Sixty, don't forget me

Xue Pan poured Aunt Mei a glass of wine, "Aunt Mei came to our house, and I haven't asked you yet, these days, you are doing well." ”

"There is nothing good or bad about life," Aunt Mei shook her head, "I used to embroider at home, and now I also embroider in the house, it's just a change of place to work, counting, there is no difference, I'm used to it these days." ”

"It's not necessarily a good day to get used to," Xue Pan said with a smile, he picked up his wine glass and toasted Aunt Mei, "How do I thinkβ€”maybe it's my delusion, why do I think Aunt Mei is not happy to stay at home?" ”

"There's nothing unhappy."

"Then why do you see that your face is getting worse day by day? I used to laugh, but now I don't smile anymore, and I have more time with a straight face every day, if there is anything, you tell me that the rules are bigger, and you are probably not allowed to do this or that, if I can help anything, you can just tell me directly. ”

Aunt Mei looked at Xue Pan and opened her mouth to speak, but she didn't know where to start, she was full of thoughts, but she was afraid that no one could say it, Xue Pan asked again, Aunt Mei glared at Xue Pan and lowered her head, "I have nothing to say." ”

"How can you say nothing?" Xue Pan shook his head and said, "I really don't understand the girl's mind. ”

Aunt Mei was a little depressed, picked up the Dicui pastel pear blossom cup, and drank the daughter red in the cup in one gulp, she didn't know how to drink, so she drank such a cup, she choked suddenly, and couldn't help coughing, Xue Pan smiled, "It's urgent to drink like this, but it's not good, you have to drink it slowly." Having said that, he still poured a glass for Aunt Mei, "Let's drink this cup slowly." ”

Aunt Mei covered her mouth with her sleeve and coughed a few times, her face turned red, "The other day I went to the Peace Temple to pray for blessings, and the spiritual post there said that it was extremely effective, I personally embroidered a purse and put it in front of the Buddha for a few days, and I got it back today," Aunt Mei took a golden purse from her sleeve, stretched out her hand and prepared to hand it to Xue Pan, but put it on the table again, "Uncle, please take it." ”

Xue Pan took the purse, looked at it through the sun, embroidered with gold and five-colored auspicious clouds, there was a small dragon shuttling in the sea of clouds looming, casually moved, but it became the word Xue, this word is still thin gold, Aunt Mei embroidered this thing can be regarded as an excellent embroidery, using the technique of re-embroidery, Xue Pan was very happy after seeing it, and repeatedly played with it, "I still bother you to do it with such a mind, it's really not useful." ”

"What is this, all I can do is this little thing," Aunt Mei lowered her head, raised her head and asked Xue Pan at this time, she saw Xue Pan put the purse in her sleeve, and her eyes showed a happy look, "I really can't help the uncle, only this kind of small object is on my mind." ”

"As long as you do it, I naturally like it," Xue Pan smiled, he didn't know that this was a little ambiguous, and he felt that something was wrong after saying it, but at this time he was a little drunk, so he didn't care about it, "It's just that there is no need to be like this, in the end, it is a matter of bothering and bothering eyes, young people, and it is not worth it if their eyes are broken in the future." ”

"My mother used to embroider under the lamp all day with a bad eye, and now she almost can't see anything," said Aunt May, "just for the sake of my uncle...... This embroidery of these things, it doesn't matter. ”

She suddenly remembered what her mother had said to her in the past, "As long as you embroider something for your father, even if you are blind, it doesn't matter, as long as a woman is willing to do anything for her beloved." Thinking of this, Aunt Mei couldn't help but feel pounding in her heart, she was dizzy after drinking, and at this time, her mouth was dry, her lips were slightly open, but she couldn't say anything.

"It's just that many times," Aunt Mei remembered the way her mother spoke lonely, "it took so much effort to embroider things, and things are just things, what matters is the mind, and others may not be able to look down on them." ”

Xue Pan saw Aunt Mei in a daze, so she smiled and said, "The family is almost cleaned up, and I am ready to choose a good day to go to Beijing, last time I asked Aunt Mei, you said that you don't know how yet, and it happens that you are here today, but I want to ask you if you want to go to Duzhong together." ”

Aunt Mei lowered her head and thought about it, her original intention was to go, although she had no other expectations, if she could see Xue Pan occasionally, she was already satisfied, but she was afraid, afraid that she would not be able to restrain this kind of excessive and unruly freak thoughts, it was okay to say in Jinling, but if she arrived in the capital, she was afraid that there would be thousands of pairs of eyes staring, in case she showed her traces, she was afraid that it would provoke Xue Pan to be ruined, Aunt Mei thought of this section, and shook her head slowly but firmly, "I don't want to go to Luoyang." ”

Xue Panqi said, "What? Everyone in the family is gone, so will you stay alone in Jinling? I heard that it is very lively, and there are many interesting things, and I went to Duzhong this time, but I am afraid that I don't know when I will come back, and when you stay here alone, it will not be so convenient to take care of your home. ”

"Uncle goes to the capital, no one can stare at the weaving mansion here," Aunt Mei has already thought of a few high-sounding reasons, at this time Xue Pan asked, she said calmly, "I am the only one who can re-embroider now, although I also chose some embroidery girls to teach them all slowly, but the time is still too short, I can't learn much ability, weaving mansion here, if I am not there, I am afraid that the errand handed in in the future is easy to make mistakes, the uncle is in front of this admiral, no matter how big the official is in the future, This admiral can always be hereditary, this is an iron rice bowl that cannot be broken, I want to help the uncle take care of this place. ”

"Besides, my parents are in Jinling, and if I leave, it will be a pity not to see them," Aunt Mei sighed, "Therefore, I don't want to enter Beijing, so I came here to tell the uncle so that he can be prepared." ”

But if you make it clear that you want me to go, I will definitely be a thousand mountains and rivers, and the sword mountain and the sea of fire will also go.

Xue Pan nodded, a little regretful, but very understanding, "What you said is also reasonable, it's just, since you don't want to go, just stay in Jinling, the house is also spacious, if you have time, go to the weaving factory to have a look, if you don't want to, stay alone, and meet your family." ”

"Yes," Aunt Mei didn't know why, she suddenly only felt a little sad, she forced a smile, "Uncle went to Duzhong, but he can't forget me." ”