Chapter 6: Metamorphosis
Just when he was thinking about making up a nonsense to cover up the past, Xiao Ran used his elbow to push the little fat man, and then cautiously said to Yang Yi: "Then your driver's license ......?"
"Oh, my driver's license has been revoked."
Xiao Ran immediately looked very apologetic, and then she said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, I'll give you money, little fatty, lend me 10,000 yuan, no, lend me 30,000 yuan." ”
The little fat man was surprised and said, "Damn! You crashed my car and still borrowed money from me? ”
Xiao Ran turned her head, lowered her voice, and gritted her teeth: "It's not that I won't pay you back!" Be smart! Transfer money on your mobile phone, hurry up and give money to others! ”
Yang Yi smiled and waved his hand, and said, "Forget it, I don't want the 10,000 yuan, and you can borrow money." ”
Xiao Ran looked at Yang Yi and said in surprise: "Why don't you want it?" If you lose your driver's license, you will have to be compensated, so you will be given 30,000 yuan, or how much will you say? ”
Yang Yi smiled: "Forget it, I was short of money a while ago, but now I am not short of money, as for the driver's license, I won't need it in the future anyway, it doesn't matter if there is a kind of one." ”
The little fat man immediately gave a thumbs up and said with a happy face: "Dude is arrogant!" ”
Xiao Ran glared at the little fat man next to him dissatisfied, then looked at Yang Yi and said, "Why don't you need your driver's license?" ”
"I want to go abroad, and I can't use my domestic driver's license, so I just need to go out and take the test again."
"Abroad, that country?"
"It should be England."
"I'm studying in the UK, well, as you can see, I'm at Trinity College, but I'm graduating and going back to the United States soon."
"Oh, is it? Hehe, that's really a coincidence. ”
Yang Yi smiled very sincerely, although he had known about Xiao Ran's situation for a long time, but this kind of thing was not something that could be shown off.
Xiao Ran took out her mobile phone and said, "Leave a phone number, and I will definitely give you the money, whatever you say is good." ”
Now, Yang Yi is really not short of money, because since he wants to go abroad, the car must be sold, and his car is worth a few dollars, and it will cost more than one million when it lands, plus he threw in more than 500,000 yuan before and after the modification, even if he is in a hurry, he can at least sell it for one million, so it really doesn't matter if Xiao Ran gives him 10,000 yuan or 30,000 yuan.
Money doesn't matter, but people are very important, beauties are also a scarce resource at any time, Yang Yi waited until now just to get a phone.
Very happily exchanged contact information, and the anxious little fat man who was waiting on the side said: "Okay, let's go quickly, I have to go to the parking lot to pick up my car, or you two go to have a meal or something, I'll pick up the car myself?" ”
Xiao Ran said impatiently: "What are you anxious about?" How can I go back when you're gone. ”
The little fat man said with a bitter face: "I said Miss Xiao, do you think this guy is handsome?" I'm a man, I think he's handsome! Is the character good? That's great! You said that you have no object for such a big person, and it's hard to find one who is a scumbag, anyway, the two of you are also fateful, why don't you two try it together? Hey, buddy, you don't have a girlfriend, do you? ”
Yang Yi immediately shook his head and said, "No, this is not looking for it." ”
The little fat man slapped his hand and said to Xiao Ran: "Damn!" God-given fate, if you don't go to eat first, I'll leave! ”
Xiao Ran said angrily: "Stop me!" Don't mention today's matter to your mother, let alone my mother, and besides, aren't you still chasing me? What's the matter, this changes your mind? You're not a good thing to have a virtue with that bastard inside. ”
The little fat man said with a disdainful face: "Come on, you are three years older than me, it turns out that I am too young and ignorant to have a crush on you, now, what kind of beauty am I......"
Xiao Ran raised his hand and was about to fight, but the little fat man turned his head and left, and said loudly as he walked: "Don't touch my car again in the future!" You can't even sit on it! ”
The little fat man just left, Xiao Ran turned to look at Yang Yi, very embarrassed and said gently: "This is a friend of mine, my dad and his dad have a very good relationship, it turns out that they are still neighbors, the car is his, I drove his car out and didn't tell his family, this car is just like his heart, as soon as he saw that the car was gone, he immediately called the police, otherwise he wouldn't have pulled you in, I'm really sorry." ”
Yang Yi smiled: "It's okay, where are you going now?" I'll have to drive my car too, and if you go back to the taxi place, we'll be able to go back together." ”
After tossing all afternoon, it was already dark, and it was indeed time to eat, Xiao Ran looked around, and then said: "Why don't you eat first and then go back, I'll have a treat, and there is always money for dinner." ”
"Don't, I'm going back to eat too, my car is still thrown, and it's troublesome to tow it away for me."
