Liu Lan once thought that since it was a tragedy, it must be vigorous and touching, but such a tragedy really only exists in the article, and in life, the tragedy happened without any artistry, which made people untouchable, because of this, it will hurt us physically and mentally, and it will suddenly make the already fragile heart shattered, and the two are the real reasons for people to be hurt and painful, too suddenly, suddenly so suddenly that you hear it and think it's a lie, and suddenly you can't even regret it, this mountain, this water, There is also this beautiful scenery, a qiē is like a joke, a joke of life and death, Liu Lan doesn't even know when he started to avoid it. Death, but when he scolded Li Xiang, but the latter was always silent, Liu Lan was completely angry, but Liu Lan's anger did not get the slightest reaction, the atmosphere was weird, so weird that it made people breathless, crying more and more, and suddenly a figure appeared in front of him, Le Ma jumped down, he just shouted Zhang Zheng, and now Zhang Zheng came, came with Guan Yu, closed his eyes, and fell asleep peacefully.

"Let him rest, he's too tired."

Sima's words made Guan Yu's eyes turn red in an instant, choked up, and wanted to tell Sima, Zizhi was really killed in battle, but he never opened his mouth, he couldn't open his mouth, he couldn't open his mouth, Sima muttered, Zizhi, maybe you are really tired, what Guan Yu wanted to say, Liu Lan signaled him not to speak, not to wake him up, let him sleep with peace of mind, for so many years, from the grassland to Lulong, from Lulong to Jixian, and from Jixian to Hedong, he followed himself, how could he have such a moment of rest, and he didn't even stay with the bride for a few more days when he got marriedand now he's tired. He's going to sleep, and he's going to sleep......

Liu Lan choked up. I can't say it anymore, after many years. Tears again.

He's not a fool, he certainly knows what's going on.

Even if Guan Yu didn't say it, he understood.

Liu Lan clenched his fists, and his voice became hoarse: "Is there any wine?" Without a response, Sima suddenly yelled frantically: "I asked you if there was any wine." ”

Guan Yu's eyes were full of pain, he didn't persuade Sima, and he wouldn't persuade Sima, so he handed over a wine bag to Sima. Then he murmured, "Sima, you once told me that people who have no obsession with life and death are just because they haven't experienced a truly desperate parting......" Guan Yu couldn't go on, he thought that he had already cultivated a hard-hearted heart, but he found that he had never been able to be calm in the face of Zhang Zheng's death.

"I bear great responsibility for Zhang Zheng's death." Liu Lan said in a loud voice, and he was very hoarse. took a sip of wine: "I once said that you should protect the people you cherish. I swore to protect the cherished after 'him' died, but I didn't do anything. I didn't protect anything, and I watched them leave me one by one, what am I? What the am I! ”

"Sima. Too deep pain can lead to attachment. Zhang Zheng's death made Guan Yu feel distressed, but looking at Sima like this. His heart hurt even more: "The son dies straight, and everyone is uncomfortable." But Sima, the survivors can't just sink, if he has a spirit in the sky, he doesn't want Sima to be like this. ”

Liu Lan looked up at Guan Yu and handed him the wine bag, Guan Yu refused, Liu Lan drank three sips in a row, and said: "I don't have many friends...... his voice choked, he couldn't go on, he calmed down for a long time, and then said again: "At the beginning, ten people, a few people left, a few died, and then you and Yide came again, and now Zhang Zheng is gone, you know, no matter how you see me in your eyes, but in my eyes, you are not subordinates, not soldiers, you are our friends, you are my brothers, I am not afraid of death." I was afraid of facing death, and I used to want to go against the sky, and then I followed this path step by step, and then I became numb and no longer afraid to face death, because it almost became a set of numbers......

Guan Yu finally took the wine bag in Sima's hand, his face was full of red light, and he raised his head to drink.

"I thought I had become numb, I don't know what the hell I've become over the years, butcher?" took the wine bag handed by Guan Yu, drank without tears in one go, and wiped his drunkenness: "But until Zhang Zheng dies, I find that I can still cry, and I will feel distressed, I am happy, at least it means that I have not become numb, I am sad, I am afraid that one day, you friends, these brothers will die in battle, I will also use it as a set of numbers, and read it." ”

Guan Yu stretched out his hand and asked Liu Lan for a wine bag, but Liu Lan shook the wine bag and signaled that he was gone, Guan Yu glanced around, Zhang Fei and Li Xiang, who had been listening to the conversation between the two, immediately reacted and handed over the wine bag, one for each of them, and drank it together, Liu Lan said: "Zhang Zheng, his daughter-in-law is Yan Zhi's sister, she must be holding the child and looking forward to it at the moment, waiting for Zhang Zheng to come back in the mine, Yun Chang, do you know, when I was taken to the grassland, the first person I saw was Zhang Zheng, and I decided to rebel against the Xianbei people because of Zhang Zheng, Teacher and friend, along the way, he is like my shadow, my military, will be in good order, I have today, Zhang Zheng is the most indispensable, with his talent, really sometimes I feel that he is always behind me is a talent, he should have a greater interest, greater achievements, at least not like now with me to end up with such a result. ”

"Everyone has his choice, just like some people like to eat meat, some people like to drink, this is Zhang Zheng's choice, because Sima you have a kind of magic that can bring everyone together, even if Zhang Zheng dies in battle, I don't think he will regret following you."

"Do you know, in the mine, many people say that I am the most hard-working person, the person who wants to be a wife, but who knows, the real hard work is Zhang Zheng, not to mention the study every day, I can't even sleep for 2 hours a day, you know, he never told me about his family affairs, but I know that his background is not ordinary......"

Liu Lan was already incoherent, but with a cool breeze blowing, he vomited, Liu Lan began to vomit and said: "Just now you said that some people like to drink, some people like to eat meat, the reason why I like to eat wine is not because wine is bold, but sometimes I feel that I am too calm, I need to drink, only drunk will make me impulsive, the old man once said I, young man, don't be like the old man, isn't that life a lot more boring?" ”

For a while, Guan Yu understood what Sima meant, and everyone also understood Sima's thoughts, stood up, and swept away the depression of retreating before.

Dragoons, what if you die.

What's more, they are dragoons who only know how to fight to the death! (To be continued......)