Chapter 242: Beloved
"The roar of blood is a symptom peculiar to the generals who have killed countless people, and it is said that those unjust spirits who are unwilling to be killed by him are haunting and robbing his soul. Ma Chao has killed countless people...... No, we have to subdue him quickly, otherwise once he gets out of control, we will all be killed by him! "Although Diao Chan is delicate and cautious, she is only a weak woman, although she has heard about the 'blood whistle', but she doesn't know how to deal with it.
In fact, the blood whistle is a phenomenon of mental illness in modern times, especially in some soldiers whose hands have been stained with countless blood. After experiencing the brutality and extreme tension of the battlefield, it is impossible for people to return to their normal state all at once. There are always some shadows left in the heart, and when the nerves are no longer so tense, they suddenly attack, making the soldiers lose control of their emotions, become depressed and irritable, and even use self-harm and killing to alleviate this pain.
If Ma Chao himself is a person from the late Han Dynasty, then the suffering he has suffered since childhood will gradually erode his humanity, such as Pang De, Ugly Brother and others, who can control their emotions well. And the problem is that he is a person from modern society, he inherited the martial arts of Jin Ma Chao in history, and also inherited his killing, but he did not inherit the indifference and ruthlessness of Jin Ma Chao in history.
Killing people with his own hands and ordering killings again and again had already buried hidden dangers in Ma Chao's heart, and after experiencing the great sorrow after Ma Teng's death, and then experiencing the normal and beautiful things in Yun'er, Han Ying and Fufeng County, Ma Chao's psychology suddenly changed and changed, leaving the root of the blood screaming disease, which lurked in his body, waiting for an opportunity to explode.
And today, Dong Yi's words completely made Ma Chao fall into the sea of corpses and blood, he didn't dare to imagine that the killing god like a killing machine was himself. Those innocent and frightened eyes before he died were the guilt that paved on his way to Huangquan......
He vaguely saw that although Dong Yi was squatting at this time, there was a ridiculous sneer on his face. And although Diao Chan was actively acting, Ma Chao saw in a trance that Diao Chan seemed to be holding a knife in his hand, his eyes flickered brightly and darkly, and he seemed to be about to look at an opportunity: These two women want to kill me! No, I have to do it first!
"General, General, I'm Diao Chan, can you see my hand?" Diao Chan cautiously stretched out her jade hand and shook it gently in front of Ma Chao's eyes, panting, trying to awaken Ma Chao's senses.
"This ...... Is it useful......" Dong Yi was ashamed and afraid: Can he still live today?
"I don't know...... But I know that for this kind of person who has fallen into the illusion of madness and hatred, I must not provoke him again, and I must use the gentlest and familiar movements to make it possible to calm him down......" Diao Chan tried to make the most gentle smile while whispering to Dong Yi: "Later, if he is quieter, you will escape from this carriage immediately." Remember, you have to be gentle ......."
"Hmm......" Dong Yi nodded in panic, at this time, looking at Ma Chao's red eyes, her whole heart seemed to be taken away by that blood, except for fear, the rest was fear.
Diao Chan's hands were actually trembling, but her experience was richer than Dong Yi's after all. At the moment of life and death, she forced herself to calm down and wanted to feed the tiger with her body. After the smile on her face stiffened slightly, she mustered her courage, stroked her slightly trembling hand on Ma Chao's face, and said softly with a more gentle title: "Chao'er, everything will pass, everything will be fine......
"Nope! Nothing is going to get better! I'm ashamed of what I've done, I'm a cruel executioner, and I'm having fun. My father indulged me so much, but he died without knowing it. And those innocent Qiang people, those desperate outcasts and thieves ......"
Speaking of this, the redness in Ma Chao's eyes disappeared, but Diao Chan, who was very close to him, found that Ma Chao's eyes were almost as empty as a well hole that he couldn't look through, and under the deep hole, he was full of repentance and sadness.
