When she arrived at a certain place, Shen Muxue got out of the car first, and she seemed to be in a bad mood, which made Lu Feng feel puzzled.

Wasn't it okay when I was in the noodle shop, what's wrong with this woman?

"How do you know I live here?" Lu Feng sat beside Shen Muxue.

After a glance, Shen Muxue said, "You underestimate me too much." ”

"Yes, yes, you're a and can't be provoked." Lu Feng said with a smile.

Shen Muxue pinched hard, "Stinky man without taste." ”

"If you can't get used to it, I'll leave." Lu Feng got up, but was stopped by Shen Muxue.

Lu Feng touched his nose, "No, what do you want to do?" ”

Shen Muxue threw the car keys to him, "There is beer in the car, drink with me." ”

"There is no one here, you really want to get drunk on me and take the opportunity to treat me wrong, na, na, na, let me tell you, my brother is a very principled person, you can kill but not humiliate, you don't want to succeed."

Seeing Shen Muxue grab the bag, Lu Feng hurriedly jumped away, "I'll take it, can't I take it?" ”

Quiet night, two people sitting side by side, nothing but a cold beer.

Shen Muxue poured it one by one, Lu Feng didn't speak, and it could be seen from the side that there were tears in her eyes.

Soon, the two cans of beer were gone, and under the reflection of the lights, Shen Muxue's cheeks could be seen flushed.

"If you can't drink, don't drink, and if I'm drunk, I'll suffer again." Lu Feng put on a cigarette.

Shen Muxue opened the third pour of beer, "I want you to take care of it." ”

"I don't care about you, you treat you as my wife, what do you like." Lu Feng smoked a cigarette.

After drinking half of the third dose, Shen Muxue's head was dizzy, and she unconsciously leaned on Lu Feng's shoulder, "I feel very uncomfortable." ”

"Why don't I give you a massage on your chest? Hiss~~ The gentleman doesn't move his hands. Lu Feng rubbed the pinched place vigorously.

Shen Muxue snorted disdainfully, "I'm a woman." ”

"Why are you looking for me?" Lu Feng also took a sip of wine.

With a long breath, Shen Muxue shook her head, "I don't know either." ”

In fact, she really doesn't know, the only friend she has is Zhao Yarou, but the better the relationship is, the more unspeakable it is.

"Okay, I'll act as a bosom uncle tonight."

"Smug."

With a blank look, Shen Muxue's eyes became trance-like, "My dad has been missing for three years, and I haven't given up for a day, but there is no clue, I seem to know where he is, whether he is still alive, and why he came back if he is alive." ”

These words were like a knife piercing Lu Feng's heart.

He really wanted to tell Shen Muxue that your father died three years ago, but he couldn't say it, he couldn't say it.

"My mother died early, my father pulled me to grow up, he was very busy, usually we rarely talk, our relationship is not good, always quarrel." Shen Muxue smiled bitterly.

Holding her head high and looking up at the sky, Shen Muxue said again, "When I grow up, I gradually understand my father's suffering, but at that time we talked less." ”

From the beginning of Shen Muxue's narration, Lu Feng did not interject and acted as a quiet listener.

Everyone has an unsatisfactory side, Shen Muxue has it, and he has it too.

Everyone is a pretender, hiding their inner pain in the depths of their hearts and not touching it.

Everyone has multiple roles to play, and they try to fit in as much as possible.

Perhaps, this is the true meaning of life.

In the eyes of others, this is a woman with a bright appearance, who knows the pain she endures inside.

"You know what, I miss him so much." Shen Muxue hugged Lu Feng's arm, and the clothes on his shoulders were soaked with flowing tears.

Lu Feng took out a cigarette and lit it, and handed it to Shen Muxue, "Do you smoke?" ”

After hesitating for a long time, Shen Muxue took it, took a deep breath like Lu Feng, and then choked and coughed, and pinched it hard, "You fix me." ”

This time, Lu Feng didn't dodge, took the cigarette, inhaled violently, and poured a sip of beer.

"Cigarettes are good things, wine is good things, they are best friends."

Lu Feng smiled, "When I was twelve years old, my father died, he was a martyr, and my mother left our father and son when I was very young." ”

Shen Muxue sighed.

"I've been wandering outside for many years, I've forgotten what my dad looks like, my mom's shadow is even more blurred, hehe, I've asked my dad more than once, why did my mom leave us."

The smoke burned to the end, and Lu Feng flicked the cigarette butt far away, "But every time he loses his temper, and then he drinks alone and cries bitterly in a place where no one is, he is a soldier, a tough guy, and he is also a man, a pathetic man." ”

"Do you hate her?"

Lu Feng shook his head, "I don't know, maybe I hate it." ”

"I'm sorry to bring up your sadness." Shen Muxue said apologetically.

Lu Feng pursed his lips and smiled lightly, "So I swore that I want to live a little more freely, it's no big deal, fate fucks up, we can't change it, but we can change the way we live." ”

"Cheers to that fucking life."

"Cheers!"

Wine, bottle after bottle, cans on the floor.

Lu Feng's amount of wine is very good, but there is a good saying, there are fewer than a thousand glasses of wine for a confidant, and people pour a cup of melancholy.

After drinking the wine, Shen Muxue was almost drunk, and Lu Feng was also dizzy.

"Also...... Still drinking? Shen Muxue's eyes were foggy, and when she looked at Lu Feng, there was a double image in her eyes.

"No alcohol." Glancing at the ground, Lu Feng shrugged.

Shen Muxue smiled, "Yes, it's a pity that there is no wine." ”

Suddenly, Shen Muxue turned her head and looked at Lu Feng quietly, "You know what, you are a bastard, you always take advantage of me, and you always bully me, you are not a man, but it is very strange, when I stay with you, I will be very relaxed." ”

"Because I'm handsome and have a great personality." Lu Feng smiled.

This time, Shen Muxue didn't pinch Lu Feng as usual, she still seemed very quiet, reaching out to touch his cheek.

"What?"

Shen Muxue still didn't make a sound, and after trying a few times, she took the initiative to kiss her, and this kiss caught Lu Feng off guard.

The softness of the lips, accompanied by the smell of wine and perfume, ignites everything in an instant.

The two hugged each other tightly and kissed each other wantonly.

Lu Feng went from passive to active, became bold and presumptuous under the stimulation of alcohol, gently pushed Shen Muxue to the ground, and kissed him frantically.

"Don't!"

Sensing something strange, Shen Muxue regained her senses, pushed Lu Feng away with force, shrunk into a ball, hugged her knees, and her face burned.

"I knew you weren't at ease, this was my first kiss." Lu Feng is like a little woman who has been wronged.

Shen Muxue sneered, "Don't pretend, I don't know how many women I have deceived." ”

"The conscience of heaven and earth, it's all women who lie to me." Lu Feng pouted.

Shen Muxue was speechless, got up and stretched, "Tonight, thank you." ”

"It's getting late, or let's be home." Lu Feng laughed evilly, attracting a resentful look.