Because of the events of the day, the troops were forced to stay on the banks of the Jinsha River for one night. Shao Fei and Zhao Fei, as before, inspected each platoon to understand the emotions of the soldiers, and after finishing the incident, they went to see the wounded together.

Shao Fei felt a lot because of the events of the day, so he asked Zhao Fei to accompany him, and the two walked a mile to the bank of the Jinsha River.

Tonight is half a moon, and the moonlight still shines silvery on the river. The sound of "whooshing" water continued to sound in the surrounding area.

"The moon is still the same moon, and the river is still the same river." Shao Fei sang two sentences, without emotion, and smiled involuntarily: "No matter how time changes, the moon will never change." ”

Zhao Fei felt that Shao Fei was a little abnormal tonight, and he looked preoccupied, so he asked, "You seem to be a little wrong at night, is it for the daytime?" ”

Shao Fei's expression was a little lost, and he sighed: "I don't know if I have persuaded the Dian army soldier named Liuzi." I can't put myself in the other person's shoes and think, I can only say some big truths to stimulate their patriotic feelings and divert the contradictions between them. ”

Shao Fei said this, like drunk, and patted Zhao Fei on the shoulder: "Brother, in fact, I am a very superficial person, I don't understand war, and I can't understand the real war, what does it bring to people?" Because of this, sometimes I am miserable. When you kill someone, you ask yourself, should they kill? ”

Zhao Fei smiled with relief after hearing this, he knew that during this time, Shao Fei had been worrying about these things, and now he finally said it.

"You say you can't understand the war, you can't understand the pain of their loved ones because of the war. I also can't understand what you're thinking. ”

Zhao Fei's expression became very serious after speaking, and he looked at Jiang Shui: "War means death, maybe everyone looks at life from different angles." You ask me if they should be killed, and I can tell you with certainty that they should be killed. Security Corps, if you don't kill them, it will be our Red Army, an anti-Japanese team, who will die. If you don't kill the mountain bandits, more people and women will be poisoned by them, and more soldiers of the Dian army will die in battle to encircle and suppress them. ”

Zhao Fei breathed a long sigh of relief and said to Shao Fei: "Shao Fei, I always have a feeling that you don't belong here, you don't belong to this era, and your thoughts are incompatible with this era. ”

After hearing this, Shao Fei smiled bitterly and didn't say anything, but his heart seemed to be a little more relaxed. At least because of his superhuman ability, the people he killed have been recognized by others. Maybe they really deserve to die.

The death of so many people is a heavy burden on Shao Fei's heart. After all, he was only 21 years old. 21 years old is still a sophomore in modern times, the age of surfing the Internet, picking up girls, and watching anime.

Although Shao Fei has been a soldier for three years, he has undergone this kind of rigorous training. However, no matter what, the environment in which he lived was, after all, an era of peace, and his mode of thinking and world view could not be integrated with this war era in a short period of time.

The current Shao Fei is just doing what he thinks is right in this era. Second, his heart is still full of contradictions.

Zhao Fei saw that Shao Fei didn't speak for a long time, and asked, "How is it, have you figured it out?"

After Shao Fei took a deep breath, he looked down at Jiang Shui: "Thank you, brother." I'm more comfortable, I still need time to understand life; to make sense of this era; to understand war. ”

"You're a thoughtful and intelligent person, and I think you'll understand. But I have a piece of advice for you. ”

Zhao Fei said, looked up at the direction of the snow mountain opposite, and said solemnly: "After the snow mountain, you will enter western Sichuan, the Sichuan army is not the Yunnan army, you must remember, don't have the illusion of benevolence." ”

"I know." Shao Fei replied softly.

Zhao Fei just wanted to sound the alarm to Shao Fei that the Sichuan army was not the Yunnan army. Although the combat effectiveness of the Sichuan army was inferior to that of the Yunnan army, it spared no effort to encircle and suppress the Red Army, because they were not as independent as the Yunnan army, and the Sichuan army was greatly restrained by the central army.

"Shao Fei."

Shao Fei turned around and saw Liu Ying standing behind him, with a worried look.

"Let's talk, I'll go back first." Zhao Fei patted Shao Fei's arm and smiled: "Speak well." ”

After speaking, Zhao Fei left the riverside and walked towards the camp.

Liu Ying waited for Zhao Fei to leave and came to Shao Fei's side, lowered his head, and asked directly, "Do you like me?" ”

Shao Feijue's Liu Ying has been very strange recently, unlike the Liu Ying he knew at the beginning. Sometimes angry with himself, sometimes indifferent, and looks like he doesn't give up all day long.

