Feng Jingyao was a little stupid, things were beyond his imagination, such a person who couldn't sleep, and had terrifying hallucinations as soon as he closed his eyes, he thought it was an ordinary insomnia; Those visions that appeared were just some occasional remorseful remorseful memories of what he had done in the past when he was old, and at best they were only a flash in his heart, and he never took it seriously.

Working hard in this world, after several bloody lessons, several escapes from death, he realized this truth of cutting the grass and eradicating the roots, and when he understood this and implemented it, his career was booming; He has never been merciful in his death, whether direct or indirect, in his own hands, and he has never been merciful in his hands for women, children, and children, because he knows that leaving even a single flame behind will cause a burning fire.

However, until now, it is not the pursuit of the enemy that bothers him, but this illusory image, the insomnia is certainly annoying, he is tortured and cannot sleep, but after all, he will not take his own life, and in the mouth of Master Shanxiang, this matter is so serious that it can even affect his own thoughts, and even lose his life.

Feng Jingyao felt a little incredible, but what Shanxiang said was a little intrigued, and the symptoms he said were also tight, and he did think about it because of irritability: It would be nice if he died; But this thought was only a flash in his mind, and even he regarded it as a joke, but what Shanxiang said was so serious.

"Master, it's not so serious, is it? Those thoughts are just a flash in time, and the disciples are just thinking freely when they are irritable, how can they think that what you say will kill you? ”

"Otherwise, in your opinion, it is an impulse when you are irritable, but in the eyes of the old man, it is by no means so simple, some people in the world make big mistakes, most of them are caused by impulses, and some people just lose their true selves when their minds are hot, so big mistakes are made; If you think about it, is this the truth? ”

Feng Jingyao has a very deep memory of the past recently, and Shanxiang's words suddenly evoked memories of his youth; At that time, he was still a young man with strong blood, and he was naïve and unintentional at that time, but one day he went up the mountain alone to cut wood, and met a young woman from a peasant family who was also chopping wood in the mountains. But it's strange that God doesn't have long eyes, and in a moment the wind, rain, thunder and lightning are combined, and the torrential rain pours down; It rained, but there was only one cave on the mountain wall, and he and the young woman could only hide in the same cave to avoid the rain; It's just a matter of hiding from the rain, and it's no wonder that the young woman's clothes are thin, and the bumps after being wet by the rain are eye-catching.

At the age of seventeen or eighteen, it was the time when the fire was fierce, and the boring and hard life of learning martial arts all day long, except for the wrinkled face of the master, how could he ever see such a scented body, so he couldn't control himself, and forcibly raped the young woman.

Afterwards, he threatened the young woman not to speak out, and gave all the pitiful copper coins he had saved to the first woman in his life, but the next day the young woman's husband came to the master's house with dozens of villagers with flat pole firewood knives, and the red copper coins that were dyed red by the master and gave them to these apprentices became evidence.

He was expelled from the master's door, and although he knelt in front of the master for three days and three nights, in the disdainful eyes and fingers of the master and his brothers, he knew that he could no longer be tolerated to stay in this big family, although it was not warm; In the past three days, he has also figured out a truth, that is: don't be impulsive, but once you do something wrong on impulse, then you need to cut the grass and eradicate the roots, instead of praying for forgiveness.

Three days later, at night, the first thing he did when he left the sect was to go into the mountain village and kill all five members of the young woman's family.

Since then, there has been one less little apprentice in the master who brings tea, sends water, chops firewood and feeds pigs, and there is one more powerful Feng Laohu in the world.

Shanxiang's words just hit his weakness, many things are caused by impulse, his life is actually created by that youthful impulse, how can Feng Jingyao not be touched.

"According to Master, if my illness worsens, will I understand my life in some impulse?"

"Amitabha, it's not impossible, it's just that it's not yourself who kills you, it's your demons." Shanxiang looked at Feng Jingyao with deep concern.

Feng Jingyao was a little scared, there were so many enemies in this life, he didn't die in the hands of others, but he died in his own hands, and he had a ridiculous reputation when he died, and he didn't want to die, it was the time to enjoy the fruits of struggle, how could he leave this huge wealth and prestige and power to stretch out his legs and stare at him.

"Master, you have to help me this time, this disease is so terrible, the disciple doesn't want to die at the hands of illusory demons."

"Good, good, the old man can't help you in this matter, and the most famous miracle doctor in the world can't help you."

"You mean...... Am I dead? Feng Jingyao's eyes burst out, and he looked angry.

"No, no, this is the demon in the heart, the so-called demon in the heart is the demon obstacle in your heart, only you can help you, others can only help, but not help you get rid of it."

"This ...... If I knew how to do it, would I still use it in the temple to ask for the blessing of the Buddha? Feng Jingyao said angrily.

