Feelings are simple and complex.

Looking at Zhao Yarou, whose face was full of tears, the corners of Lu Feng's mouth moved twice, turned around and sat down, smoking violently.

"When you help a woman, don't you think about it, will she have feelings for you?" Zhao Yarou laughed self-deprecatingly.

"I hate Sun Yun, I don't want to be a tool for the family to exchange interests, I like the life of Yunhai, it was you who broke into my life, and you helped me solve those troubles, and you took advantage of me when you had nothing to do, and ridiculed me indiscriminately, do you know what this means for a woman?"

The words that had been held in her heart for a long time came out, and Zhao Yarou felt that her heart was released.

Because she was afraid of her friends, she took the initiative to give in, but fate was so wonderful, she went to the United States, and met a man here who filled her heart with guilt.

Once in the sea of clouds, Shen Muxue had already talked to her, and directly admitted that she liked Lu Feng, Shen Muxue was very calm, not angry, but had the meaning of fair competition with each other.

But can she do that?

This is a modern society, not a feudal society, and you can't fall in love with the same man and be like sisters like in ancient times.

That's right, she knows that feelings are selfish, and before Lu Feng got married, she had the right to like and the right to pursue.

However, what woman wants to share the man she likes?

Shen Muxue didn't say it, but she was surprisingly generous, but it filled Zhao Yarou's heart with a sense of guilt, so she decided to leave and put an end to her original life.

Fate is so dramatic that it played a joke.

Lu Feng appeared by her side again, and she helped herself solve the trouble, she was afraid, afraid that she would not be able to help it, afraid that she would be trapped and unable to extricate herself, what should she do when the time comes, to face Shen Muxue like this.

This time has passed, she has learned to forget, and now, all this time of hard work has been in vain.

"I'm sorry."

Lu Feng extinguished the cigarette butt and rubbed his cheeks, "You're right, I'm excessive, I shouldn't provoke one woman after another, I don't know how to trouble them, I think it's a common thing, but I ignore their thoughts, I'm hypocritical." ”

The cigarette was lit again, and the smoke was very dull, and it was found to be bitter.

Before returning to China, Lu Feng was very open to women, just like that, some physiological needs.

After returning to China, I gradually came into contact with so many women, and I still went my own way.

What he thought was ordinary things caused trouble to others.

There is more than one Zhao Yarou, Xiao Qingwu is not, Shen Muxue is not, including Su Yuetong and so on.

From a certain point of view, he doesn't understand feelings very well, and more often likes to joke, and his lack of understanding is just misunderstood.

Thinking of these things, Lu Feng found that he was really quite pitiful.

For a moment, both of them were silent, and no one spoke.

"I fell in love with you, what did you ask me to do, I thought I wouldn't meet again in the future, let's see you again, Lu Feng, I'm afraid I can't help it, I'm afraid I'm sorry for Mu Xue, do you understand?"

The cigarette had already been extinguished, and it was still held by Lu Feng in his hand.

"I can go, and I can pretend not to know you in the future, and I won't bother you again, but what about the current matter, can you solve it?"

Lu Feng shook his head, "You can't solve it, I can." ”

Seeing that Zhao Yarou wanted to speak, Lu Feng sighed, "I'm like this, I don't want to think about right and wrong, I think it's scum, as long as I think it's worth doing, I will do it, I will treat you as a friend." ”

"I'm not just a friend in my heart, okay?" Zhao Yarou smiled bitterly.

Lu Feng leaned back on the sofa and covered his head with a pillow, "Actually, I don't understand a lot of things myself, how to live the current life, really, I don't lie to you." ”

Putting down the pillow, Lu Feng exhaled a breath of turbidity again, pursed his lips and looked at Zhao Yarou, and smiled hard, "Don't worry, this matter is over, I won't disturb your life anymore, rest early, I'll deal with the rest." ”

Seeing Lu Feng get up and leave, Zhao Yarou froze, and her tears slipped silently.

It was a lot better to say the words in her heart, but this was also the end of the real sense, whether she should be happy or something else, she really didn't know.

The relationship between men and women is so ridiculous, it is simple to say, it is very complicated to say, there is no right or wrong, it all depends on the feelings in each other's hearts.

"Land Breeze."

Hearing the sound, Lu Feng turned around, and before he could speak, Zhao Yarou jumped up and hugged him and kissed him hard.

This kiss lasted a long time.

This kiss felt the wetness on Zhao Yarou's face.

This kiss may represent parting.

From gentleness to intensity, from intense to selflessness, each other never thought about other times, and were completely immersed in it and couldn't extricate themselves.

What is right and wrong, what should not provoke women, and what else is thrown out of the clouds.

Love is ignited, lust is ignited, madness burns, indulgence is indulgent......

It's almost dawn.

Zhao Yarou fell asleep on her side, and Lu Feng lay flat, the bitterness on her face was heavier.

It's not all said that it will be gone later, but now it's okay, what will I do in the future.

The previous mistakes have not been sorted out, and now they are mistakes on top of mistakes.

I don't want to owe emotional debts, but I have one more.

lit the last cigarette in the cigarette box, Lu Feng laughed at himself for a while, the man is really an impulsive animal, and he can't help but finish everything.

His movement woke up Zhao Yarou, pulled up the quilt and covered her body, opened her eyes, and looked at the chandelier on the ceiling.

"Why?"

Zhao Ya took a deep breath and smiled, "No regrets." ”

Lu Feng smiled bitterly.

"I'll find a better husband than you, to be honest, you're not a good person, you will tease when you see a woman, and you don't feel safe." Zhao Yarou said disdainfully.

Lu Feng touched his nose in embarrassment, and smiled without saying a word.

"Okay, you can get out, we'll be friends from now on, real friends." Zhao Yarou kicked it.

“……”

"Goodbye."

When the door was closed, the smile on Zhao Yarou's face couldn't hold back, was the disguised freedom a real freedom?

It's dawning outside the window, and it's about to dawn.

This is the first and last indulgence between each other, and it is also an indulgence for her without regrets.

What the future holds, she doesn't know, she doesn't want to ask for anything.

When she got up and went out, Sister Cai had already woken up and looked much better.

"He's gone?"

"Hmm."

"What will I do next?"

Zhao Yarou glanced at Sister Cai and shook her head, "I have no regrets, Sister Cai, do you say that I am right or wrong to do this." ”

Sister Cai just shook her head and didn't say anything.

Any choice is made by Zhao Yarou herself, whether it is really an end, who knows.

(End of chapter)