The next thing was logical, the two took a car and returned to the place where they met, Yang Yi's car was indeed posted, but fortunately it was not towed, so the two drove Yang Yi's car again and began to look for a place to eat.
Holding the steering wheel, Yang Yi, who thought that he would never have psychological fluctuations, was reluctant.
Although Yang Yi will never change his mind, not to mention that he can't leave if he wants to leave now, but he is suddenly about to leave the home where he has lived for more than ten years, and he will leave forever, how can he not leave at all.
And Yang Yi is most reluctant to his car, this car has not been bought for half a year, Yang Yi has been thinking about how to change the car every day for half a year, it has just been modified and tuned to the best state, and the steering wheel has not been hotted to be sold, how can you not feel distressed.
Seeing that Yang Yi suddenly seemed to be a different person after getting into the car, his mouth was not poor, he was not smiling, holding the steering wheel for a long sigh, Xiao Ran couldn't help but say curiously: "What's wrong?" It looks like life and death. ”
Xiao Ran saw it quite accurately, Yang Yi smiled bitterly and said: "Yes, I just want to part, my car has cost me a lot of effort, and I am really reluctant to sell it now." ”
"Why sell? Oh, if you're going abroad, you don't have to sell it, keep it, and it's not like you won't drive when you come back, let your family watch it, and you can't drive it once in a while. ”
Yang Yi said in a ghostly manner: "I don't have a family, and I can't come back." ”
As soon as the words came out, Yang Yi immediately woke up.
What's wrong with him, talking nonsense for a while with a beautiful woman who is destined to never be seen again, trying to see if something can happen before leaving, but how can he not control his emotions and tell some big truths.
Xiao Ran looked shocked, and then she said cautiously, "No...... Family? ”
"Well, my parents are dead, and I have no relatives, so I'm alone."
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
"It's fine."
Xiao Ran said cautiously: "Then you are going to immigrate?" Or are foreign nationals going back? ”
Yang Yi was stunned for a moment, because he was originally a Chinese national, but he became a British citizen before he was one year old, and after his parents died, he returned to China and restored his Chinese nationality, but after leaving this time, it is really impossible to say what nationality he will be.
It may be that Yang Yi will have no nationality in the future, and it is also possible that he will have many nationalities of many countries, but even if he has a nationality, the most likely thing is that it is fake.
"I'm a Chinese, immigrant, well, maybe."
Yang Yi answered Xiao Ran's question vaguely, and Xiao Ran said disapprerovingly: "Do you want to immigrate to the UK?" I'm an American citizen, and I don't want to immigrate, but it doesn't matter, it's just a nationality. ”
It's just a nationality, and it's really simple and easy to listen to Xiao Ran, because it's really just a passport issue for her.
But for Yang Yi, nationality is not just a passport, but a sense of belonging and something more important.
Yang Yi hasn't gone abroad yet, but he feels that he has no roots.
So Yang Yi was even more sad, and at this moment, he saw a restaurant.
It was a noodle restaurant, quite small, but Yang Yi used to go to dinner often, and accidentally saw a familiar restaurant, which made his psychology even more complicated.
How do you feel reluctant to look at anything?
Even a restaurant that originally thought it didn't taste good, but it was just close to the picture and often ate it, felt kind and reluctant.
Yang Yi felt a little angry and spurned for his own psychology, because the life he would inevitably live in the future, this kind of strong reluctance and attachment is an emotion that must not be had.
secretly hated that he didn't seem to be as strong and decisive as he imagined, but Yang Yi still stepped on the brakes, and then said in an unquestionable tone: "Let's eat noodles here!" ”
"Okay, is there a parking space?"
Xiao Ran's concern is obviously not on the same frequency as Yang Yi.
Yang Yi ordered two bowls of noodles, although he couldn't finish them, he wanted to eat both flavors, although there was still a month to go, but he began to have an extremely strong sense of urgency.
It's like you won't be able to eat it again after today.
Because of some emotional instability, Yang Yi lost most of his attention to the big beauties in front of him, and Xiao Ran suddenly said when he was eating his noodles carelessly: "I'm going to leave too, I'll leave tomorrow." ”
"Hmm."
"I was going to come back this time and not leave, at least I had to stay for a long time, but ......"