"Do you have something on your mind?" Shao Fei asked worriedly, avoiding Liu Ying's embarrassing question.

"Let me ask you if you like me?"

Liu Ying mustered up her courage, gave up the woman's reserve, and asked again.

She knew that her time was running out, and she must know the answer before she died. She knew very well that she couldn't cross the snowy mountains.

"I ...... I do not know. ”

Shao Fei wanted to say, I can't accept your feelings, I don't belong here. But I was afraid of hurting Liu Ying's heart. Shao Fei has never been in love at all, and he doesn't know that dragging mud and water hurts people even more.

"I've let go of my dignity as a woman, why are you still ......?"

Liu Ying's tears flowed down, and her expression was painful and aggrieved.

When Shao Fei saw Liu Ying like this, Shao Fei was completely at a loss and distraught.

"I hate you, Shao Fei!"

Liu Ying hit Shao Fei's chest hard and turned to leave. Shao Fei didn't know why, his body uncontrollably grabbed Liu Ying's hand, and Liu Ying was dragged back and hugged Shao Fei tightly.

"I hate you." Liu Ying leaned on Shao Fei's chest and kept crying.

Shao Fei's whole body is numb, not only how to be good. raised his hands and wanted to hug Liu Ying, who was crying, but reason told himself: This is a relationship that does not belong to him. So slowly lower your hand vertically.

"What the hell is going on, can you tell me? I know you must have something on your mind, because your weird behavior doesn't look like you at all. ”

Shao Fei knew that Liu Ying must have something to do with herself, otherwise she wouldn't be so sad, she wouldn't be so impulsive, and she wouldn't be so anxious to confess to herself.

"I ...... I can't cross the snowy mountains, I'm going to die. ”

Thinking of death, thinking of leaving the person she just fell in love with, Liu Ying seemed to cry even more sadly.

.

Shao Fei's expression changed, and he immediately pushed Liu Ying away, and asked anxiously, "Why!?" ”

Liu Ying wiped away her tears and said: "I have been afraid of cold since I was a child, not an ordinary fear of cold, and it will be life-threatening to be at low temperature all the time. ”

Shao Fei asked, "Is it hypothermia?" ”

"What?"

Liu Ying doesn't seem to have heard of this medical term.

Shao Fei explained: "It's just a kind of person, because of the physique, you are naturally afraid of cold. ”

After Shao Fei finished explaining, the person was completely silent. I thought: how many Red Army soldiers froze to death on the snowy mountains without hypothermia. However, Liu Ying ...... Although he couldn't say anything about her feelings, he was very sure of one thing, Liu Ying was the person he cared about the most in this era.

Liu Ying had calmed down a little, and sucked hard like a child: "Then can't I cross the snowy mountain?" ”

Shao Fei looked at Liu Ying's pretty face with pity, helped her wipe away her tears, and comforted: "It's going to be fine, with me." I was the all-powerful squad leader of the Red Army. ”

Although Shao Fei said this, he just wanted Liu Ying to feel at ease. But he didn't have a bottom in his heart, he hadn't met anyone with hypothermia, and he didn't know how to solve it.

"Really?"

Liu Ying looked at Shao Fei affectionately, and hugged Shao Fei again: "You won't leave me, will you?" ”

Shao Fei couldn't answer Liu Ying's question. At this time, he felt that his heartbeat was speeding up again, why did he feel like his heart was beating. I kept asking myself whether I should accept Liu Ying. Reason and sensibility are constantly wrestling within.

Shao Fei said in a deep voice, "I can't promise you. ”

If he hadn't crossed over, Shao Fei would have accepted Liu Ying's feelings. Because he didn't know when he would suddenly disappear, he was too irresponsible for Liu Ying.

"I don't need to promise, I just need to be by your side and see you every day."

After Liu Ying finished speaking, she seemed to hug Shao Fei tighter.

Half a day later, Liu Ying let go of Shao Fei, not wanting to barely get an answer. Now she only needs Shao Fei to accompany her and watch the river and night at night.

"Sing me a song, the rascal kind."

Shao Fei knew that what Liu Ying said was a very hooligan kind of love song. After thinking about it, he began to sing in a low voice: "You are like a child, you want to love, and you don't understand the helplessness in my heart......"

The two looked at the moonlight and sang this song. Although Shao Fei didn't promise anything to Liu Ying, Liu Ying felt very happy, and this was the most romantic moment in her life......