Shao Fei took Lixiang to the south, walking aimlessly.

All she saw was the poverty and suffering that war had brought to people. She deeply knows that all this is brought by her country's army.

Along the way, Lixiang couldn't see a single Japanese soldier, and some of them were those traitors and puppet soldiers who oppressed their own people.

Lixiang sat on horseback and asked Shao Fei: "I don't understand, there are no Japanese people in the villages and towns along the way, why do they still hang the national flag of our country?" Why do the wicked oppress the people of their own country? Why don't you go out of your way to work hard for the Japanese? I really don't understand. ”

Shao Fei didn't think about it after hearing so much why, and replied, "I don't know."

"No, you know. You don't even think about it, or you don't want to say it at all. ”

Shao Fei was a little helpless and asked, "Do you remember the three kinds of people I told you?" ”

"Yes."

Shao Fei replied: "There are too many people in the first two types in China."

Lixiang could feel Shao Fei's helplessness and loss, so she didn't ask.

The two of them came to a town. On the side of the road, a woman in her thirties sits on the side of the road, wearing a dirty gray cotton jacket, with a messy head and a stained face. In front of the woman stood a little girl of eleven or twelve, dressed almost identically to the woman.

"Dismount, I'm going to dismount."

Rika suddenly screamed in a hurry, and noisily got off the horse. After Shao Fei picked her off the horse, Lixiang ran to the mother and daughter and looked straight at her.

Lixiang looked up at Shao Fei, and then stretched out her hand to ask for money.

Shao Fei said: "They don't ask for food."

Rika asked, "What's that?"

Shao Fei didn't want to answer, so he turned around and walked away. Coming to a nearby steamed bun shop, Shao Fei bought four meat buns and walked back and handed them to Lixiang. Rika immediately gave the buns to the little girl and her mother.

Seeing that they were eating wolf, Lixiang persuaded: "Eat slowly, don't swallow."

The mother stopped chewing, and she heard Rika's nondescript voice, and asked with a bun in her mouth, "Are you Japanese?"

Rika hesitated and nodded.

The mother immediately became excited, spit out the bun in her mouth vigorously, and threw the bun in her hand and her daughter's hand to the ground.

"We will starve to death and will not eat the food you give to us! My man died at the hands of you brutes! ”

The woman's expression was very excited, and there was great hatred. The little girl looked at the buns on the ground and cried: "I want buns, I want buns......"

"Let's go!"

The woman immediately stood up and pulled her daughter away. Shao Fei immediately followed, while Lixiang stood stupidly and motionless, as if she had been frozen.

After a while, Shao Fei walked back, and now Lixiang was in tears, so he comforted: "Don't cry, I just went over and gave them some money."

Lixiang asked hoarsely, "You just said that they didn't ask for food, what is that?"

Shao Fei replied in a low voice: "It should be selling my daughter." If they ask for food, they don't have a bowl in front of them, and they can't read. ”

Lixiang looked at the buns on the ground, and her mood was extremely heavy. The mother would rather starve to death than eat the enemy's things, how deep is that hatred?

At this time, several beggars on the side of the road appeared in front of Lixiang and ran over one after another, desperately scrambling.

Lika said to these beggars, "I'm Japanese, and this is the bun I bought."

A beggar stuffed a bun into his mouth and replied to Lixiang: "I don't care who you are, the most important thing is to have a full stomach."

Lixiang entered into contemplation again, why are these people different from the mother and daughter just now? They have nothing but food in their eyes.

Subsequently, Shao Fei took Lixiang to the inn to stay. Lika had no appetite at all, so she ate casually and went into the room upstairs.

After Shao Fei entered the room, Lixiang suddenly stood in front of Shao Fei and said, "I want to atone for my sins."

"You are not guilty, what sin are you atonementing for?"

"Because I'm Japanese."

Shao Fei knew that the events of the day had a certain blow to Lixiang.

Along the way, Shao Fei began to understand Lixiang, a little girl who had only turned fourteen. She is very sensitive in her mind and sees things very thoroughly. Sometimes I ask some more profound questions, and I can't answer them completely.