Xiao Ran suddenly couldn't go on, she choked up a little, and said in a low voice: "My first love, it doesn't matter if my first love is an online relationship, it doesn't matter if it's a long-distance relationship, but the person I love is still having an extramarital relationship." ”
Yang Yi said a little casually: "Be content, it's good that you didn't climb into someone's bed, uh, you just said your first love?" ”
Xiao Ran glared at Yang Yi a little angrily, and said, "Have you listened to what I said, what happened to my first love?" ”
Yang Yi shook his head and said, "No, I'm curious that you are so beautiful, you shouldn't be in this situation." ”
"There are a lot of people who like me, but I don't like it, hum, the most hated are those men who think they are handsome but are actually sissies."
"Then I'll have to say something, and you have a crush on one of those goods? This shows that your vision is very problematic, and you have to be more accurate when you look at people in the future. ”
"I said you wouldn't be able to talk? Didn't you see people upset? ”
Xiao Ran looked very annoyed, Yang Yi sighed, and said, "Don't be sad, you have to think like this, you have had a good chat with that person this year, right?" I can't see it, but I feel happy, right? You didn't suffer anything, and you also blew his nose and made him ...... Anyway, it's miserable, well, anyway, I don't think you need to be angry, you should be happy and glad. ”
Xiao Ran tilted his head sideways, chopsticks stirred around in the bowl, and after thinking for a long time, he suddenly smiled and said, "What you said also makes sense." ”
Although Yang Yi was full of sorrow, he still felt a feeling of spring breeze when he looked at Xiao Ran and smiled.
Xiao Ran exhaled, wiped her eyes, and said softly: "Change the subject, what are you doing in the UK?" Study abroad? ”
"Work, I'm going to get a job."
"You're not going to school anymore?"
"Graduated."
"How old are you so early?"
“22。”
"Graduated at 22? What University? Sorry, I'm not interrogating you, I'm just a little curious, you don't have to answer. ”
"Qingbei University, majoring in international relations, I graduated a little early."
Yang Yi said in his heart that I still have a double bachelor's degree in international relations and history of international relations, although there is not much difference between the two departments.
Xiao Ran said with admiration: "I'm 21, a sophomore, I told you that I'm at Trinity College, Cambridge, you can find me to play in the UK, believe me, my driving skills are actually really good, I have driven 280 on the track." ”
"The track and the road are two different things."
Xiao Ran pouted and said, "It was just an accident, I was used to driving here in the UK and was not used to it for a while." ”
Yang Yi thought that he couldn't finish two bowls of noodles, but he actually finished eating them all, took a napkin and wiped his mouth, and then he didn't answer Xiao Ran's words, and said with a smile: "I'm tired enough today, go back early, I can send you." ”
Xiao Ran looked at Yang Yi and said in a strange tone unique to a little girl: "I thought you would invite me to play something." ”
"Forget it, aren't you going to the United States tomorrow, it's very tiring to fly."
"Well, I thought about it, in fact, I can not leave, anyway, I came back from this holiday just to ...... I was able to go back as planned, and the tickets were booked anyway. ”
Yang Yi smiled, and then he said apologetically: "But I'm leaving tomorrow, I have to go back and have a good night's rest, so I'm sorry." ”
Xiao Ran sighed, her face also faded, and then she said softly: "It's okay, you send me back, I'll give you the money, whether you want this money or not, I always have to give it to you, I don't like to owe others." ”
"Let's go back, don't you have a phone?"
Of course, Yang Yi could see that Xiao Ran had a good impression of him, and if he continued to contact, maybe something would really happen, but it was destined to be impossible to have results, and at most there would only be a month together, so it was better not to continue to develop.
If you don't know what your future is, you can still be willful, if you know what you will do next, but you still hurt others and yourself, you are a bastard, and Yang Yi is not a bastard.
Just the time to eat the bowl of noodles.
No, it was the time to eat two bowls of noodles that Yang Yi completed his transformation.
In the afternoon, Yang Yi was still a recent graduate, at an age when he only wanted to have fun, but in the evening, he was ready to face a life that was not necessarily beautiful but certainly exciting.
That is, the time of two bowls of noodles, attachment, reluctance, regret, and many emotions have been pressed by Yang Yi in the deepest part of his heart.
A lot of emotions won't go away, that's impossible, but it shouldn't come out easily.
It should be difficult for a normal person, but for Yang Yi, who spent his childhood in desperate loneliness, he has accumulated all the elements needed to complete the transformation, so completing the transformation is as simple as that.