Shanxiang smiled and said: "Don't be impatient, look at you, you are angry at every turn, when you are at this age, when the city is difficult and calm, it can be seen that you have been deeply affected by the demons." ”

Feng Jingyao exhaled a breath of turbidity, he felt that the anger during this period of time was indeed bigger, his apprentices did not eat their own scolding, and acting as if they were different from before, he secretly warned himself not to be angry, and said in a calm tone as much as possible: "Master said, what should I do?" ”

Shanxiang raised his eyebrows and said slowly: "What I have been thinking about these days is how to guide you to exorcise your own demons, these things are different from the medicine of Yanyi, and there is no ready-made prescription to deal with the symptoms, what you have to do is to put down all the things before, and after the mind is calm, the demons will be eliminated; For example, after you took refuge in my Buddha, there were times when your symptoms improved, but when you fished for three days and dried your nets for two days, you finally drifted away from the heart of the Buddha. ”

Feng Jingyao said: "The disciple is guilty, and it is true that the heart of the Buddha is not strong, but if I want to give up everything in the red dust and really shave the rank of monk, then it is better to let the disciple die." ”

Shanxiang said: "How do you say this kind of thing? I'm here to help you, but not to harm you, Lao Ke knows that it is absolutely impossible for a person like you to always be with a lonely lamp, so the solution that Lao Ke came up with is definitely not to make you a monk. ”

Feng Jingyao said happily: "What kind of good way is that, say it quickly, say it quickly." ”

Shanxiang said: "I can't guarantee that it will work, after all, the demon is the most difficult to remove, and Lao Wei is just trying." ”

Feng Laohu said: "That's nature, how can there be a cure in the world, if it can work, the disciple will definitely gild the Bodhisattva of the whole temple with a golden body." ”

Shanxiang said: "Good, good, I hope you remember your wish." ”

Feng Laohu's face turned red and said: "After going down the mountain, I will immediately ask someone to send the missing alms, from now on, it will definitely count." ”

Shanxiang smiled and said: "Very good, with this sincerity, the matter is half successful, and whether it succeeds in the end depends on your own actions." ”

"Yes, yes, Master, tell me how to do it?"

Shanxiang held the table with his hand, tapped gently, and said slowly: "If you want to get rid of the demons, first go to the source of the demons, the old man doesn't know what you have done, but there must be a lot of things that make you linger in your heart, have remorse, and even say that you are scared and inexplicably afraid." ”

Feng Jingyao said loudly: "Joke, what am I afraid of? I've never regretted what I've done. ”

Shanxiang waved his hand and said: "Don't interrupt me, Lao Wei is not interested in listening to your adult past, for Lao Gao, you have done earth-shattering things, and after entering my Buddhism, it is just a passing cloud." ”

Feng Jingyao closed his mouth, but his heart was full of anger, and the words of kindness poked his heart, if he really didn't regret it, didn't worry about it, and didn't worry about it, but he did, and as he grew older, this trend became more and more powerful.

"The old man said that if you want to get rid of the demons in your heart, you must first go to the heart to regret, lead, and fear all kinds of knots, and to get rid of the knots in the heart, there is a Dharma in my Buddha, that is, the method of repentance?"

Feng Jingyao laughed and said, "Repentance? ”

Shanxiang said: "If you think it's unnecessary, let's stop here today, the old man should have thought of doing what you want to do for you, you don't want to, and the old man can't do it." ”

Feng Jingyao thought for a while and said, "Can this work?" ”

Shanxiang said: "Whether it's useful or not, the old man has already said that you can't pack tickets." "Dizang Sutra" cloud: "Nanyan Futi sentient beings, moving their hearts, all are karma, all are not sins. "It's not terrible to make mistakes, it's terrible to know that there are mistakes and try your best to cover up your mistakes, hide your sins, and cause bad karma to continue to grow, and in the sea of life and death, you don't have to go out and flow endlessly, and this is the crux of the six realms of reincarnation. If you want to stay away from such wrongdoings, you need to practice repentance. ”

Feng Jingyao's face suddenly changed: "What do you mean?" Are you saying that I am guilty of sin? ”

Shanxiang said indifferently: "Sins and sins, it's not just you, all living beings in the world, all sentient beings, all guilty, I was born in the reincarnation of the world, that is, to forgive sins, you have been with me for so long, didn't the old man tell you this?" ”

Feng Jingyao looked hesitant and said, "Confession method? How to repent? ”

"This kind of method is simple and easy to learn, but the difficulty is only the pious heart, and there are only three kinds of sin karma: one is to practice the law of confession, this precept is to repent clearly; This method can get rid of the karma of breaking the precepts, and the second is to look at the appearance of repentance, and this method is established to make repentance clear; This method is the simplest, but it is not suitable for you, because it requires years of praying to the Buddha and asking for the opposite. And the third is to contemplate the repentance of lifelessness, this method of supporting wisdom, to clear repentance, but the sin confessed by this method is not the reality, this sin karma, not inside, not outside, not in the middle, so knowing this sin is empty from the beginning; It's not suitable for you either. ”

Feng Jingyao didn't seem to understand, and said helplessly: "You just say what to do." ”

Shanxiang nodded and said: "Only take the first one, first Busa, and then the old man will pass on your "Eighty-eight Buddha Great Confessions" to the Buddha and recite it once every night, every half a month, and after a few rounds, the heart knots are self-knotted; If the old man's estimation is correct, the knot in his heart will be resolved, the karma will be removed, and the demons in his heart will disappear by himself, and he will be relieved, safe and happy. ”