bed, looking at Hu Chen with a sideways face, and said, "Are you willing to marry me?" ”
"I'm willing to marry you."
"What about Sister Qianying?"
"I found that I am very greedy, very greedy, I want to marry Qianying, I want the blessings of all people......" Hu Chen didn't know what he was talking about, he just felt that after saying this, his heart became much more comfortable and happy, and his whole body and mind suddenly became relaxed.
He didn't know why this was the case, he just felt that after saying such words, there would be no regrets, even if the final thing evolved in other directions, at least, at this moment, his body and mind were more relaxed and comfortable than before.
He didn't know whether it was right or wrong to do this, but he knew that there were many things he had to do well.
"Are you serious?"
Tang Jingshu sat up, her eyes regained her strength, stared at him steadily, and asked.
Hu Chen looked at her eyes, nodded heavily, and said, "Seriously, I am willing to marry you, I want you to be my wife, I also want to marry Qianying, I want her to be my wife, I want you to be my wife......"
The room was extremely quiet, and at this moment, an incomparably firm voice kept ringing in her ears, hitting her heart.
She smiled happily and hugged him tightly, not wanting to let go for a moment.
After a sleepless night, the two of them snuggled together, quietly chatting about the world, chatting about the future, and chatting about the various problems they would face.
The two of them slowly transitioned from sensuality to rationality, and because of this, people felt confidant.
The next day, after dawn, Hu Chen took Tang Jingshu back to the courtyard.
Gu Qianying didn't leave and lived with Teacher Chu.
Song Hei and Chen Xiaoqiao had just come from their residence, and they were going to leave for Huacheng early this morning and take a plane to the imperial capital.
At this time, everyone's eyes looked at Hu Chen and Tang Jingshu, a little strange, but no one took the initiative to ask what happened.
Gu Qianying saw the two people appear at the same time, and saw that the expressions of the two were a little strange, and she suddenly understood in her heart that the two should have made a consistent decision, inexplicably, she had some strange feelings in her heart, and this feeling was difficult to explain clearly.
However, she knew that it was because of her words last night that Hu Chen's behavior changed, and he finally became like this.
When she saw Tang Jingshu's gaze, her heart shook slightly, as if she understood something.
Especially Hu Chen's gaze, looking at him, the strange feeling in her heart disappeared again, maybe, this is the best arrangement, maybe, this will be the beginning of the happiness of the three of them.
After breakfast, the group said goodbye.
Hu Chen's six people were going to return to the military headquarters, and the other women stayed in Lingnan City to wait for their return.
No matter what kind of decision and arrangement, I believe that after the result, they will still have to return to Lingnan City, at least to have an explanation with their relatives.
They won't follow them to Huacheng, so they only say goodbye in the courtyard.
Gu Qianying came to Hu Chen's side and whispered, "You accepted her?" ”
Hu Chen said: "If you want to regret it, is it too late now?" ”
"Really?"
"Fake!"
Hu Chen looked at her and said.
Gu Qianying snorted: "It's really cheap for you, let the two of us serve such a good woman together, I'm afraid there is no second one in the world." ”
"There could be a lot of them, but you just didn't find them."
"Otherwise, how could there be such thoughts as you, but I am indeed very happy, it is worth it to have the two of you in this life, even if I die immediately, I am happy."
Gu Qianying warned in a low voice: "Don't talk nonsense, don't say unlucky things." ”
Hu Chen smiled and said: "Although the person stayed, but the matter at hand, I can't ignore it, the things in her family still need to be dealt with, I don't know what will happen when I go to the military department on this trip, if I can't come back in time, you can help deal with the affairs of the Tang family, or, the two of you will discuss it." ”
Gu Qianying was very dissatisfied, glared at him and said, "You really know how to do it, even this kind of thing has to be done by me, it's really getting more and more excessive." ”
At that time, he would still mind the world's gaze and the so-called moral high ground, did he really have to do so?
Perhaps, if he agreed to their proposal, it would be a wrong decision, but the life is lived by three people, other people's words, other people's eyes, will it really give life happiness what it should be?
One question after another constantly knocked on his heart, affected his concept, and changed his state of mind.
In the dead of night, the wee hours of the morning had passed.
He didn't leave, sat quietly in the chair, and looked at Tang Jingshu who was sleeping on the bed.
The mood is very heavy, his heart is heavy, he is in good spirits at this time, he has no sleepiness at all, sitting on the sofa, if there is a cigarette at the moment, he wants to have one, if there is wine, he wants to get drunk directly on the bed.
But now, he didn't have anything, he saw a bottle of mineral water on the table, after he opened it, he drank most of the bottle with a sigh of relief, and the whole person became more sober.
He sorted out his thoughts, carefully recalled what he said and what they had done when he saw Tang Jingshu and Gu Qianying in the past few days, and blamed all this on reason, thinking and weighing the pros and cons.
Carefully analyze the solution.
In the end, he had to give up this rational aspect and switch it to the emotional aspect, and suddenly, he felt that everything that looked ahead and backward was all gone, life was in a hurry for decades, why leave regrets, why care about his gaze.
Here, as long as you grasp the moment, the rest, later.
Perhaps, this is the solution to the immediate dilemma, and nothing is impossible.
Here, the two daughters have taken a big step, and they have been delaying, after all, it is not a way for everyone, now, either together, or give up, each with regrets, each sad, each uncomfortable, each going their own way.
