Chapter 172: Striving for Strength
(3rd Update)
Su Jin and Yan Biyun waited for everyone to leave, and hurriedly left the official post and got into the carriage.
Su Jin saw that it was still early, and asked, "Sister Yan, why don't you go with me to the house I rented to recognize the door, and also meet Sui'er and them." ”
Yan Biyun said: "It's okay, while Miss Xia, who is dressed as a man, is not there, I should also go to the place where you live, but I'm afraid I can't go often, in case Miss Xia is really the daughter of Lord Xia in Beijing, it will definitely cause trouble." ”
Su Jin's heart was gloomy for a while, and he sighed: "She's gone, you can't see her anymore." ”
Yan Biyun said: "Why did you leave?" ”
Su Jin honestly told the scene of last night, only omitted the part where he kissed goodbye, and looked at Yan Biyun with some concern: "Do you think she will make a big deal about you and me?" ”。
Yan Biyun's face was calm, and she nodded slightly: "It turns out that she is really the daughter of Lord Xia, she will actually follow you and peep at you and me to meet, which shows that she is interested in you, this woman has no notoriety in the capital, the slave family thinks she should not do this, but you and I have to say two words, people have silently liked you for so long, you don't feel it at all, and at this moment I still suspect people, if I am that Xia Siling, I will die of sadness." ”
Su Jin swore to the sky: "I don't have that mind, since Luzhou, my mood has been extremely depressed these days, and laughing with Miss Xia is just to relieve my worries, I really didn't have any thoughts, Miss Xia behaved very normally when she was with me, who can know her thoughts; The mind of your women is hard to guess even if it is a fairy. ”
Yan Biyun sneered and said, "What should you do if you found out that Miss Xia was interested in you early on?" ”
Su Jin looked up and thought for a while, and said, "Do you want to listen to the truth or lie?" ”
Yan Biyun said: "Naturally, it's the truth, and the lies are kept to coax others." ”
Su Jin sighed and said: "At that time, when you left me, I was depressed, if I had known that Miss Xia was interested in me, maybe ...... Maybe I'll take her. ”
Yan Biyun said: "Even if you tell the truth, Miss Xia's life and appearance are first-class, and there are not many noble sons in the capital who come to the door to ask for marriage, if you say that you don't love, it is a deception; Don't worry, Biyun won't eat your jealousy, even if you are dating her now, Biyun won't blame you. ”
Su Jinqi said: "It turns out that Sister Yan is such a generous person, but she is impressed by the teaching, but although I don't understand a woman's mind, I am not a fool, you are just duplicitous." ”
Yan Biyun sighed and said: "I only said that I wouldn't blame you, but I didn't say that I was willing, there are a few women in the world who are willing to let their husbands and three wives and four concubines share their love, but the woman's life is hard, so she has to do so." ”
Su Jin knew that what she said was in her heart, and she opened her mouth to show her determination, but Yan Biyun stretched out her hand to block it and said: "Biyun didn't want you to swear, the slave family has another meaning." ”
Su Jin said: "What else does it mean, Sister Yan's words are becoming more and more profound." ”
Yan Biyun said faintly: "The slave family is a bitter person, God has not favored me, Meng Langjun does not give up, he has a deep love for Biyun, Biyun has nothing to repay in this life, so he cheekily begged his uncle to restore Biyun's free body, and in this life he is willing to serve tea and water to Langjun and make a bed for him; It's not that Biyun is generous and doesn't care about how many women Lang Jun has, but Biyun feels guilty about Lang Jun. ”
Su Jin was stunned and said, "What's the shame, where did this come from." ”
Yan Biyun put his head on Su Jin's shoulder and said: "Even if Biyun dissolves the marriage contract with the Pang family, I am afraid that it will not be able to become Lang Jun's main house, nominally the slave family is unknown, and the age is much older than you, if you marry me and my main room, it will not make the world laugh for a lifetime, and it will also make the Su family ashamed." What my uncle said today is just to test your sincerity, and in private he also agrees with me, although my Yan family daughter cannot be a concubine, but the slave family will not be so selfish that Lang Jun will not be able to raise his head for the rest of his life. ”
Su Jin shouted: "It's really a strange thing, I married my own wife and related to other people's birds." ”
Yan Biyun hurriedly covered Su Jin's mouth and said angrily: "Don't be so loud, you and I are on the street." ”
Su Jin said: "What's wrong on the street, I still look at other people's eyes in my own affairs?" ”
Yan Biyun poked his forehead and said: "Your stunned temper can only change when it takes time, no wonder my uncle said that you are too sharp, and the slave family is willing to be wronged, but you are still unwilling." ”
Su Jin glared and said, "Don't you mean that you can't grow old with me, right?" You're trying to provoke me. ”
Yan Biyun said: "Biyun just said that you can't be your main room, because then you will be ashamed of people and you won't be able to raise your head in front of people." ”
Su Jin said: "I don't care. ”
Yan Biyun looked at his flushed face and said: "But Biyun cares, Biyun doesn't want to humiliate Lang Jun because of his own reasons, why doesn't Biyun want to be the wife of your Su family in a formal manner, but your future is more important, if you delay your good future because of this, won't Biyun feel guilty for a lifetime?" ”
Su Jin said: "You want to be a concubine?" ”
Yan Biyun blushed and said, "You think it's beautiful." ”
Su Jin scratched his head and said, "What do you want?" The more I talk about it, the more confused I become. ”
Yan Biyun said: "I will neither be your concubine nor your eldest wife, I will only be your sister." ”
Su Jin understood in her heart: Yan Biyun is very open, and she actually wants to be her secret lover, so as to avoid the troubles caused by the identity of the eldest woman or concubine, and she can stay with her appearance, so she dares to think about it.
