The holy light that belonged to heaven in front of me gradually disappeared, and along with the figure of my lover, I cried out to keep it, even if it was a second longer, but it still turned into darkness.

I closed my eyes, I couldn't see anything, the only thing I could feel was the body in my arms, but the original warmth was gradually dissipating, I hugged it very tightly, trying to keep the fading temperature, but she was getting colder and colder, really powerless, really .......

In a trance, I felt that someone was pulling at my body, someone wanted to take her away from my arms, no, I didn't allow anyone to touch her, so I tried all my strength to protect her body, and finally, those people seemed to give up, and I lost consciousness at that moment.

I was shrouded in endless darkness, looking for an exit like a headless fly, and in this abyss, where there was nothing but darkness and cold, I felt fear, fear, crouching and shivering like a helpless child.

The whole world is cold, I don't feel the slightest bit of temperature, in the darkness without a little hope, I think of that holy light, there is the road to heaven, full of light, and here, there is only endless darkness, maybe this is hell.

I don't know how long it took me to wake up from the darkness, I opened my eyes, my eyes were empty, I wanted to do something, remember what I started, but my brain was like it stopped working, it was blank, there was nothing, not even sadness, hatred, joy, all the joys and sorrows, joys and sorrows, I didn't know it.

I don't know if I'm lying down or sitting, but I feel cold, and it's like I'm holding a piece of ice in my arms, and soon I'm surrounded by a group of people, and I can't see their faces clearly, those faces are familiar, but I can't remember anything, and all the memories become blurry, or I don't want to remember.

They all had shocked expressions, I didn't know what they were shouting, I didn't understand and didn't want to listen, but they became more and more excessive, and they actually stepped forward to take my hand, my body involuntarily resisted, but they had a lot of strength, I couldn't struggle, and finally let go, and then, I saw them carry away the person I was holding in my arms, a bloodless, miserable white human face.

For some reason, I could see very clearly that it was my wife, and suddenly, there was a sharp pain in my head as if it had exploded, and then countless clips flashed, and I wanted to go crazy and scream and pounce like a beast, trying to snatch my wife back.

I beat the people in front of me desperately, screaming and waving my fists wildly, they were just low but didn't fight back, I hit them vomiting blood, hitting them with blood on the head, but those people still stood in front of me, until I was exhausted and threw myself to the ground.

A moment later, a pair of hands grabbed my shoulders, and I didn't even think about punching them, but she dodged them with a flicker, and then slapped me in the face with a backhand, and the hot pain seemed to make me sober up a little.

She grabbed me by the collar and dragged me into the bathroom like a dead dog, then carried my head into the basin and pressed it hard, I struggled desperately but couldn't break free from her pincer-like hand, and she didn't let go of my hair until I was about to suffocate.

I lay on the sink, my body slowly sliding down like a puddle of mud, I felt cold, and slowly crawled to the corner, huddled there with my hands on my shoulders and shivering.

Water droplets dripped across her cheeks and fell to the floor, she crouched in front of me, without saying a word, I slowly raised my head, and finally saw the face clearly, half angel, half devil, some fragments flooded into my mind, and gradually pieced together a complete memory, I remembered this person, my vice-captain, codename Pandora.

It also meant that I regained consciousness and finally remembered what had happened, and the pain of life and death swept over me again, tears flowed through my chapped lips, and in the infinite sadness, I couldn't stop crying.

Pandora tried to say something a few times, but after all, she didn't say anything, she stood up and slowly retreated, and I sat alone in the wet bathroom, in pain.

For three days, three whole days, I locked myself in it without eating or drinking, I didn't even change my posture, I cried dry my tears for a lifetime, experienced a lifetime of pain, and at this time I was truly like ashes, and I had nothing to love.

It seemed to see my thoughts, and finally someone pushed open the bathroom door, and I saw several people walking in, and they couldn't help but forcibly carry me out, and I instinctively wanted to struggle, but my body didn't have any strength.

They put me on the couch, and then Pandora appeared in front of me again, she had a gun in her hand, crouched down and said lightly: "Assassin, I know you can hear me, I understand your feelings, but we can't watch you torture yourself like this anymore, if you want to go to reunite with Thea, I won't stop you anymore." ”

Pandora sighed softly, handed the gun to me, and said, "This is your gun, you decide whether to live or die, and we respect your choice." ”

Hearing these words, I moved my eyelids, my eyes fell on the gun, and then mechanically reached out, took the weapon I was most familiar with from Pandora's hand, slowly pointed it at my head, and pulled the trigger without hesitation.

Pandora sighed helplessly, reached out to retrieve the pistol, took out a bullet from her pocket, pressed the retracting machine, and pulled out the empty magazine.

"It seems that you really don't want to live anymore, it's okay, I will do what I say." She pressed the bullet into the magazine and said, "If you die like this, Xia will not forgive you, because the enemy who killed her is still alive, even if Xia doesn't care about her own life, she will not forgive you, because you died together, and your unborn child." ”

This sentence was like a hammer hitting my heart, poof, my heart ached, a mouthful of blood spurted out, I looked up, and the gun was handed to me again.

"Pull the trigger this time and you're really dead!" Pandora said expressionlessly.

I looked at the gun in a daze, and after a moment, picked it up again, I thought about it for a long time, and then slowly pointed to my head, now everything is meaningless to me, let's die, so that I can see Thea.

I put my finger on the trigger, closed my eyes slightly, and just a second before I was about to pull the trigger, I suddenly stopped, and there seemed to be a voice echoing in my head, "Revenge for our children, revenge, revenge...... " was Thea's voice.

"Thea......" I opened my eyes suddenly, raised my head and roared, the hand holding the gun hung down weakly, I slowly closed my eyes, and the whole person passed out.

I don't know how long I slept, but when I woke up, there was just a glimmer of light outside the window, I had a tube in my hand, delivering nutrient solution, and I was lying on the bed looking up at the ceiling, and there was no trace of life in my dull eyes.

At daybreak, the door was pushed open, and the wolf and the monkey entered, and as soon as they entered, they were stunned, staring at me as if they were blaming me.

"You...... Your hair! The wolf pointed at me in horror and opened his mouth wide.

"Oh my God, this is amazing!" The monkey rushed into the bathroom like crazy, took a mirror and put it in front of me, and when I looked up, it was a white night.

(End of chapter)