Chapter 78: The Meaning of Life
Shao Fei escorted Lan Ling to a secluded place, and pressed her to sit on the ground and lean against the trunk of a tree. And he also sat down cross-legged and looked at Lan Ling.
"Hmm~Hmm~"
Lan Ling kept struggling and looked at Shao Fei.
"What a beautiful girl, how can she look for death and life at every turn."
"Hmm~hmm~" Lan Ling continued to struggle, looking at Shao Fei with wide eyes.
"One, don't swear; Second, it is not allowed to bite your tongue and commit suicide, and third, ...... No three, you promise me, I'll take the towel away. ”
"Hmm," Lan Ling nodded.
Shao Fei reached out and took Lan Ling's towel off. Lan Ling suddenly opened his mouth and scolded: "Shao Fei, you are a bastard!" ”
After Shao Fei listened, he was about to stuff the towel in Lan Ling's mouth, and Lan Ling immediately said, "Don't scold." ”
Shao Fei smiled and threw the towel aside, "Do you still want to die?" ”
Lan Ling said stubbornly: "Yes! I have been defeated four times at your hands, and it is my shame. Nothing in the world can be stopped, but death cannot. My life has no value, no meaning. You know what! ”
Shao Fei was still very excited when he saw Lan Ling, and he had to seek death. So he exhaled vigorously, lay on his back on the ground, in the shape of a 'big' character, and said nothing. I want to call the crazy girl to calm down.
"What are you doing!? Why, don't you want to ignore me? ”
Lan Ling kept kicking the ground with his foot.
Shao Fei still didn't say a word, quietly looking at the sky.
"Ignore me."
Lan Ling calmed down a little and said, "I have been an orphan since I was a child, and my parents died in the war. When I was begging for food on the street and was dying of starvation, my father-in-law saw that I was pitiful and took me in. From then on, I wanted to repay him and become a great agent. I've been working hard since I was 12 years old and learning everything. But the first task I came out of, I met you, and it ended up planting in your hands again and again. ”
After Lan Ling finished speaking, he said in frustration: "I feel that I am useless, and it is superfluous to live, and I have no face to go back." ”
After Shao Fei listened, he sat up all of a sudden and looked at Lan Ling.
"Why, I'm willing to take care of people again."
Lan Ling looked aggrieved and glared at Shao Fei with slanted eyes.
Shao Fei crossed his legs, put his hands on his knees, and said to Lan Ling, "I'll tell you a story." ”
"I don't listen!" Lan Ling's head twisted to the side.
Shao Fei ignored Lan Ling and continued to tell his story.
"There was a child who grew up in an orphanage who often asked the director pessimistically: 'What is the point of living a child like me, who no one wants?'
The dean always laughed and didn't answer. One day, the dean handed the boy a stone and said, 'Tomorrow morning, you will take this stone to the market and sell it, but it will not be 'really sold.' Remember, no matter how much money someone else pays, you must never sell it. ’
The next day, the boy was crouching in the corner of the market, and unexpectedly many people wanted to buy the stone from him, and the price was getting higher and higher.
Back in the courtyard, the boy excitedly reported to the dean, who smiled and asked him to sell it at the gold market tomorrow. Unexpectedly, in the gold market, someone asked for that stone ten times higher than yesterday.
Finally, the dean told the boy to take the stone to the gem market to display, and as a result, the value of the stone was ten times longer than yesterday, and because the boy did not sell it, it was rumored to be a "rare treasure".
The boy ran to the orphanage and reported it to the director. The dean looked at the boy and said slowly, "The value of life is like this stone. It will have different meanings in different contexts.
An inconspicuous stone, because you cherish and sell it to enhance its value, is said to be a rare treasure. Aren't you like this stone? As long as you value yourself and cherish yourself, life will be meaningful and valuable. ”
After Shao Fei finished telling the story, he said to Lan Ling earnestly: "Lan Ling, although you have harmed our Red Army three or four times, I don't blame you. And I cherish you, and your talent. I think it's not just me, but also your stepfather, or there are many more people who care about you and cherish you. I also hope that you can cherish yourself. Life is precious. ”
After listening to Shao Fei's story, Lan Ling's heart seemed to be touched, and asked Shao Fei: "I hurt the Red Army so much, why are you still so good to me." ”
"I don't know, I feel that you are very kind, maybe because of your name, maybe because of your character, I can't say clearly. Actually, you're not bad, you're just too persistent. ”
Seeing that Lan Ling's expression had changed, Shao Fei stood up and untied Lan Ling.
Lan Ling stood up and looked at Shao Fei, not knowing what words to use to express his feelings at this time.
Suddenly, Lan Ling hugged Shao Fei and said softly, "I don't want to die." ”
Shao Fei smiled with relief, pushed Lan Ling, and said sincerely: "When attacking the county seat, two of my comrades-in-arms died. I didn't even know their names at the time, and I never spoke to them. But my heart hurts, how I want them to live to finish the Long March. I really don't want to see any more Chinese dying for the sake of civil war. ”
"I'm not going to embarrass the Red Army," Lan Ling smiled, and then said, "In the future, we will fight devils together." ”
"Don't." Shao Fei suddenly became very serious, and then persuaded Lan Ling: "You are not suitable to be a spy, I am very accurate." I have the talent to look at people, and I received special training to bring my talent to the extreme. ”
"Do you look down on people like that?" Lan Ling angrily pushed Shao Fei away.
"No, I don't even sigh to myself if you have a lot of things."
Shao Fei hurriedly explained, and then said to Lan Ling sincerely: "But the spy is not suitable for you." The devil is not as simple as you think, what if you are exposed and caught. They're all hungry ghosts, and you're so pretty, aren't you? ”
"You're worried about what I've been by the devil." Lan Ling smiled weirdly, and then took Shao Fei's hand: "Then I'll give you my first time." ”
"Cough~cough~" Shao Fei was frightened and coughed a few times, and waved his hand: "Don't talk nonsense, girls must know how to be reserved, you know?" ”
"Look at you." Lan Ling smiled proudly, and then said reluctantly: "Then I'll go, I can't bear you." ”
"Go back, I think a lot of people are worried about you. But you have to promise me that you won't be a spy anymore. Shao Fei persuaded Lan Ling again
After Lan Ling thought about it, he reluctantly agreed to Shao Fei. With an attached gaze, he turned and walked towards the east.
Shao Fei looked at Lan Ling's departing back, and was still very worried about her in his heart.
On the way back, I found Zhao Fei waiting in front.
Coming to Zhao Fei, Zhao Fei asked, "It's all settled." ”
After Shao Fei breathed a sigh of relief, he said, "Yes." But I'm worried about her, her personality is too persistent, and she is not suitable for being a spy, and her eye movements are too exaggerated. I'm worried that I will fall into the Japanese ...... in the future."
Shao Fei didn't dare to think about it, shook his head, and patted Zhao Fei: "Forget it, go back." ”
Shao Fei and Zhao Fei returned to the station, and Liu Ying had been waiting for Shao Fei at the station. Seeing Shao Fei coming towards this, he quickly rushed to Shao Fei.
"Where's she?"
"I'm back."
"You didn't do anything offensive about it, did you?"
Three seconds later, Shao Fei replied, "No." ”
"You lied and paused for three seconds."
Liu Yingqi turned around.
At this time, Zhao Fei walked over, patted Shao Fei, and shook his head in sympathy: "I think it's good to be single." ”
After speaking, Zhao Fei walked towards the camp.
"It's a flirtatious, you know!?" Shao Fei shouted at Zhao Fei behind his back.
"Do it yourself, brother" Zhao Fei turned his back to Shao Fei and waved his hand.