Chapter 1034: I'm Afraid to Die

Everyone, all they care about is themselves.

After their own affairs are solved, who cares about those who have it or not.

As for Yu Jingque's injury, then you will recover from your injuries in the hospital, is it possible that Cai Wangjin and Jian Zhi Tuohai still have to take care of it?

After sleeping on the hospital bed for a while, Yu Jingque opened his eyes and saw Ji Youning sitting on the edge of the bed, his eyes looking straight at him, motionless.

Seeing Yu Jingque wake up, the corners of Ji Youning's mouth rose slightly, wanting to give Yu Jingque a dazzling and bright smile.

But before the smile bloomed, tears burst out of his eyes and crossed his cheeks.

Tears slipped from the corners of the raised mouth, and the two feelings were strangely intertwined.

I wanted to laugh, but I couldn't help crying.

Ji Youning doesn't want to cry?

She's not a weak woman, but she can't help it, because she's really scared.

A smile at the corner of the mouth, a cry at the corner of the eye.

Yu Jingque stretched out his hand slightly to Ji Youning.

Ji Youning hurriedly took Yu Jingque's hand and put it in the palm of his hand.

"It's fine." Yu Jingque said in a somewhat dry voice.

Hurriedly getting up, Ji Youning poured some water for Yu Jingque, and slowly fed Yu Jingque to drink.

After drinking some water, Yu Jingque felt a lot more comfortable.

The two looked at each other without saying a word.

After a long time, Ji Youning spoke: "I'm so scared. ”

"I'm scared to death."

"It's as if my heart is being grabbed by a hand, as if it's about to be pinched." Ji Youning covered his chest with his other hand, as if he was still recalling the heart-wrenching feeling.

"I'm sorry to worry you." Yu Jingque pretended to be relaxed and said.

"Why?"

"Why didn't you tell me in advance." Ji Youning's eyes were filled with deep concern.

Yu Jingque didn't dare to look at Ji Youning's eyes.

"I'm the one who should be dodging the gaze." Ji Youning understands very well that Yu Jingque became like this in order to protect himself.

"It's the best outcome." Yu Jingque said with a smile.

Indeed, no one has to die.

But Yu Jingque almost died.

After saying this, Yu Jingque's fingers tapped in Ji Youning's palm.

"Is there any listening equipment in the ward?" Yu Jingque asked Ji Youning by practicing the electric key.

In the previous few words, Yu Jingque's voice was very small, just worried about this, and now he needs to be sure.

Ji Youning did not answer Yu Jingque in this way, but said directly: "No." ”

Hearing no, Yu Jingque breathed a sigh of relief.

"What about Cai Wangjin and Kenzhi Takumi?" Yu Jingque asked.

"I heard that I have gone back to the Secret Service Department, and Li Qingxi has stayed here." Ji Youning answered Yu Jingque's question.

Hearing that Cai Wangjin and Jian Zhi Tuohai had gone back to the Secret Service Department, Yu Jingque breathed a sigh of relief.

In this way, it all seems to be over.

He Siliang's identity is an anti-Manchu anti-Japanese element.

As for why?

It has nothing to do with Yu Jingque.

He only discovered He Siliang's suspicions, and he didn't know in advance that He Siliang was an anti-Manchu anti-Japanese element, so this question could not be asked to him.

And he is injured, he needs to recuperate, he doesn't have to go to the secret service department during this time, and naturally he won't have trouble coming to the door.

At this moment, Yu Jingque breathed a sigh of relief.

In order to divert Ji Youning's attention, Yu Jingque told Ji Youning about his plan of action.

"It's risky." After Ji Youning listened, he grabbed Yu Jingque's hand and subconsciously exerted force.

"But the results weren't bad." Yu Jingque said with a smile.

Although it was a little risky.

But Yu Jingque thinks it's worth it.

At least he and Ji Youning don't have to leave the Ice City, Mu Dongliang, Gu Hanyue can still work in the Ice City.

Yu Mosheng will not be implicated.

It's all worth it.

"Don't think about it, you need to get some rest." Ji Youning looked at Yu Jingque distressedly.