Su Jin picked her up, sat on his lap and said, "You think beautifully, at this time, you actually plan to retreat, I can catch you if you run to the ends of the earth." ”
Yan Biyun struggled to come down, but was tightened by Su Jin's arms like iron hoops, and helplessly stopped struggling and gasped: "The slave family is your sister, don't make a mistake." ”
Su Jin smiled and said, "What about my sister?" As it is, don't mention what you just said from now on. When I become the best official, I will see who dares to chew my tongue when the time comes. ”
Yan Biyun was about to scold, but her mouth was sealed by a mouth, and she only made a babbling sound.
……
The arrival of Yan Shu greatly encouraged the enthusiasm of the students of the academy for hard study, and the learning atmosphere in the academy suddenly became stronger.
Su Jin also took his heart, he already knew that the Great Song Imperial Examination was not a thing that could be fooled, and it had to be done with ink in his stomach, as for the second generation of officials, the second generation of emperors and the second generation of emperors would have shortcuts, but if they wanted a civilian student like themselves, no one could count on them.
Su Jin didn't have the intention of going to Yan Shu's line to find the back door, but after thinking about it, he still didn't speak, saying this was tantamount to self-depreciation, which made Yan Shu and Yan Biyun look down on him; Even if he gets Yan Shu's support, wouldn't he be inferior when he sees this old man in the future, and he can't straighten his waist everywhere.
After all kinds of routes were rejected, Su Jin chose to study hard like other students; "Analects", "Mencius", "University", "The Mean", "Book of Songs", "Book of Rites", "Zhou Yi", "Spring and Autumn", "Art and Literature", "Miscellaneous Studies" and many other subjects, involving thousands of books and tens of thousands of articles, is indeed not an easy task.
Of course, Su Jin will not memorize by rote like most people, he will integrate some of his learning methods in later generations, and then list the study plan, and set the progress according to the time of Qiuqiu; In terms of learning, he adopted the meticulous practice that every sentence must be corroborated, and the source of each word must be investigated, and began to take notes, record cards, and extend and diverge word by word.
For example, a poem "Crane Song" in the "Book of Songs": The crane sings in Jiugao, and the sound is heard in the wild. The fish is in the abyss, or lies in the nagisa. The garden of Lebi has a sandalwood tree, and there is a tree under it. The stones of other mountains can be wrong.
The crane sings in Jiugao, and the sound is heard in the sky. Fish lie in Nagisa, or potential abyss. The garden of Lebi has sandalwood trees, and the valley under it. The stones of other mountains can be used to attack jade.
Just the stones of other mountains can attack jade. In one sentence, Su Jin extended his reading of about 20 articles that quoted this sentence before the Song Dynasty, and summarized the views, recorded them, classified them, and made a book for easy review and reference.
This method may seem stupid, but the effect is excellent, and the corroboration and convergence of other people's thoughts often stimulate Su Jinxin's thoughts, and when the understanding of words and sentences reaches a certain depth and breadth, articles and poems with this title will gush out.
One day Wang Anshi came to visit, when he entered Su Jin's study, he was stunned, only to see the table on the ground, on the couch, and on the small table were all spread out books, and several strings were hung in the study, and there were dense reading experience cards on it, as well as the important articles and sentences copied, this scene made Wang Anshi stunned, this guy can really be ruthless.
So one spread ten to ten hundred, the whole academy knew Su Jin's way of learning, some people disagreed, thinking that Su Jin was a stupid and stupid method, how could there be a word-by-word verification record classification of the truth, the views are strange, just choose one or two Zhongzheng generally most people can recognize it, such a detailed study, how can it be a study, it is simply a show.
Some people even assert that according to Su Jin's reading, by the time of next year's autumn, I am afraid that I will not be able to finish reading a single Analect.
In the face of everyone's discussions, Su Jin was noncommittal, still solid, the ruthlessness in his body was stimulated, and the future generations could chase the flowers like kraft candy for four years, and they were not discouraged after thousands of tempers and blows, what are these dead books.