"Or, it's normal that I've been killing on the battlefield. However, every time the battle is over, I want to return to normal society and become an ordinary person. And once I regain my original humanity, my heart can no longer suppress the condemnation of my conscience - how can I raise a butcher's knife against others? Recently, I couldn't eat, I thought it was just the hot weather...... I felt ashamed, I felt lonely. ”
At this time, Diao Chan felt that faintly, he seemed to have calmed Ma Chao's emotions somewhat. It's just that Ma Chao is still very emotional, and she can't risk letting Dong Yi escape at this time.
"Yan'er, you don't know, one night, in the stormy night, I couldn't suppress the sadness in my heart......"
When this sentence fell, the two women in the carriage were shocked at the same time: Ma Chao was really not awake at all, he didn't recognize the two people in front of him! And what he loves most in his heart is actually a woman named 'Yan'er'!
Yan'er?
Cai Yan!
Diao Chan and Dong Yi guessed the 'Yan'er' in Ma Chao's mouth almost instantly: Cai Yong has been in Fufeng for more than a year and a half, and his daughter is called Cai Yan!
"So it's that woman you like! That woman, damn it, damn it! Dong Yi suddenly forgot Ma Chao's situation, and screamed loudly, with indescribable shame and anger in his voice: Don't forget, although Ma Chao doesn't care about Dong Yi, but in Dong Yi's heart, Ma Chao is his future husband. In other words, marrying Ma Chao is the only better way she can choose to serve the Dong family.
It's another 'pop'!
Dong Yi looked at Diao Chan angrily, she couldn't imagine that this slut would dare to beat herself?!
And Diao Chan was so angry that he really wanted to hack Dong Yi to death, because he saw that the corners of Ma Chao's mouth pulled out a deep murderous intent: and the place where Ma Chao held the round wooden stick in his hand had been held by him finely......
Seeing Dong Yi's hateful gaze, Diao Chan deliberately turned sideways and exposed Ma Chao's hideous and evil face in front of Dong Yi. And Dong Yi, who was about to get angry, suddenly remembered the situation he was in at this time, and threatened in a low voice: "Diao Chan, ...... when you go back."
Diao Chan was no longer able to pay attention to Dong Yi's thing at this time, she had already made up her mind, and when Ma Chao had a trace of sobriety, she quickly asked her to get out of this carriage: her damn identity couldn't kill her!
"Hey, hey, hey...... Yes, everyone should be killed, damned! Ma Chao smiled cruelly, crossed the slender figure of Diao Chan, and said to Dong Yi with a strange look of approval: "However, you can't kill a person." Their entire race must be killed! Chop off their heads and send them to those who dare to be your enemies, and let them know that they will be the next ones to lose their heads! ”
"No, no...... Chao'er, blindly killing people, will not solve the problem. You said that you are ashamed of this......" Diao Chan was stunned in her heart, she knew that she might be the safest at the moment. Because Ma Chao regards her as his beloved Cai Yan, he should not have murderous intent towards himself. Therefore, she did everything she could to appease Ma Chao in a soft voice.
"Killing, killing is not right?" Asked this, Ma Chao's eyes began to be confused again, although the red blood color was fading, there was still no focus in his pupils. And the only focus is the 'Cai Yan' in front of him at the moment: "That's right, it's not right to kill." Whenever I kill someone, my hands and feet go numb, and I feel like my arms and legs are unconscious. The moment I walked off the battlefield, my chest was tight and I couldn't breathe. At first, I didn't care, but now that I think about it, it seems like those unjust spirits were haunting me, begging for my life......"
"I regret that I was able to get off the battlefield safely, and I regret why I didn't get seriously injured or die under the butcher's knife. This is not what I want, it is worth sacrificing for all the people of Dahan...... However, I was able to return to Fufu...... But when I went back, the most discussed thing with people was how to kill more people......
Diao Chan listened quietly to Ma Chao's whispering, and at first, she was still a little afraid and resentful. But after gradually entering Ma Chao's heart. She suddenly realized that the young man in front of her, although he had combined wisdom and bravery, had also enjoyed too much glory. But at the same time, he was burdened with too many fates that were incomprehensible to ordinary people......