632. I died without regret after I turned around
At the beginning of May of the 27th year of the Republic of China (1938), the Japanese army mobilized more than 10 divisions and regiments, hundreds of thousands of troops, divided into several routes, and rushed to Xuzhou, in an attempt to gather and annihilate hundreds of thousands of troops of the main force of our Fifth Theater.
To the north of Xuzhou is Zaozhuang and Weishan Lake in Luxi, and the northernmost part of the slender Weishan Lake is Jining.
On May 9, the 16th Division of the Japanese North China Front Nakajima Imago set out from Jining, and on the 12th, broke through the positions along the Wanfu River of the Third Army of the Chinese Army.
The 16th Division of the Japanese Army was the main division involved in the Nanjing Massacre, and the devils who killed the Chinese in two competitions, which the Japanese called "100 beheadings", were in this division.
Following the Nanjing Massacre, the 16th Division sailed to Dalian by sea and was reincorporated into the battle sequence of the Second Army of the Japanese North China Front.
On May 14, the 16th Division captured Yutai, and on the 15th, it occupied Jinxiang and attacked Fengxian at the same time, and the troops were directed at Dangshan.
Once the Japanese army captured Fengxian, it was less than 100 kilometers away from Dangshan, which was located less than 100 kilometers west of Xuzhou, and it would be 50 kilometers south, and under the impact of the Japanese mechanized troops, it would be a day's journey.
Once the Japanese army takes Dangshan, it will be equivalent to cutting off the back road of the five theaters, and the railway that retreats west of Xuzhou will also be cut off.
Before May 10, General Xue Yue, commander-in-chief of the First Corps of the First Theater, ordered the 74th Army to quickly assemble at Dangshan.
At the beginning of May, in order to adapt to the operational command of the large corps and assist the retreat of the five theaters, the first corps was newly established in the first theater of Henan, which is located in the eastern part of Henan, also known as the eastern Henan corps, and has the 64th, 71st, and 74th armies under its jurisdiction.
After the 74th Army where Sangou was located was briefly under the command of General Xue during the Battle of Songhu, it is now under his command and is considered an old army, but Sangou doesn't know if this General Xue still remembers them.
Didn't the Seventh Company always have to go to the front line before, but now that the opportunity has come, everyone heard that they were going to the front line in Henan to fight devils, and they were so excited that they couldn't sleep all night.
The field hospital of the military department was also packing up and preparing to go with them, looking at the luggage and belongings all over the ground, the three dogs found Yang Muhua's room in a roundabout way.
Yang Muhua was packing her luggage, there weren't many things, she packed it in a few moments, Sangou came in, she just packed some medical books, and prepared to store them locally, there was no need to take them away.
When he was looking at it and concentrating, Sangou quietly touched in, stood behind Yang Muhua, and looked at it carefully, both of them were distracted.
It wasn't until Yang Muhua remembered that there was a book in another department, and when he was about to get it, when he turned around, he was startled to see a person behind him who was silent.
As a result, Sangou, who was still in the fugue, was also frightened, and the two of them jumped up nervously and "accused" each other, but before Yang Muhua could finish speaking, Sangou suddenly hugged her.
There is less and less time left for us, I can't waste time on my tongue, I want to take a good look at you, look at you carefully, I am afraid that I will not be able to remember your face for a while, and now I will imprint you in my heart.
Yang Muhua saw Sangou's stupid eyes looking at him without moving, and he slowly stopped struggling obediently, raised his head generously, and let Sangou have a good look.
Sangou slowly held Yang Muhua's face with his hand, and felt inexplicably moved in his heart, this world is really wonderful.
For eons of years, I have been here;
For billions of years, you have been here;
Thousands of roads, I passed through here;
Thousands of roads, you pass through here;
For billions of years, we have met here;
Thousands of roads, we meet here.
What a low-probability encounter this is, but it just makes us meet, get acquainted, know each other, and fall in love.
Although we met in troubled times, I still have to be grateful for the favor of fate and let me have you, this is enough, even if I embark on the road of no return tomorrow, this life is worth it.
On weekdays, Yang Muhua always reminded Sangou to be safe, but now she suddenly couldn't say it, not only this, but too many words that she couldn't say.
Looking at Sangou's eyes, thousands of words were blocked in his heart, Yang Muhua suddenly felt sad, this man, the most precious man in his life, will leave tomorrow, it is very likely, this departure will be a lifetime.
What to do? can't keep or refuse, in my heart on the one hand reluctant, on the other hand, helpless, born in this era, destined to bear the weight of this era.
Yang Muhua had thought about it well before, knowing that this day would come sooner or later, but when he really faced this moment, he was still in chaos and at a loss, so he had to hug Sangou tightly.
Let me hold you tightly, hold you tighter, I don't want to lose you, but I have to send you away, I hope we can all survive, we can all live to the day of old age, if the Bodhisattva can bless us, even if it is a lifetime of coarse tea and light food, I am willing.
Every time she thought of this, Yang Muhua, who was usually strong and generous, couldn't help herself, couldn't help but tears and wanted to flow out again, Sangou lovingly wiped her tears with her hands, wanting to say something, but couldn't say anything.
I can say what I need to say, I don't know how many times I have said it, and now even if I want to say it again, I can't say it anymore.
In the past, she was always verbosed by her to pay attention to safety, but now that I think about it, this is a sentence that will not be changed, and I don't feel bored after listening to it countless times, but now I just can't say it.
Sangou held the face of Yang Muhua, who was wearing pear blossoms and rain, speechless, suddenly lowered his head, kissed his mouth fiercely, and kissed it, In this life and this life, although I have left you, my heart will never leave.
As if he wanted to keep some thoughts in his heart, Sangou kissed Yang Muhua for a long time, at this moment, let me indulge in a dream, and after turning around, I died without regrets.
Yang Muhua also felt the strength of this beloved man, his passion, and even his despair in the kiss of Sangou for a long time.
At this moment, Yang Muhua suddenly felt very regretful, regretting that he did not marry him during the time that the two of them were together, I want to marry you, even if you leave now, we will live and die in this life.
But now it's impossible, this regret, we can only ask the Bodhisattva to bless us to see each other again in the future, and when we can still live, we can make up for it.
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The next day, Sangou and their combat troops took the lead, and Yang Muhua followed a group of female medical officers and nurses to see them off.
It's strange that many people are smiling with tears and reluctance in their eyes, but Sangou and Yang Muhua are smiling, even if they look at each other for a short time, they are also smiling, calm and calm.
Maybe at the last moment, I want to leave my best smile and best appearance to the most beloved person, and in each other's smiling eyes, both parties see happiness and support, support for mutual dependence, and calmness to accept everything.
Go, my beloved, no matter what happens to you, I can accept it, accept everything that fate has brought me, go, go with confidence.
Don't be sad, don't have regrets, and go on the road happily. Even if it is to send you to death, to send you to death, we must be happy.
It is already rare to meet in life, and we can meet again and love each other again, even if it is a short time, the world has given us too much, we should be grateful, not complain.
But why, at the moment of turning around, we all felt that a strong loneliness hit us, we were sad, but we didn't dare to look back, even if we looked back again, we didn't want to.
Keep the sadness to yourself and the beauty to you.