Or go down together.
Half an hour later, Hu Chen stood up, came to the bathroom, washed his face, he wanted to keep himself in a state of mental clarity as much as possible to make a decision, instead of being confused and making reasons and excuses for regret in the future.
Sitting back in his chair, he began to follow his heart's thoughts, starting from his heart, to find the true thoughts and desires of his true heart.
After a while, his eyes softened, he got up and came to the bedside, stared at Tang Jingshu up close, gently grabbed her hand, closed his eyes, and felt the emotional fluctuations in his heart at this moment, he knew that she still had a place in her heart, but it was hidden very deeply, perhaps, it was afraid of hurting the other party, and she was also afraid of hurting Gu Qianying.
Now, he released his heart and asked himself if he had love for her.
At this moment, a warm current emerged in his body, a kind of love, a kind of care, and a kind of care for the woman in front of him.
"Jingshu, I love you!"
Hu Chen muttered to himself.
He felt that the feeling in his heart at this moment was extremely real, without any falsehood, without any persecution, and without any shackles.
After a while, he grabbed her hand and put it in his heart, so that the mood fluctuations in his heart could infect the other party.
I don't know if it's really that effective.
At this moment, Tang Jingshu opened her eyes and looked at Hu Chen and his actions.
"Jingshu, I only know now that I have a place for you in my heart, and I can't even occupy Qianying, I, I've already fallen in love with you, don't go, stay, okay?"
Tang Jingshu didn't sit up, she was still lying on the bed, looking at Hu Chen with a sideways face, and said, "Are you willing to marry me?" ”
"I'm willing to marry you."
"What about Sister Qianying?"
"I found that I am very greedy, very greedy, I want to marry Qianying, I want the blessings of all people......" Hu Chen didn't know what he was talking about, he just felt that after saying this, his heart became much more comfortable and happy, and his whole body and mind suddenly became relaxed.
He didn't know why this was the case, he just felt that after saying such words, there would be no regrets, even if the final thing evolved in other directions, at least, at this moment, his body and mind were more relaxed and comfortable than before.
He didn't know whether it was right or wrong to do this, but he knew that there were many things he had to do well.
"Are you serious?"
Tang Jingshu sat up, her eyes regained her strength, stared at him steadily, and asked.
Hu Chen looked at her eyes, nodded heavily, and said, "Seriously, I am willing to marry you, I want you to be my wife, I also want to marry Qianying, I want her to be my wife, I want you to be my wife......"
The room was extremely quiet, and at this moment, an incomparably firm voice kept ringing in her ears, hitting her heart.
She smiled happily and hugged him tightly, not wanting to let go for a moment.
After a sleepless night, the two of them snuggled together, quietly chatting about the world, chatting about the future, and chatting about the various problems they would face.
The two of them slowly transitioned from sensuality to rationality, and because of this, people felt confidant.
The next day, after dawn, Hu Chen took Tang Jingshu back to the courtyard.
Gu Qianying didn't leave and lived with Teacher Chu.
Song Hei and Chen Xiaoqiao had just come from their residence, and they were going to leave for Huacheng early this morning and take a plane to the imperial capital.
At this time, everyone's eyes looked at Hu Chen and Tang Jingshu, a little strange, but no one took the initiative to ask what happened.
Gu Qianying saw the two people appear at the same time, and saw that the expressions of the two were a little strange, and she suddenly understood in her heart that the two should have made a consistent decision, inexplicably, she had some strange feelings in her heart, and this feeling was difficult to explain clearly.
However, she knew that it was because of her words last night that Hu Chen's behavior changed, and he finally became like this.
When she saw Tang Jingshu's gaze, her heart shook slightly, as if she understood something.
Especially Hu Chen's gaze, looking at him, the strange feeling in her heart disappeared again, maybe, this is the best arrangement, maybe, this will be the beginning of the happiness of the three of them.
After breakfast, the group said goodbye.
Hu Chen's six people were going to return to the military headquarters, and the other women stayed in Lingnan City to wait for their return.
No matter what kind of decision and arrangement, I believe that after the result, they will still have to return to Lingnan City, at least to have an explanation with their relatives.
They won't follow them to Huacheng, so they only say goodbye in the courtyard.
Gu Qianying came to Hu Chen's side and whispered, "You accepted her?" ”
Hu Chen said: "If you want to regret it, is it too late now?" ”
"Really?"
"Fake!"
Hu Chen looked at her and said.
Gu Qianying snorted: "It's really cheap for you, let the two of us serve such a good woman together, I'm afraid there is no second one in the world." ”
"There could be a lot of them, but you just didn't find them."
"Otherwise, how could there be such thoughts as you, but I am indeed very happy, it is worth it to have the two of you in this life, even if I die immediately, I am happy."
Gu Qianying warned in a low voice: "Don't talk nonsense, don't say unlucky things." ”
Hu Chen smiled and said: "Although the person stayed, but the matter at hand, I can't ignore it, the things in her family still need to be dealt with, I don't know what will happen when I go to the military department on this trip, if I can't come back in time, you can help deal with the affairs of the Tang family, or, the two of you will discuss it." ”
Gu Qianying was very dissatisfied, glared at him and said, "You really know how to do it, even this kind of thing has to be done by me, it's really getting more and more excessive." ”