I sat in the military vehicle, tears finally falling, and the scenery outside the window was an inseparable memory for me, while they faded away in the rearview mirror.

Goodbye, my comrades-in-arms! Goodbye, my Hurricane Commando!

I opened my backpack, which contained a photo of the eight of us, and a three-edged military thorn that the saber had used during his lifetime, and at the bottom of the backpack, I found a beautiful box with my engagement ring that I had prepared a long time ago.

I originally planned to propose to Dragon Heart after completing this mission, but now everything is impossible, I ruined our happiness with my own hands, she is a highly confidential member of the army, and I am just an ordinary person, we live in different worlds, and we will never cross paths again.

The diamond on the ring shimmers faintly, and it is said that the diamond represents eternity, so it symbolizes love, but in my eyes, it has lost its meaning.

I sighed, rolled down the window slightly, I stared at the scenery outside the window and hesitated, but finally picked up the ring and threw it out the window, and let everything be over!

But at this moment, a sharp brake sounded, and the military vehicle suddenly stopped on the side of the road, and I looked up and looked forward, and I was full of thoughts for a while.

Long Xin stood in front and stopped the military vehicle, she still came after all, the comrade who was driving looked back at me, I took a deep breath, held the ring tightly before I had time to throw it away, and turned around and got out of the car.

Long Xin's eyes were red, obviously crying, she looked at me in a daze, but didn't say a word, I slowly walked to her side, couldn't help but reach out, wanted to wipe her tears left in the corners of her eyes, but the hand reached halfway, and suddenly stopped.

I looked at my hand bitterly, and finally let it go, I was no longer qualified to touch her, we had no gap, but now it seems that we are separated by an insurmountable gap, we can only look at each other from afar, and can no longer get close.

Long Xin looked at me with teary eyes, choked up and asked, "Are you going to leave like this?" ”

I was speechless, I didn't want to leave, I also wanted to stay and fight side by side with everyone, but the military region had already issued an order, and even if I was reluctant to do anything, I could only carry it out.

"You don't want to mind me, do you? You want to end our relationship this way, right? You want to abandon me and fool around in the flowery world outside, right? Long Xin yelled at me with tears in his eyes.

"It's not——! I've never thought of it that way, I just don't think I'm worthy of you anymore. I lowered my head and said bitterly.

I took a deep breath, tears fell on her shoulders, I raised my hands, hesitated a few times, and finally held her in my arms, this should be the last hug, but I never wanted to let go.

We hugged and cried for a long time, my clothes were soaked with her tears, and I can imagine the pain in her heart, just as I felt, heartbreaking.

I don't know how long it took, Long Xin raised his head, looked at my eyes gently, and said word by word: "You are the first man I fell in love with in my life, and you are destined to be the last." ”

After saying that, she pushed me away vigorously, turned and ran backwards, and suddenly she turned back, raised the diamond ring in her hand, and shouted at me, "I will wait for you to come back and bring it for me with my own hands." ”

I looked at my empty right hand, and at some point, the ring in my hand was snatched away by her, and I wanted to shout at her back to wait for me to come back, but I didn't have the courage to promise him, because I didn't know if I could come back here.

You are a pure angel, and I am a demon with broken wings, destined to look up to your pure white back in a dark corner.

After leaving for too long, I suddenly returned to the city, and I was a little uncomfortable in the face of the bright lights, I walked through the brightly lit streets, watching people coming and going, busy traffic, and I didn't know where to go.

I smiled self-deprecatingly, looked up and saw a bar and walked in, there was too much bitterness in my heart, maybe I needed a little alcohol anesthesia, it has been almost five years since I joined the army, I haven't drunk a drop of alcohol, and I want to get drunk today.

I sat in a secluded corner, asked for two bottles of vodka, and drank one glass after another, and the waiter looked at me with sympathy, perhaps because he felt that I had been dumped, so he came here to get drunk, in fact, it was similar, but I did it myself.

There are not many people in the bar, and there is melodious music inside, giving people a comfortable feeling, although I don't want to admit it, but I am indeed a standard handsome guy, with a well-proportioned figure of one meter and eighty, plus the iron-blooded temperament unique to soldiers, it is not an exaggeration to be called a girl killer.

Sitting here for less than half an hour, there have been three girls to talk, but unfortunately I have only one pure angel in my heart, no matter how beautiful a woman is in my eyes, she can't compare to her glance and smile, maybe I don't understand the amorous feelings, and finally they all left boringly.

After a whole bottle of vodka, I became more and more sober, and sometimes it was like this, I wanted to get drunk and relieve a thousand sorrows, but in the end I raised a glass to eliminate my sorrows.

I smiled wryly and took another bottle, and at that moment, two people walked past me, and I glanced at it casually, but I didn't expect the corner of my eye to be on their waists, and my intuition told me that it was a gun.

I was stunned for a moment, and then sneered, whatever, I'm just an ordinary person, and these things have nothing to do with me.

I lifted the bottle and took a few big sips, the alcohol went into my throat, and the irritating sensation let me know that I still had thoughts, and I remember someone saying that pain is a good thing, and knowing that pain proves that you are still alive.

But it is better to live in pain every day, than to die, I shook my wine glass and looked through the glass at all kinds of characters, they all played different roles, each role is a kind of life, and I left the army and I was lost here, not knowing where to go.

Suddenly, the door of the bar was pushed open, and three people walked in from the outside, two men and one woman, all dressed in casual clothes, the person walking in front looked a little familiar, the lighting was a little dim, and I was looking at the side face, so I was not sure, but vaguely felt like my high school classmates.

After coming in, the three of them looked around and walked towards me, at this time I saw that it was indeed my classmate Du Fei, I remember that after graduation I went to the military academy, and he went to the police academy, and now he should be in the SWAT team.

He saw me, and was visibly stunned for a moment, but immediately walked past me as if he didn't know me.

They all came with guns, they should have come for the two people just now, I shook my head and continued to drink, Du Fei is a very powerful person, and it is not a problem to deal with two thieves.