I vaguely guessed something from Long Shangwu's tone, and my heart became more and more uneasy, there were only two people who could appear with him, no matter who it was, it was the most troublesome scene for me.

It's late at night, and the person Long Shangwu said didn't appear, and after he left, I thought about running away before dawn, but my whole body was injured, and it hurt all over my body when I moved, let alone running away, and it was hard to get out of bed.

Later, when I think about it, sooner or later, escaping will not solve the problem, but fortunately Thea has evacuated New York, which will be estimated to be in the church of St. Mary, as long as she is not there, everything is easy to say.

And Sheebel stayed by the bed all night, I asked her to go back to the room to sleep, she didn't listen, and said with an aggrieved face that she should cherish every minute and every second with me, because every separation may be goodbye, and it was really distressing to see her look like she was crying.

She is not easy, a girl in her twenties, she should be the age to date and fall in love, but she has provoked such a heavy burden of the mafia, on the surface the scenery is infinite, but behind it is actually similar to me, every moment to beware of the assassination of the opponent, everywhere you go, a group of people follow, no freedom, you can't do what you want, let alone talk about any dreams or love, life is like a machine.

Maybe this is one of the reasons why she grabbed me and didn't let go, because I never treated her as a mafia boss, she can find the feeling of a normal woman in me, find comfort, try love, this huge temptation will attract her deeply, especially after this life and death, and even let her feel the great feelings of life and death, but unfortunately she appeared too late, I can't give a promise, no, in fact, I can't give anything, and the broken finger should be repaid for her love.

As expected, early the next morning, as soon as the doctor finished changing my medicine, Long Shangwu came to the room to see me, and there was a girl who came with him, an infatuated silly girl, guarding a hopeless relationship, and she couldn't let go of it until now.

"You're here, long time no see!" Seeing Chen Xi again, I was as expected, embarrassed and didn't know what to say, sometimes I hated myself, why can't I be as decisive as the young master about women, I always dragged my feet, afraid of hurting the few remaining people who loved me, and it was a mess in the end.

"yes, long time no see, are you okay?" Chen Xi looks much more mature than before, I thought she would cry first when she saw me, I didn't expect her to be very calm, I heard that Hangzhou is a good place to raise people, sure enough, I haven't seen her for a few years, Chen Xi has become gentle and graceful, quite a bit of Jiangnan woman's gentleness, I can't recognize it.

"How can a person like me have a good life, just look at me like this!" I smiled wryly and pointed to the gauze on my body.

"Who hurt you like this?" Chen Xi came to the edge of the bed and sat down, and when she saw that I was covered in scars, her heart shook, and although she tried her best to control it, I could still hear the tremor in her voice.

"I have too many enemies, it doesn't matter who it is, and my life to talk to you is God's greatest favor for me." I leaned against the head of the bed and pretended not to care.

"Don't you have revenge?" Chen Xi grabbed my hand, and inadvertently saw the severed finger, his eyes suddenly became sharp, although it was only for a short moment, but it made me feel uneasy, what I was most afraid of was that she was also involved, and the woman's mind really couldn't guess, so what would happen, no one could say.

"Then I have to wait until my injuries are healed, now this virtue, if I don't die, my life is great." I avoided her gaze, a little afraid to face it.

At this time, Long Shangwu, who was standing behind him, suddenly called Xibei out, if it was someone else, she would definitely ignore it, but she didn't dare not listen to Long Shangwu's words.

Everyone went out, only me and Chen Xi were left in the room, and at the moment the door closed, her tears finally welled up in her eyes, no one understood the grievances and thoughts in her heart, and I didn't know either.

"I miss you very much...... Chen Xi lowered his head and cried for a long time, as if he wanted to cry out all the grievances over the years, but who is to blame, is it me, no, it's not my fault, if you want to blame her, she fell in love with a man she shouldn't love, and she was a sinner.

"I miss you too, but we made a pact that you are going to live a new life, and there should be no shadow of me in your world." I don't know how to comfort me, I can only say whatever I want.

"But you've broken into my world, and I've been telling myself to forget about you bastard for the past few years, but I can't do it, and some things can't be done." Chen Xi lay on my arm and cried into tears, very sad and aggrieved, which made me overwhelmed.

"Alas!" I sighed helplessly: "You shouldn't come, time can heal all the wounds, my life is bloody, this time I saved my life, next time I may die, why are you guarding a dying person, aren't you stupid?" ”

Chen Xi was silent for a moment, and said quietly: "Yes, I'm so stupid, then when you die, choose to forget about you, it may be much easier!" ”

"If that's the case, maybe you'll soon forget about me." I chuckled faintly, reached out to help her wipe her tears, and said, "Have you been in Hangzhou for the past few years?" ”

"Well, accompany my mother in the tea garden, and sometimes my sister will come." Chen Xi thought of the tea plantation, and a faint satisfaction appeared on his face.

"That must be beautiful." Thinking of the scene where Artemis and Chen Xi accompanied their mother to pick tea, it was as beautiful as a painting.

"I know everything about your family, and I originally planned to visit the second elder instead of you, but it's a pity that ......" Chen Xi didn't continue.

"That thing...... Don't mention it again. "My face changed suddenly, and it was probably a pain that I would never be able to let go, and every time I thought about it, my heart was like a knife.

"I'm sorry!" Chen Xi knew that he had lost his words, so he hurriedly apologized.

"It's okay, it's all over!" I say this, but who understands the pain in my heart, it's just that I'm used to seeing life and death parting, and I've learned to hide the pain more deeply.

"Are you really going to go on like this?" After a moment of silence, Chen Xi suddenly asked.

"What do you mean, do I still have a choice?" I smiled wryly and shook my head.

"Why not? Come back with me, I want to accompany you. Chen Xi blurted out, and lowered his head a little embarrassed after speaking.

"Hehe, it's impossible, no one with me has a good result, it's better for you to stay away from me." If I go back to my country once, I don't know who will be killed by me, and with the war syndrome as severe as I am now, I might strangle her to death one day if I am not careful.

The most important thing is that I can't leave behind my brothers who lived and died together, the battlefield is where we should go, and nothing can separate us except death.

(End of chapter)