Chapter 918: Too much to worry about
"Did she say anything else?" Wei Xueying frowned slightly, she was not surprised that Mo Huayuan came to find her, and she vaguely guessed what Mo Huayuan would say!
"Nope." Lichun shook his head, Mo Huayuan said that he wanted to see Wei Xueying when he came, and left when he learned that Wei Xueying was inconvenient.
"Got it, let's go have dinner!" Wei Xueying walked to the dining table, and after eating, she went to find Mo Huayuan.
She was afraid that if she didn't go to Mo Huayuan, Mo Huayuan would think more.
Lichun waited for Wei Xueying to have dinner on the side, but from time to time, her mood was very low, as if she was unhappy.
Wei Xueying saw it in her eyes and couldn't help but wonder: "Lichun, what did you encounter?" Where are you unhappy? ”
Lichun hurriedly shook his head and signaled that it was okay: "No, the queen mother, you are too worried." She just unconsciously thought of Yu Fengcheng again.
She was bitter, feeling that she was really a slut in love, knowing that she couldn't, she still fell into it all the time, and completely blamed herself.
Even if you want to forget, in the early stage, it is so difficult.
"Lichun, if you are unhappy, don't hold it in your heart, just say what you have, and this palace will naturally share your worries." Wei Xueying said with concern that Lichun was not only her maid, but also more like a sister.
Lichun smiled brightly, and said in a light tone: "The slave knows that the queen is good to the slave, so the queen can rest assured, the slave is fine." As he spoke, he also turned around in front of Wei Xueying: "Look, the slave eats well, sleeps well, and even her figure is blessed, where can there be anything?" ”
Wei Xueying smiled knowingly, since Lichun was reluctant to say, she would not continue to ask, but she should be more concerned and pay attention to Lichun's recent actions.
After dinner, Wei Xueying went to the palace of Mo Huayuan.
Mo Huayuan was surprised for a moment when she learned that Xue Ying was coming, and then went out to greet her: "The concubine is the queen mother." ”
Wei Xueying waved her hand and smiled: "Excuse me!" ”
Mo Huayuan got up and looked at Wei Xueying, who was smiling, and felt a moment in her heart: "Queen Mother, the concubine found that your heart is sometimes very good, but sometimes it is cruel. ”
Wei Xueying was stunned, she didn't expect her to have such a position in Mo Huayuan's heart, she smiled indifferently: "Different people have different treatments. ”
Mo Huayuan was taken aback by Wei Xueying's answer, and then smiled.
She thought that Wei Xueying was also a lot more tolerant of her, because the two of them had hatred, use, and complaining, as well as forgiveness and help, and the ordinary face so far is all due to Wei Xueying's calmness and the heart that is willing to forgive her.
"Bengong thinks, you have made a decision." Wei Xueying looked at Mo Huayuan with a smile, Mo Huayuan looked for her, it was nothing more than a decision to stay or go.
Mo Huayuan nodded, walked to the door, looked at the white clouds in the sky, and showed yearning: "Concubine..... I want to leave. Thinking about it, she decided to let go of all the past, she didn't care what country hated and family feuds, she wanted to live her own life, a life that belonged to her alone.
Of course, she also has the baby in her belly.
For this child, she had hatred, resentment, and even pain, but when Wei Xueying's words came down, she was awakened.
She wants to keep this child, even if Duanmuqing shouldn't be, but this child is innocent, she can't put all the hatred on the child because of the hatred of adults, it's not fair to the child, and this is not only Duanmuqing's child, but also her child.
She has nothing, no relatives and friends in this world, not even a person who loves herself, she is alone There is no point in living, she wanted to leave, but she was reluctant, from the moment she knew that she had a small life in her belly, she realized that she was not alone.
She has experienced death, knows that death is very simple, but it is very difficult to live, and it is a very beautiful thing to be able to live, so she wants to live well, find a place where no one is there to give birth to the child, bring the child up, and live the life of the mountains and countryside, and that kind of day is the happiest!
Think about it, what if she is a princess? What if she enjoyed all the glory and wealth in the first half of her life, she lost too much after all, so in the second half of her life, she wanted to live an ordinary life and want more.
Wei Xueying heard the answer she wanted to know, and her smile deepened: "Okay, this palace will help you leave." "She is a mother, and she understands Mo Huayuan's choice better.
She also guessed early that Mo Huayuan would choose to leave for the sake of the child.
Mo Huayuan looked at Wei Xueying with gratitude, with tears in her eyes: "Thank you, Wei Xueying, really." For Wei Xueying, she didn't know what to say, the only thing she could say was thank you.
Wei Xueying shook her head and showed a light smile: "No need to say thank you, this is what this palace owes you." What I do now is just for peace of mind. All she did was just to repay Mo Huayuan for saving her life.
Mo Huayuan raised her brows slightly, thinking about Wei Xueying's words, she was bitter: "Even if you don't mention it, the concubine will never forget the harm she hurt you before." ”
"Mo Huayuan, don't worry too much about some things, it's time to let go. Who hasn't been younger? Who has not made a mistake? Wei Xueying sighed and said in a tone similar to that of an old man: "Moreover, people can't keep chasing after their previous mistakes, they should look forward." "The feud between her and Mo Huayuan should have been dispersed a long time ago, what can you do if you hold on to it?
Sometimes grievances between people are not settled by death.
Mo Huayuan smiled with relief, looked at Wei Xueying and pleaded, "Sister Xueying, can I hug you?" "I still remember that when we first met, she was also called Wei Xueying like this.
Now, she is not as a concubine, but as a younger sister.
Wei Xueying nodded and smiled softly: "Yes." From Mo Huayuan's face, Wei Xueying saw the innocence and beauty when she first saw Mo Huayuan.
So, Mo Huayuan took the initiative to support Wei Xueying, and a relieved smile appeared on his face.
After a long time, Mo Huayuan let go of Wei Xueying.
"It's getting late, you should rest early! Tomorrow I will let Lichun take you away, you can get ready. Wei Xueying smiled lightly, with a hint of affection in her eyes.
Mo Huayuan nodded slightly, since she believed in Wei Xueying, she didn't need to ask how to leave, because Wei Xueying would arrange for her to leave.
"I'm leaving." Wei Xueying said goodbye and turned to leave, but after taking a few steps, she paused, and her voice was a little complicated, and she said in a different language: "Take care all the way." After saying that, he stepped away.
Mo Huayuan's grateful tears finally came out of her eyes, and she looked at Wei Xueying's back and left, with gratitude and apology, until Wei Xueying's back disappeared.
Wei Xueying and Lichun walked on the way back to the palace, because there were only the two of them, and now it was night, they were walking in the corridor, Wei Xueying whispered to Lichun: "Tomorrow, you go to Huazili to fake death medicine, and then give it to Nanhou Niangniang, and after she fakes her death, she will report to the palace, and the palace will let you transport her body out, and when she wakes up, let her go wherever she wants."