The life of a spy is boring and dangerous, perhaps exciting, but by no means beautiful.

Brian is a tragedy, and Anastakina is not.

It's just that Brian thinks that Anastakina is deeply in love with him, even if Anastakina is a KGB and is here to rebel against him, she is still deeply in love with him.

Now it seems that everything is fake, and he is lying to himself after all.

Brian was desperate.

Looking at the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier, looking at Anastakina, Brian whispered: "I have only one question......"

"Loved."

Brian was stunned, Anastakina turned her head to look at Brian, and said with a slightly dissatisfied face: "Didn't you hear what I said just now?" I said you're the only one I've rebelled against and the only one I've ever loved, what about your attention? ”

Brian swallowed and whispered, "Just wanted to confirm." ”

"As a KGB, as a highly trained spy, I will fall in love with you, but whether I love you or not, completing the mission is the only thing that matters."

Brian sighed and said, "I heard that the KGB swallows will go through very strict training to erase all personal feelings, I don't know if this is true......"

Anastakina smiled disdainfully and said, "KGB swallows, and crows, hehe, will you believe these?" It's just a propaganda trick concocted to discredit the Soviet Union, you are also an old agent, I ask you can really be erased of all personal feelings? ”

Brian said softly, "Almost impossible. ”

Anastakina said in a deep voice: "There is only one principle, and the Motherland is above all else. ”

After saying with a serious face, Anastakina continued: "How can personal feelings be removed, and feelings can't be played, if you want a person to fall in love with you regardless of the same, then you have to really fall in love with him first, but what if I fall in love with you when I rebel against you, I will still send you to the gallows without hesitation, even if I will be in great pain for the rest of my life." ”

Brian was a little excited, because this was the third time Anastakina had said she loved him.

Anastakina said lightly: "When I was with you, I didn't know if I really loved you, because I approached you at that time to plot against you." ”

Anastakina's words sent Brian into confusion and pain.

"You treason for me, I thought this was the best outcome, because, I thought that you might defect to the Soviet Union after the mutiny, but then I knew that you were going to be a victim, a victim to cover that mole, I was miserable at that time, but I still chose to continue to lie to you."

Brian was completely confused.

Anastakina continued: "After I returned to China, I entered Moscow University, and what you said is true, the KGB really treats meritorious people very well, since I can no longer continue to perform tasks as an expatriate, then give me the best job, and I can continue to perform the duties of the KGB." ”

Brian just listened, and Anastakina continued: "I lied to myself that I didn't love you, but I found that I couldn't forget you, and both the organization and I wanted to start a new relationship, but I couldn't start a new relationship. ”

Brian was finally moved again, and he looked like he was about to cry.

Anastakina continued to say lightly: "So I understood, I was really in love with you, but you were dead, I thought you were dead, so I could only live alone, but at that time, in fact, I was not very painful, because I knew that all sacrifices were for the country, and my sacrifice was meaningful, but ......"

Anastakina sighed lightly, she looked at the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier again, and then said with a confused expression: "But why is my country suddenly gone?" ”

Brian burst into tears, and Anastakina continued to mumble to herself: "My identity was kept secret when I was arranged to enter Moscow University, but the KGB knew that I was a KGB, but after the Soviet Union was gone, no one contacted me again, and I was forgotten, completely forgotten." ”

After staring at the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier in silence and sighing, Anastakina slowly turned around and whispered, "Until someone calls me and says you want to see me...... Are you crying? ”

Brian burst into tears, he opened his arms and said to Anastakina: "I haven't forgotten you, I will never forget you, you are my motivation to survive, Kate!" ”

Brian was about to hug her, but Anastakina took a step back, and then she frowned and said with a look of disgust: "How old are you, is it nice to look like you're crying?" It's really ugly to know that you don't know what you look like! ”

Brian was stunned, and his outstretched arms didn't know where to put them.

Anastakina opened her satchel, took out a few tissues from it, put them on Brian's outstretched right hand to hug, and said in a deep voice: "Wipe it yourself!" ”

Brian took the tissue abruptly, and then he wiped his face mechanically.

Anastakina covered her forehead, shook her head gently, and said helplessly: "My mood is messed up by you, you are really too weak, Brian, our love is the tragedy of the times, you can be sad, but you can't cry, especially when you are old, because it's really ...... It's ugly! ”

Brian whispered, "I'm tears of joy, I'm so happy to see you again." ”

Anastakina frowned and said, "But I don't know how to face you, I used to love you, but do I still love you now?" I don't know, we're all old, Brian, a lot of things aren't the way we were when we were younger, I feel a little guilty about you, I miss you a little, but when I think about it calmly, I don't think it's love. ”

Brian was like a prisoner waiting to be sentenced, and Anastakina was the judge.

Brian was just too clumsy.

Yang Yi couldn't help but say: "The Soviet Union is gone, you have been forgotten, even if you don't have the previous feelings, you can start over." ”

Brian nodded vigorously, and then he said in a trembling voice: "Kate, forget the past, shall we start over?" ”

Anastakina glanced at Brian, but she didn't answer Brian, but looked at Yang Yi and said, "You're a little egg?" ”

Yang Yi was stunned.

Anastakina quietly opened the satchel, took out two pieces of paper from it, took them in her hand and said to Yang Yi: "Yarepin said that Brian was not a very smart person originally, and now he only has me in his mind and is completely useless, but the young man that Brian is following now is not bad, at least he is a smart person with brains, so if I can see you, I will give you these materials, Yarepin said that these materials may be able to play some role in your hands." ”