Chapter 1021: Silence
"You cheer me up, tell me who you are, say your name!" She grabbed me by the collar and pulled me down in front of her, almost snorting to the tip of her nose.
"Who am I? I don't know, I don't know ......! I muttered like a mantra, my eyes glazed off as I fell to my knees and broke free of her hand, rummaging through the rubble around me.
"What are you doing? Hear clearly, you are Li Feng, codenamed Assassin, a sniper of Caesar's mercenaries, and you are a soldier. "She grabbed my hair and kept yelling, what was she shouting, why was she so fierce to me, why was she grabbing my hair, was she going to kill me?
I looked at the woman in front of me in confusion, and a bunch of childish and ridiculous questions inexplicably appeared in my mind.
"Li Feng, can you say a word, just a word, just a word, please, for God's sake, can you say a word?" She loosened my hair and hugged me tightly, didn't she want to kill me? Why not kill, I should die, yes, I should die.
"Boom!" I suddenly pushed the woman away, slammed my head on the floor, knocked a hole in the wooden floor, and my forehead instantly swollen, I didn't want to feel it, and kept muttering, "I should die, damn, damn it......" and hit the floor hard again.
"Stop, listen to the assassin, you still have something very important to do, you still have a blood revenge to avenge, the guy who sent someone to kill your parents is still at large, we're going to kill him, understand?"
She was holding my shoulders with her hands and shouting something, I couldn't hear it, I didn't want to hear it, I was going to find my parents, yes, I should find them, yes, find them.
I pushed away the woman in front of me and continued to rummage through the rubble, removing the fallen sofa and broken furniture, I kept searching, and found the shattered corpses piece by piece, but in the end, the scraps of flesh could not be put together.
I gathered them together, I couldn't tell who was who, I knelt in front of the pile of flesh and blood, picked up the arm with the ring, gently took off the ring, put it on my little finger, I don't know why I did it, everything was a subconscious reaction, my brain had fallen into chaos, smelling the bloody breath, I don't know how long it took, suddenly I lost consciousness in front of my eyes.
When I woke up, I didn't know where I was, I didn't want to know, I lay in bed and opened my eyes and stared at the ceiling blankly, not even blinking my eyelids, until I fell asleep again, and continued to be in a daze after waking up.
Later, I couldn't tell if I was awake or asleep, there were always people saying something in my ear, but I just couldn't hear it, sometimes I felt someone pour something into my mouth, and then it flowed out of the corner of my mouth, and then they pricked me with needles, it didn't matter, anyway, I didn't know the pain, my body was like a necrotic shell, I didn't feel it when I stabbed it with a knife.
Sometimes I feel like I'm running, sometimes I feel like I'm flying, as if I'm changing places every day, there are always people around me who annoy me, but I can't even see their faces clearly, and the state of every day is sleeping, dazed, sleeping, dazed, as if it is an endless endless loop.
Silence, silence all the time, for a whole month, I didn't say a word, like a vegetative person, pulled on the bed, urinated on the bed, and lived on the infusion of nutrient solution every day.
Every day there is a woman by my side, I can feel it, but I can't remember who she is, she babbles and talks nonsense every day, sometimes she cries, she beats me while crying, it is strange to say, I can't hear a word of what she says, but I can always know that she is crying, I can feel the heat of tears falling on the back of my hand.
Suddenly, one day, she didn't appear, and she didn't see anyone for three days in a row, until she reappeared, she was carried in front of me by a group of people, I smelled blood, and subconsciously turned my head, but saw a bloody face.
Gradually, I felt the illusory shadows in front of me begin to overlap, the people around me became clear one by one, and the eyes appeared in focus for the first time, this time I finally saw the woman's face clearly, long golden hair, sapphire-like devastating eyes, Xia, she is Xia, a name suddenly jumped out of the depths of my mind, and exploded in my mind like a bomb.
Immediately after, fragments flickered in my mind like a movie film, and one name after another woke up from memory, the short yellow hair was a monkey, the cold eyes were death, the hippie smiling face was a wolf, the hairless big man was a grizzly bear, the golden hairy man was a wild lion, and the mask was a ninja .......
"Xia, what's wrong with you, why is she covered in blood?" I called out the name urgently, tried to get out of bed but found that my limbs were weak, I insisted on rolling out of the bed, and no one helped me.
"Where is her injury? Tell me where the injury is? What about veterinarians, veterinarians ......! I crawled up to Thea and shouted by the neck, but all I could do was make a hoarse sound, as if my vocal cords were torn, and no one standing next to me could hear me.
"Thank God, you are finally alive, my God, you know me, I am so happy, God bless my assassin is back." Xia, who was originally covered in blood, suddenly opened her arms and hugged me tightly, and spoke incoherently with joy.
"Look, I'll just say it works!" The veterinarian hugged his shoulders next to him with a smug expression.
"If the goddess hangs up and can't wake him up, then he will really become an idiot." Death said expressionlessly.
"Fortunately, he came back to life, and I thought I was going to lose another brother again." The shark spread out his hands and shrugged his shoulders.
"It's been a month, and you're really embarrassed to let the goddess serve you and urine, I suspect this guy is pretending, what do you think!" The monkey hugged his shoulders and looked like he had already seen through me.
"It's not impossible to be in this guy's style!" The wolf agrees.
"I'd suggest beating him up to get angry!" Grizzly shook his big hammer-like fist.
"Eh, why do I think that his virtue can be stabbed to death with one finger!" The striker sticks out his index finger and makes a forward stabbing motion.
"Then let him eat and drink enough first, and when he recovers his strength, he will beat him." The young master had a bandage wrapped around his arm, and he was red on it.
A group of people were talking about what to do with me, completely treating me as air, except for Xia, who didn't even hear a word of concern, but that's how I felt familiar and kind.
"You ...... Who are you? I finally got an empty interjection, and this sentence made everyone shut their mouths and look at me in shock.
"Amnesia? Veterinarian, what's going on? The wolf panicked and shouted at the veterinarian.
"Grass, he must have forgotten how to shoot, right?" As a good sniper, the Grim Reaper is most concerned about whether he can fight alongside me.
Looking at their horrified appearances, I finally found a little warmth, I wanted to laugh but couldn't laugh anyway, grief was like a mouthful of phlegm stuck in my throat, blocking all happiness.
(End of chapter)