"When I was nine years old, I finally got it!" Liu Xie really took a sip of wine, and let the wine linger in his mouth, and he continued to reminisce about his story: "That year, Emperor Ling emptied his body because of his perennial immorality, and finally got a serious illness.

Although he is my real father, I have no affection for him at all. Even, my grandmother, Empress Dowager Dong, has no feelings for him, let alone for that He family. It can be said that the so-called emperor is the most failed person I have ever seen. But I didn't expect that it was such a failed person as him who gave me a few years of safety. It wasn't until he was about to die that I realized that he had a compelling struggle.

That year, I was only nine years old, and the night after visiting Emperor Ling, my grandmother came to my bedroom. She looked happy, and then told me something: my father seemed to have deliberately changed the crown prince, and intended to make me the crown prince!

It's just that that night, when he showed a little bit of meaning, he was fiercely opposed by He's relatives and the ministers of civil and military affairs. This matter was strictly forbidden to be publicized, so very few people knew about it.

In my opinion, Grandma is not a wise woman. I can see through the tricks she plays. But she was really nice to me. He instinctively thought that if I could become the crown prince and become the future emperor, it would be a wonderful thing. So she was happy. After all, if Emperor Ling has this meaning, he may be able to succeed in the future. Moreover, grandma is not a scheming woman. She rejoiced in her heart, and could not resist telling me at night.

But that very night, I sensed danger!

It was a chill that penetrated the whole body!!

At that time, I had already understood a truth: there is no benefit in the world for no reason! If you want to get something, you have to pay for it!

Yes, I was young and smart, and the servants who taught me praised me for being much better than Liu Wei. Even many ministers of civil and military affairs would praise me for my youth and wisdom at banquets

But don't forget, I'm living in Heaven! The Heavenly Family has been ruthless since ancient times, not to mention that there is a jealous and possessive queen like the He family!

It's ridiculous that grandma thought it was a good thing, and she took a lot of effort to start planning. But in fact, danger is coming!

Since that day, everything has changed.

The attendants and maids around me, as well as the servants and concubines, were very respectful to me, as if in their eyes, I was no longer a simple King Chen Liu, but a crown prince who might be the emperor of the Han Dynasty!

What's more, even my half-brother, Liu Bian, has changed his attitude towards me!

When I was young, my brother was very close to me. We were only two or three years old, and we played together, escaped the teachings of the servant together, and played tricks on the servant together. Every time I came up with the idea, he went to carry the black pot. Even though the servant always scolded him and praised me, he didn't mind at all, and still took the initiative to play with me every time.

But because of my father's serious illness, my brother's attitude towards me has also changed. I know that there must be something to provoke this, but it's really over between us.

He never came to me again, he didn't come to see me. He never came to take me to play again, nor did he accompany me to listen to the servant's lectures. I even remember that he had promised me that he would secretly take me for the first drink. However, he never fulfilled that promise until he abdicated and died!

It was the hopelessly stupid father who changed all this! He wants to make up for his mistakes at the last minute and repay the love he owes to me!

However, with such a pig-like head, can't he see that He Jin controlled all the military power in Luoyang at that time, and also hooked up with all the scholars, and the He family had a close relationship with all the eunuchs in the palace? Such a mess, let me, a nine-year-old child, pick it up?!

He really thinks that when he becomes an emperor, he can do whatever he wants?!

Pig!

No, he's not even as good as a pig!

Moreover, because he revealed in advance that he wanted to change me to the crown prince, everyone regarded me as an enemy! ”

Speaking of this, Liu Xie's voice became very low. That kind of low children's voice made Ma Chao have some heart palpitations. Immediately, Liu Xie looked at the night and sighed: "Meng Qi, you can't understand how I came over that night, that is, the night when I felt the rainstorm!" I'm alive until now. That night was one of the hardest and hardest nights of my life! Even later, the night before Dong Zhuo entered Beijing and made me emperor, it was far less sad than the night I did! ”

Ma Chao quietly looked at the face of His Majesty the big man, and suddenly felt that sitting in his position was not so beautiful at all. On the contrary, it is treacherous and helpless, and it is a dangerous struggle.

After hesitating for a moment, Ma Chao also sighed in a low voice: "Maybe I can understand." Although I haven't experienced it personally, I've already experienced a little bit of your psychological journey. ”

Liu Xie looked at Ma Chao, and a smile appeared little by little in the corners of his eyes: "Yes, I also believe that you are one of the few people who can understand me." Meng Qi, that's why I did everything possible to get you to Chang'an! You, although my experience is completely different, but I killed Ma Teng with my own hands, causing you to fall from the peak of the happiest at once. In this way, you will be like me, and we will be the same kind of people! ”

Ma Chao was silent.

He could imagine it. The night of a few years ago. The nine-year-old prince sat in the room, facing the cold night sky. I knew in my heart all the crises he was going to face, and even forced him to give up his humanity to struggle and survive

The two looked at each other and smiled, and there was a little more pain in each other's smiles.

Afterwards, Liu Xie took another sip of wine and continued to speak.

"After that night, I finally figured it out a lot. That chilling night didn't make me completely hopeless. I was a little lucky.

But soon. I finally discovered that being born in the royal family, although it seems to be rich and honorable, once you are involved in the interests of the supreme. Then all the wealth and all the honor around you will become murderous at once!

I didn't blame him for the fact that the royal brother was gradually estranged from me, and I understood after I figured it out. It's not his fault. After all, once upon a time we were brothers. But after that, we can only become ridiculous contenders for the throne.

Brother Huang regards me as an enemy, but the funny thing is that I don't want to fight with him at all! That throne seems to me not attractive at all. So, I wanted to convey a message to the imperial brother in disguise, or to the He family, I hope they can rest assured that I will not fight with him.

I ran to Emperor Ling, and in front of He's family, I told him in person that I didn't want to be an emperor. However, this stupid Spirit Emperor actually thought that I was afraid of the He family like my mother. He directly scolded He Shi and told her to get out! I saw Ho's resentful eyes at the time, as if she had discovered my clever method of retreating and seeing through my hypocritical nature, which was really ironic!

And since then, I have started to fight against the Imperial Brother and the He Clan, until I personally killed the Spirit Emperor, the He Clan, and the Imperial Brother in turn, and I have created the current me."