In the evening, Lixiang's matter touched Shao Fei a lot, her eyes changed from hatred at the beginning to confusion later, Shao Fei didn't know if she really gave up hatred. And himself, everything that was born in Nanjing has always lingered.

After dinner, Shao Fei tossed and turned on the straw pile in the confinement room alone, unable to sleep.

"May I come in?"

At this time, Chen Xin'er's voice came from the door. Shao Fei sat up and said, "Come in." ”

Chen Xin'er walked in in small steps and sat next to Shao Fei.

Without waiting for Shao Fei to ask her what she was doing here, Chen Xin'er hugged her knees and said in frustration: "I don't know why, since you came back, you have always alienated me, or you are deliberately avoiding me." ”

"I've been busy since I came back."

Shao Fei casually said perfunctory, it was impossible for him to tell Chen Xin'er that he was doubting her identity as a military commander.

"Maybe you're still blaming me for talking too much last time and causing you to break up with Captain Liu. At that time, I was on the spur of the moment. You just think of a little girl's whimsical willfulness, forgive me, okay? Later, I felt guilty and prayed for you every day. ”

"It's all gone, don't mention it."

Chen Xin'er breathed a sigh of relief, put her head close to her knees, and said, "You have ignored me for the past few days, but in fact, I am not so uncomfortable." I don't know if I really like you or not, maybe because you saved me, maybe it's just a kind of hero worship. ”

From the tone, Shao Fei could tell that Chen Xin'er was not lying, and it didn't look like she was acting.

Shao Fei began to doubt his own judgment, was she really a spy sent by Dai Huan? But what Xu Changqing told himself in Wuhan: truth is false, and fake is true. Although I don't know what it means, one thing is certain, there are indeed agents of the military commander in the team.

There are only three people I brought over: Liu Jin, Ding Xin, and Chen Xin'er. Liu Jin and Ding Xin can almost be ruled out from all kinds of signs, so they can only put the target of suspicion on Chen Xin'er.

"I'm in a mess right now, so tell me the Bible. Maybe it can calm the mood. ”

Shao Fei's sudden proposal surprised Chen Xin'er a little, and after thinking about it, she said, "I tell you, if you don't turn around and become like children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven." ”

Shao Fei didn't understand why Chen Xin'er would say this sentence to herself, and what it contained.

Chen Xin'er turned her head and smiled at Shao Fei. That angelic smile made Shao Fei seem to return to the scene when they met for the first time in the chapel, and her smile can always soothe people's hearts.

This quote is from Matthew 8:3. I know your faith is not that, but this is a good quote for you right now. ”

"What do you mean?"

Chen Xin'er rolled her eyes and said, "Many people say that you have changed a lot since you came back, I don't know how you were before, but I think it must be better than now." I turn into a child, and I want you to go back to the past. The kingdom of heaven refers to the days when you were happy. Maybe those days will be your paradise. ”

Shao Fei understood what Chen Xin'er meant and asked, "What is the original meaning of this sentence?" Why does God want us to be children again? ”

"What do you think of the kids?"

"Ignorance, childishness."

Chen Xin'er smiled: "People think that children are naïve, but children are always humble, obedient, frank and happy; People think that adults are not naïve, but they are always serving, fighting, suspicious, and fearful, which do you think is childish? Adults only focus on victory and defeat, and as a result, they will only be bound to their own sins, and they will never be free. Hate is also a sin; My previous jealousy was the same sin. ”

Shao Fei smiled bitterly, lowered his head and said, "I don't think I can go back even if I'm here." ”

Chen Xin'er didn't quite understand the meaning of Shao Fei's words, and put her hand on Shao Fei's shoulder: "As long as you have a heart, you will definitely be able to go back." ”

"Thank you for talking to me so much." Shao Fei breathed a sigh of relief and smiled: "It's much more comfortable now." ”

"Then I'll go back." Chen Xin'er stood up and patted her buttocks.

"Your ass is so small."

Shao Fei suddenly said this, almost not scaring Chen Xin'er, Chen Xin'er blushed and scolded: "You hooligan." ”

Shao Fei laughed, he wanted to try to go back to the past, and then explained: "I used to be like this, I was often scolded as a hooligan. ”

"Hmph~" Chen Xin'er turned her head and left the confinement room, but with a hint of joy in her heart.

Not long after Chen Xin'er left, Shao Fei also left the confinement room to find Zhao Fei.

"How do you get out of the confinement room when it's your temporary dorm? Unorganized, undisciplined. ”

At this time, Zhao Fei was soaking his feet in the house, enjoying the pleasure from the soles of his feet.

"I'm going to enjoy it." Shao Fei said and sat down on the edge of his bed.

"Tired, you kid went to the confinement room to sleep leisurely, leaving the whole army to me alone, you are really righteous." Zhao Fei rubbed his instep and complained repeatedly.

"The detachment leader either really wants to lock me up, or wants me to calm down, but I can't calm down. I want to leave the army for a few days. ”

"I don't agree, we killed so many devils, they will definitely retaliate."

"They won't make a big move in half a month, and the troops in their rear haven't been replenished."

Zhao Fei lifted his feet out, wiped them with a towel, put on his shoes, and said, "I know what you think, and I'm glad that you can take the initiative to make a choice......." Forget it, if you go for a few days, you have to tell me where you go. ”

Shao Fei replied: "It won't be a week, and I don't know where to go." ”

Zhao Fei stood up, walked up to Shao Fei, and said sincerely: "Okay, I hope that in a week, you can change." ”

Shao Fei also stood up and patted Zhao Fei: "The troops are handed over to you, send more guard posts." Also, I'll leave tomorrow morning, you can help me tell Liu Ying about my departure, and tell her not to send me. ”

"I understand."

"Thank you."

Shao Fei patted Zhao Fei twice on the shoulder and left the room.

The next morning. Shao Fei changed into ordinary people's clothes and rode on the road with only a shell gun.

In the distance, Liu Ying had been standing still and looking this way. Shao Fei looked at her for a moment, twitched his horsewhip and quickly left the station.

Shao Fei didn't run for a few minutes on horseback, and now he was standing alone in the middle of the road, blocking his way.

Lixiang opened her hands, blocked in front of Shao Fei, and said loudly, "Didn't you say that you are the same person as me?" Take me along. ”

Shao Fei smiled and said, "Why do I have to take my enemy on the road, what if you stab me in the back?" ”

Rika frowned and explained loudly, "I won't!" I just want to see the world and see what we Japanese have brought to you. I want to know the truth, I'm not here for revenge! ”

Shao Fei got off the horse, walked up to Lixiang, and said, "I don't guarantee that you can see anything, it may disappoint you or be miserable, are you ready?" ”

Lixiang replied seriously: "I have already suffered, and the pain is for me, so you are responsible for me." Maybe after I know the truth of this world, I won't be in pain, I won't have hatred. ”

Shao Fei smiled with relief after hearing this, maybe the little girl in front of him will become a great thinker in the future.

"Get on the horse! Remember, don't pee right away. ”

"I'm fourteen years old."

Then, Shao Fei picked up Lixiang and sat on the horse, then got on the horse himself and took Lixiang down the mountain. In this way, the two of them began a journey of heart.

(End of chapter)

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