Chapter 77: The Past Is Unbearable

1999 was the darkest year in Qin Fei's life.

For children born in the military compound, the August 1st Army Day can be said to be a special festival that is different from ordinary local children.

When Qin Fei was very young, every year on August Day, if his father Qin Anguo was at home, he would take little Qin Fei and his mother Liang Shaoling to a nearby park for a good night.

For a father like Qin Anguo, who has always been strict to the point of being a little unkind, this time of year is Qin Fei's happiest day.

On this day, Qin Fei can no longer do physical training according to his father's arrangement, as long as he finishes his homework, his time is completely at his disposal.

What's more, there will definitely be celebrations in the compound on the day of August Day.

It is generally a party, the compound is close to the military region, every August 1 night, there will always be a wonderful singing and dancing party in the military district auditorium, family members are invited, and every child can get a gift.

Sometimes it's food, sometimes it's stationery.

But August Day in 1999 was completely different.

In the celebration of the lanterns in the courtyard, Liang Shaoling carried an old yellowed military bag, which contained all the salutes of himself and Xiao Qin Fei, in a lively noise, at the beginning of the night, when the lights of thousands of homes had just fallen, the lonely mother and son took advantage of the night to walk out of the compound where they had lived for more than ten years.

No one came to deliver it.

No one came to say goodbye.

For the family of a traitor, it was already an extrajudicial favor not to be kicked out of the compound immediately.

After my father's disappearance, my mother lived here for four years, constantly asking her superiors about the reason for my father's disappearance, constantly trying to overturn the conclusion of the shameful "traitor".

On this day, Liang Shaoling finally gave up.

She originally worked in a field hospital and submitted her professional application, which happened to be August Day on the day she got the approval.

Liang Shaoling, who had no intention of being nostalgic for the army, took Xiao Qin Fei and left quietly that night, and since then has become a surgeon in a county hospital.

However, in 1999.

What happened between myself and An Ruosu?

In Qin Fei's memory, it was a year that he didn't want to look back, even if he remembered it slightly, even on a sunny day, there would be raindrops that suddenly fell, wetting the memory.

An Ruosu was Qin Fei's former classmate.

Kindergarten is in the same class, primary school is in the same class, but in junior high school, Xueba An Ruosu skipped a grade.

But still in the same school.

The relationship between the two has always been quite good.

At least after his father Qin Anguo's accident, An Ruosu was the only child in the compound who was still as good as Qin Fei.

After all, they are children of the army, and they have received a military-style education since they were young, and the children in the compound are much more politically sensitive on certain issues.

There is no such thing as an impermeable wall.

Although Qin Anguo was in Unit 203 and his actions were top secret, the news of the mutiny still spread throughout the compound like wings.

What's more, someone with a nose and an eye said that he killed his comrades.

In the army, betraying one's comrades is a hateful thing.

All the friends alienated Qin Fei overnight, and those classmates who had a bad appetite with Qin Fei were even more down.

For example, Jin Donghai, a wrongdoer, seized the opportunity and did not waste it in vain, ridiculing Qin Fei in front of him no less than ten times, ridiculing him as the son of a traitor.

In his words, "Lao Tzu is a hero, Lao Tzu is a bastard!" The son of a traitor will also be a traitor! ”

Qin Fei violently beat Jin Donghai several times for this matter, and the long-cherished wish between the two of them was completely concluded at this time.

Anjosu is different.

If it is said that after the accident of his father Qin Anguo, the Qin family entered a cold winter, then An Ruosu is the only trace of heart-warming sunshine in this cold winter.

An Ruosu's father's official rank is not low, and his grandfather is said to be even more prominent, Qin Fei has the impression that his father Qin Anguo is also respectful to the old man, and every year as long as he has time, he has to take time to visit the old chief in the capital.

The An family is also the only person in this compound who does not dislike the Qin family.

It is said that the reason why Liang Shaoling can still stay in the compound is because the old man opened his mouth out of sympathy.

"Pepper! I left the compound that year, why didn't I remember what I owed you? Qin Fei said: "It won't be that I owe you money!" ”

An Ruosu raised his hand and wanted to hit again, but Qin Fei blocked it and grabbed it.

"A good woman doesn't move her hands! Don't think I don't hit women, I respect you! ”

An Suosu shook his hand, raised his face and said, "I haven't seen you for a few years, your Qin Fei's temper has really risen!" What did you say to me before you left, and you forgot? What did you promise me that you forgot? ”

Qin Fei suddenly felt like he had been shocked and slapped his head!

"I remember! I promise to write to you when you're gone......"

An Ruosu sneered: "Ho! I finally remembered, how forgetful the nobles are! ”

This time it was Qin Fei's turn to be embarrassed, he knew that his mother was going to change jobs and leave, so he told his only friend in the compound, An Ruosu, that if he really left, he would definitely write to her.

It's just that after returning to the place, everything was not settled at first, the school was only settled after two families, coupled with the influence of his father's affairs, and the cold words of those cadres in the local armed forces, Qin Fei was no longer willing to think back to the life in the compound.

Sometimes I think of An Ruosu, but every time I lift the pen, I don't know what to write, so I finish writing every time and throw it into the wastebasket, and I never have a foundation.

Qin Fei had to admit that this was an inferiority complex.

Who are you? Son of a traitor!

Who is Anrusu? Descendants of the generals!

His father's affairs made Qin Fei mature and sophisticated prematurely, and inevitably had an inferiority complex, although he never wanted to admit it, but he had always hidden it in his heart.

Looking at An Ruosu's appearance, it is estimated that Xiao Pepper was very serious back then, and it is estimated that he has been looking forward to his letter for many years.

"Well, if because of this incident, I admit that I am a dignified man, I apologize to you, I didn't do it back then."

He chose to apologize, he has to be like this, admit if he is wrong, and there is no reason to prevaricate.

He thought An Ruosu would be angry.

Unexpectedly, An Ruosu sneered and actually laughed.

"Okay, I'm most afraid of you looking serious, special funny!"

After speaking, he took out a few small boxes from his briefcase and said: "Come, let me take a look at the wound on your hand, these medicines are taken from the old experts of the General Hospital of the Military Region, they have a miraculous effect on wound healing, and you will set off later, I know that you will not give up the selection, but you can't watch the wound become inflamed, these medicines, applied twice a day, are estimated to survive until you enter the special training base." ”

Qin Fei had no choice but to stretch out his hand, and An Ruosu carefully lifted the gauze and applied medicine to him.

"Qin Fei, do you remember how good our relationship was when we were in the compound?"

An Ruosu lowered her head, and Qin Fei couldn't see her expression.

Thinking of that year, Qin Fei also missed it very much.

So he said loudly: "Then you need to say! You are our Qin Fei's iron buddy! ”

Before the words were finished, An Ruosu didn't know how to be careless, and the strength in his hand was used too much.

Qin Fei immediately grinned.

"Ouch! You be careful...... I said can you tap it! ”