Shao Fei looked at Lixiang, touched her head, and said, "You are not guilty, it is those Japanese soldiers who are guilty."

Rika's expression changed and she asked, "We are both Japanese, is there any difference?"

Seeing her expression, Shao Fei knew that she was doing the same thing again. At first, it was a simple question, and at the end it must have been asked to myself speechless. But Shao Fei still answered Lixiang's question.

"They killed people, you didn't kill anyone. So it's different. ”

Lixiang asked again, "You are not my parents, how do you know that I have not killed anyone?"

Shao Fei was a little helpless, and replied casually: "Feeling." You're only fourteen years old, and you're kind, how can you kill someone? ”

Rika then asked, "There are a hundred Japanese people you don't know, can you tell at a glance which of them has killed people and which ones have not?"

Shao Fei replied, "No."

Lixiang asked again: "Since you can't, then why did you kill so many captured and wounded Japanese soldiers in the last battle?"

Shao Fei was completely silent, and he couldn't answer anymore. At this time, Shao Fei was very surprised that Lixiang would ask such a question.

Rika said, "That's not what I'm going to ask. It was Sister Ayako who asked me to ask. There is another question, which Sister Liu Ying asked me to ask you. ”

Shao Fei asked, "What's the problem?"

Lixiang said: "She asked me to ask you: Are the devils in Nanjing the same as the devils in Shanxi?"

At the mention of Nanjing, Shao Fei became irritable and said angrily: "The same! It's all aggressors, it's all executioners with butcher knives! ”

After Shao Fei answered, he walked to the table and sat down, then picked up the teapot, poured himself a cup, and drank it all.

Lixiang was a little frightened by Shao Fei's momentum. She had never seen Shao Fei be too angry with herself, as if she had done something wrong, she walked to the side of the bed and sat down quietly.

The room fell silent all at once. For a moment, who did not say a word in his mouth.

"I'm sorry."

Shao Fei couldn't help but apologize, after all, the other party was a little girl, and he owed her something.

Lixiang bowed her head and said: "The old monk is right, hatred can expand people's selfish desires, change people's temperament, and make people suffer if they act excessively. You hate my father, so you killed him, and therefore I hate you. But I want to tell you that after all this going on, I don't hate you anymore. ”

Shao Fei breathed a sigh of relief and said, "I'm glad you can say that."

Rika added, "I know I don't have a sin, but my father does, and many Japanese do, and I just want to atone for their sins." I don't want to go back, I want to look at the war in the 'enemy' camp, and then record it, and when the war is over, I want many Japanese people to see the real history. ”

Shao Fei looked at Lixiang and was a little surprised. These words are not like the words that a fourteen-year-old girl could say. Maybe the pain and hatred made her mature.

Rika suddenly stood up and proposed, "We'll be home."

Lixiang has regarded the station as his home, Shao Fei felt relieved, so he agreed to Lixiang.

Rika said again, "Can you take me to meet someone before you go home?"

"Who?"

"You should know him, his name is Hidehiko Yanagiyu."

Hearing Hidehiko Yanagi's name, Shao Fei was even more surprised. But thinking back to Yagyu and being Yamazaki's subordinates, it's not surprising that they knew each other.

"Well, I'd like to meet him too."

Shao Fei agreed to Lixiang's request, and Lixiang was immediately overjoyed, took off her shoes and went to bed.

Lixiang said excitedly, "I'm going to sleep with you at night."

"Nope."

"I'm just a little girl, not a woman yet."

Shao Fei shook his head, Lixiang touched his chest, and said, "You see that my breasts haven't grown, I'm just a child." I just want to know what it's like for me to sleep with my enemy, and see if there will be hatred in my heart. ”

Shao Fei couldn't laugh or cry a little, and casually agreed to Lixiang's wayward request.

At night, the two slept in the same bed, but neither could sleep.

Shao Fei turned his back to Lixiang and asked, "How do you feel now?" Do you want to stab me in the back? ”

"I don't want to."

Lixiang sniffed, and Shao Fei immediately noticed that she was crying. After a while, Rika muttered, "I miss my mother."

(End of chapter)

Please remember that the first domain name of this book is .. Biqu Ge mobile version update fastest website:m.