The inner bathroom is full of steam.

The Queen Mother soaked in the huge white porcelain bathtub and leaned her head on the leather cushions on the edge of the bathtub.

The long waterfall-like hair ripples slightly on the surface of the water.

Beneath the surface of the water, beautiful ketones loom bright.

Thoughts are numerous, drifting around, but like this hazy fog in the room, I can't grasp a clear clue.

He should have returned to the small station barracks, right?

The stormy joy has passed...... An hour, right?

However, every time I thought about the joyful situation, the body of the Queen Mother still throbbed; Between the cherry lips and teeth, they still spit out a murmur.

He has never been as ...... as he is today Rough, but I have never been as ...... as I am today Comfortable.

You haven't taken off your armor yet, have you? He put it on the dresser - this kind of thing, can you still do it in this kind of place?!

And then? When was he hugged again? Then, he rubbed his back and turned over, and then ...... God, this kind of thing can still be done from behind! ……

The Queen Mother clearly remembers that in the dressing mirror, the violent and chaotic spring color is boundless, without beginning and end.

What did he say afterwards? Well, "the pleasure of the boudoir is more than that of the thrush".

In the huge bathroom, there was no second person, but the royal sister was still as red as fire, she took a deep breath, her body sank down, and the whole person was submerged in the water.

After a long while, she resurfaced and let out a long breath.

Brush away your long, wet hair. Shook his head slightly. The gaze is fiery and clear.

Those unpredictable thoughts. The context is clear.

She was sure that something crucial had changed, and she herself ...... It's changed.

Because of what? Well, it's because of this "Queen Mother's Parade". The trip to Tianjin was more than half of the schedule, but Cixi had clearly felt its impact, and it was deep. Far away.

A qiē seems to be different.

Yehnara. Xingzhen, for the first time in her life, enjoyed the joy of men and women in the true sense; I vaguely understood what true couple love is.

Before Guan Zhuofan, Aixin Jueluo. Yi Su is her first and only man. This person is the only thing she and her family have to do with honor and disgrace, blessing and misfortune, life and death. For her, this person. The meaning of "man" is secondary. Sometimes there is even no zài; The meaning of "master" is the first, even the only.

After entering the palace, the only content of her life is to go all out, get close to this supreme being, smile and laugh, and work hard to obtain the qualification of his fertility tool, and then strive to successfully produce.

In this process, the most ordinary and ordinary girl in the 21st century can enjoy the joy and love from the opposite sex, but the beautiful and fragrant Lan'er-Lan Guiren-Yi Guifei, but she can't enjoy it.

Between normal couples, all kinds of happiness and distress that can only exist have nothing to do with her.

Spiritually, it is actually like this physically—although she has already given birth to a child, the happiness that male and female sex brings to her is actually extremely indifferent. When she had sex, everything she did was for the happiness of the man who was lying on her stomach, and tried her best to leave his "seed". The heart and mind are not on their own feelings, so how can they really appreciate the joy of fish and water?

But she is also a woman with strong vitality, and she has an irresolvable need in her physiology, the faint unwillingness and depression, the quiet night devouring her heart, and the taste of it, only she knows it.

Sometimes she also thinks, maybe between men and women, that's what is going on?

However, I can't be reconciled to anything! Because, sometimes I sleep alone, I can't help but rub my body secretly, and the sudden strong feeling and pleasure seem to exceed the tactful plea under that man!

These circumstances, even in the days when she received the grace alone, were roughly the same, but Cheng Dù was different.

As for Concubine Li's seizure of favor, for three full years, she failed to kiss Tianze, was lonely and cold, and was close to the taste of being a widow, not to mention.

Until she met Guan Zhuofan.

Sometimes, she will inexplicably feel a strong feeling: starting from the sea of flowers like clouds, starting from the tent in the sea of flowers, starting from the word "dare" that he gritted his teeth and saying, starting from being grabbed by his hand - her life can be regarded as the real "beginning"!

I thought that the flowering period had passed, and the red face would wither, but who knew that the spring wind and rain and dew overnight, my body, my heart, like the pear blossoms of thousands of trees, rushed to let go angrily!

At the beginning, I still had a mentality of "enveloping" and "cheating"; When the curtain was lowered just now, I also made up my mind to completely give up this bad relationship - but after all, I couldn't give it up!

Her body and mind were protesting against her sanity. Fang Jiayuan's old love is revived, although she herself refuses to admit it directly-but she took the initiative to prepare a "gentle trap" for him! He, without hesitation, stepped in.

He went to the United States. A man on the other side of the ocean always comes to her dreams at night. The thoughts of the day and night made Cixi completely understand: she and him are really inseparable.

She sometimes wonders, what is the benefit of this man? Can't just because of him...... That "talk" is easy to use, right?

The Queen Mother's face turned red.

No, what I got from him was more than just the joy of clouds and rain. The smile that pops up on his face at the thought of him, the heartbeat that quickens at the sight of him, doesn't always contain carnal desires.

Well, is he bold and unscrupulous, indomitable, he is wrapped in his "manhood", and he is willing to be tactful from the bottom of his heart?

It seems to be, and it doesn't seem to be. I always feel that there are more important things in it, and I haven't seen and figured it out clearly.

This trip to Tianjin, seeing each other day and night, is almost a "bright shop and dark cover". Cixi gradually woke up: she and him, in the name of the monarch and minister, in fact, each other's mentality is more like ...... Husband and wife.

That is, between men and women, it is more equal and more natural. Whether it is affection or flesh, they all take care of each other and ask for each other, and no one side overwhelms the other. Whether it is male to female, or female to male, there is no such situation as zài's own admiration for the first emperor, blind only to the best, and cautious and fearful.

This discovery made Cixi suddenly enlightened, and a new and attractive new world seemed to appear in front of her eyes.

An irrepressible urge to enter this new world with "him" surged up from the bottom of her heart and could not be driven away.

Cixi also once doubted that he was a king, he was a minister, and he would ...... to himself. On second thought, how could it be! No matter how he tosses himself or what embarrassing tricks he plays-just like today, he moves everyone to the dresser-he is all according to him, and he is "tactful".

Sometimes, I can't stand it anymore, so I have to beg him. As for him, sometimes he is willing to listen, sometimes he is unwilling to listen - when he refuses to listen, he has no choice but to let him be "presumptuous".

To be honest, when he did "that thing", he looked domineering, as if he was a king and he was a minister.

However, when this "crotch minister", he is willing.

The face of the Queen Mother was red again.

Cixi's sense is very keen, and her "qualitative" relationship with Guan Zhuofan inadvertently uses a very accurate key word - equality.

In Guan Zhuofan, she found a kind of "charm" that Guan herself was not clearly aware of.

In the original time and space, Guan Zhuofan was not a lover saint, but he had a trait that modern people are born with: respect for women. This respect did not exist in China in the mid-nineteenth century, or even anywhere in the world at that time, including Europe and the United States. At that time, Europe and the United States were also inferior to men, and the status of women was only higher than that of the East.

Guan Zhuofan's trait, all the women who have deep contact with him, are all keenly aware of it-because in this era, this is really too special.

Bai and Ming can feel it, Hu Qingqing and Yang Wan'er can feel it, Jacqueline and Mia can feel it, and Yehenara can feel it. Xingzhen can feel it too.

*(To be continued......)