Chapter Seventy-Seven: The Shadow in My Heart
Looking at the * Li Feng who rolled down to the ground in a cold sweat, but subconsciously Li Feng still carried the drugs this year and pressed them to the ground, Zhang Hai was not particularly far away from Li Feng, when he saw the * thrown on the ground, he did not seem to be so panicked, but quickly ran to the front and grabbed the *, threw it into the distance, and exploded when * was thrown out again without landing.
Li Feng got up from the ground and quickly walked to the hostage, and found that the white foam in the mouth of one of the women at this time kept staying, and her eyes rolled over, and she soon died, which made Li Feng very self-reproachful, if it wasn't for his hesitation, then maybe this person would not have died.
Although it was not Li Feng who did it himself, but watching this living human life die here for his own reasons, Li Feng's heart was also very uncomfortable, and he sat on the ground with his butt and stared blankly, his mind was blank.
When Zhang Hai found out about Li Feng's situation, he also knew very well that if he didn't rely on Li Feng to get out of his state of mind, then no one would be able to help him, and now there were still the most important things he needed to do, so he couldn't take care of Li Feng for the time being, and quietly called the devil six to ask him to take care of Li Feng temporarily.
After an hour, all the people gathered at Li Feng's place, and they were killed by them carrying all the drugs that had fled in the forest.
Zhang Hai ordered everyone to clean up and then took them all back, no one spoke along the way, and when he returned to the place where he lived, Li Feng still thought about the hostage's eyes and movements before he died, and he couldn't forget it for a long time.
Late at night, Li Feng woke up from a nightmare, and in the dream, he once again dreamed of what he had experienced during the day, and his body was full of sweat.
When Li Feng was a little apprehensive, Zhang Hai, who had long been woken up by Li Feng's unconscious movements, suddenly appeared in front of him.
"Nightmares? I feel that your kid's courage is too small, it's not that you are willing to let her die, why do you have so much psychological pressure? ”
Li Feng sat on the bed expressionlessly, and did not answer Zhang Hai's words, after being in a daze for almost half an hour, he suddenly covered the quilt, which made Zhang Hai, who had been standing at the bottom worried, really a little speechless, if he had known that this would have such a big reaction to Li Feng, then he would never have brought Li Feng over so quickly.
Three days have passed, these three days have not been so good for Li Feng, he has no way to get out of the shadows, which also makes Lan Kun very angry with Zhang Hai for the first time, Li Feng is a soldier he is optimistic about, but now he is made like this by Zhang Hai.
Zhang Hai didn't have any intention of refuting it, after all, in the final analysis, Li Feng also had part of his responsibility for becoming like this.
Lan Kun slapped the table fiercely, his face serious.
"What now? If Li Feng's state is not adjusted as soon as possible, I am afraid that it will really become the biggest shadow in his heart. ”
Zhang Hai sighed softly.
"Li Feng's current state is not suitable for staying in the same place at all, if he is allowed to return to a familiar place, will it be much better than now?"
Lan Kun was silent for a while, not knowing whether to agree to Zhang Hai's request, after all, there was something wrong with Li Feng's state, if it backfired, then there would be no way to help Li Feng recover, and after some heated discussions, Lan Kun finally agreed.
"Then you go and tell her to let him go out for a walk, and come back when he recovers."
Zhang Hai nodded silently, although he didn't know whether his method was using Li Feng or not, and he didn't know if he could make Li Feng recover, but this was also the best method he could think of at the moment, maybe going out for a walk was also a good choice.
Along the way, Zhang Hai was thinking about how to tell Li Feng this news, in order not to let Li Feng think about anything else, but in the end it was better to tell the truth.
"Li Feng, the world is so big, do you want to go and see it?"
Hearing what Zhang Hai said, Li Feng looked at Zhang Hai quietly, not knowing what Zhang Hai meant? When Zhang Hai saw Li Feng's simple face, he instantly didn't want to stimulate Li Feng again.
"The group decided to give you a vacation and let you go outside to relax."
When Li Feng heard this news, he nodded, and he was not very happy, although as Zhang Hai said, the world is so big, but for Li Feng, there are only a few places that he cares about the most.
"Okay."
In this way, Li Feng went on the road alone, without telling anyone, he entered the city and began to buy tickets and take the car, but Li Feng found that he was a little out of place in the whole city, whether it was the modern environment or the shape of the people, he had no way to fit in, so he could only flee in a hurry.
After some tossing, Li Feng finally stood at the entrance of the logistics department where Lao Hei was located again, looking at Lao Hei who was meticulously working there, and all the emotions in Li Feng's heart were released.
"Old Black, I'm back."
Although Li Feng tried his best to make his appearance appear natural, and did not want to bring any trouble to Lao Hei, how could Lao Hei not see that Li Feng was forcibly suppressing himself, and there was no way to hide the pain and regret in his heart in front of Lao Hei.
Lao Hei took Li Feng to the place where he lived last time, settled him down, and then asked Li Feng what was going on, but Li Feng's first sentence made Lao Hei instantly understand what was going on.
"I killed someone."
Lao Heizai carefully observed Li Feng, and found that his face was full of self-blame, Lao Hei knew very well that it was absolutely impossible to do anything murderous with Li Feng's character, I was afraid that there were other hidden secrets in this, so he stayed quietly in place, waiting for Li Feng to explain all the causes and consequences of the matter.
For Lao Hei, Li Feng regarded him as his master in his heart, so he told Lao Hei what happened last time without any reservations, but he didn't say anything about the content of the action and everything that should be said.
After learning all the causes and consequences of the incident, Lao Hei did not continue to comfort Li Feng like Zhang Hai and others, but asked him to choose to live here first, and through some other means, Li Feng slowly walked out of his shadow.