"Don't tell Daddy." Yu Jingque said to Ji Youning.

"Can you hide it for a while, can you hide it for a lifetime?" Ji Youning felt that Yu Mosheng would know sooner or later.

"Then let's hide it first." Yu Jingque said with a smile.

His pretense is relaxed, and in Ji Youning's opinion, it is more and more distressing.

"Are you afraid?" Ji Youning asked.

She was scared to death, she didn't know if Yu Jingque was afraid.

Hearing this question, Yu Jingque did not answer immediately.

After thinking about it for a long time, Yu Jingque looked up at Ji Youning and said, "I'm also afraid to die." ”

"There is indeed a great terror between life and death."

Yu Jingque said that he was afraid, but his tone did not change.

"What does it feel?" Ji Youning felt that his voice was trembling.

"Boundless darkness." Yu Jingque didn't want to recall that feeling, which made people feel inexplicably frightened.

Not afraid of death.

and after escaping death, there are two feelings.

Is Yu Jingque afraid of death now?

Fear!

I'm scared to death.

But if he had to choose again, he would still be.

There are many things that cannot be avoided because you are afraid.

If you run away, someone else needs to deal with it.

"It hurts...... Does it hurt? Ji Youning stretched out his hand and wanted to touch Yu Jingque's chest, but he was worried about touching Yu Jingque's wound, and his palm hesitated in mid-air.

"It doesn't hurt." Yu Jingque said with a smile.

He thinks this smile is good, but in Ji Youning's opinion, it is not so.

Ji Youning wiped away her tears, she hated herself like this, crying can't solve any problems, why should she cry?

But Ji Youning looked at Yu Jingque on the hospital bed, and her tears couldn't be stopped.

Yu Jingque stretched out his hand with great effort to wipe away Ji Youning's tears.

"We're alive." Yu Jingque whispered in Ji Youning's ear.

Hearing Yu Jingque's words, Ji Youning's tearful face also showed a dazzling smile.

yes, they're still alive.

What could be more important than that?

"We're alive." Ji Youning followed Yu Jingque and muttered.

The two of them put their foreheads together, experiencing the hard-won silence for the rest of their lives after the catastrophe.

I ate something casually at night, and the doctor said that I couldn't eat this, and I couldn't eat that, and Yu Jingque didn't know what else he could eat.

Ji Youning has already taken a long vacation at school, she has to take care of Yu Jingque, she is not worried that Yu Jingque is alone in the hospital.

Although Yu Jingque said, there is no need.

But he couldn't resist Ji Youning.

It's not that you go during the day and come at night, but you don't go to school during the day.

Because Yu Jingque's injury this time was serious and his mobility was inconvenient, Ji Youning wanted to take care of it more.

Here in school, it's not easy to take long vacations.

But if someone is willing to help substitute for teaching, it is Gu Hanyue.

Although Gu Hanyue's major is Japanese, she can also help with Ji Youning's class.

The school agreed to Ji Youning's request for a long vacation.

As for Gu Hanyue, she came to the hospital the next day and brought gifts to visit Yu Jingque, a patient.

In fact, Yu Jingque knew that it was Chen Xiqiao who asked Gu Hanyue to come, and Chen Xiqiao and Mu Dongliang both wanted to know about Yu Jingque's injury, so they could only let Gu Hanyue come to investigate.

Faced with Gu Hanyue's arrival, Ji Youning set aside some time for Yu Jingque and Gu Hanyue to spend time alone.

With a concerned look, Ji Youning left the ward.

Gu Hanyue looked at Yu Jingque on the hospital bed, which was no better than Ji Youning at that time.

"When are you going to see me?" Yu Jingque asked with a smile.

Gu Hanyue came back to her senses and asked, "How did you make it like this?" ”

This matter can't be told to Gu Hanyue, it's not clear.

Yu Jingque could only say: "It involves the task of the military commander." ”

Gu Hanyue also knew about Yu Jingque's undercover military commander, and it was easy to explain what he said.

"You ......"

Gu Hanyue wanted to say something, but she couldn't say anything.

Isn't their line of work, not dying, the greatest blessing?