Chapter 938: Her Mind (4)

On a quiet night, the sky was terrifyingly quiet, and Xiao Han had no sleepiness in this silent night.

The blue wind is not there, everyone is not there, and the sky is scary to be quiet.

But what can Xiao Han do? Even Xiao Han himself didn't know what to do.

At this moment, Xiao Han wished that someone could talk to her, but there was no one around at all.

At this time, Xiao Han felt that it would be good if the warm sun could come to his side, this friendly young man made Xiao Han feel a little cute.

But Xiao Han didn't dare to continue to think about it, in Xiao Han's heart, the blue wind was an eternal pain.

Xiao Han always warned himself that he must not be cranky.

However, whether it was Qianqian or Nuan Yang, the words that came out of their mouths have been lingering in Xiao Han's mind.

Xiao Han has asked himself many times in his heart whether he wants to accept this young man.

In fact, Xiao Han's heart really wanted to accept the warm sun, but the moral constraints made Xiao Han feel that he really shouldn't think about these things.

Oh, yes! Xiaohan already has a blue wind, but what can he do? Lan Feng has been driven away by himself, and it is Miss Qianqian who Xiao Han himself promised.

Now Xiao Han regrets it a little again, Xiao Han regrets letting Lan Feng leave him, because such days are too difficult.

Xiao Han knew what he wanted, but Xiao Han was very resistant to this idea, because Xiao Han felt that no matter what he did, it was a sin.

This kind of sin is Xiao Han's cry from the depths of his heart, and it is Xiao Han's sorrow from the bottom of his heart.

Xiao Han hesitated, what should he do?

The kind of behavior that he longed for couldn't be released, and at this time, Xiao Han remembered what Nuan Yang had said to him.

Can you really fulfill your dream as Nuan Yang said?

This kind of thing is something that Xiao Han never dared to think about in his life.

Because Xiao Han feels that this kind of thing is the most natural thing only when it is buried deep in his heart, and it is also what he should do.

Xiao Han didn't know why he thought like this, anyway, Xiao Han just felt that he should do that.

Why, exactly? In fact, Xiao Han himself couldn't figure out this problem, Xiao Han just felt that he was born with nothing to do with the kind of thing Nuan Yang said.

If it's like what Nuan Yang said, it's really not yourself.

Xiao Han has always thought like this, because Xiao Han knows what his state of mind is, and Xiao Han also knows what he is thinking in his heart.

Yes, Xiao Han feels that he just can't get along with this world.

Because Xiao Han knows that if he really does what Nuan Yang said, then he is not his real self.

Xiao Han has actually been chasing such a self, but Xiao Han just can't do it, because Xiao Han feels that he should be a traditional woman.

But Xiao Han is very resistant to such an idea in his heart, because Xiao Han knows that that he is not what he wants at all.

But so what? I really can't do what Nuan Yang said, even if Xiao Han has warned himself in his heart more than once to let himself be like that.

However, Xiao Han can't do it at all, this is not Xiao Han's own volition, and Xiao Han is still very clear about this.

Xiao Han didn't want to be like this, but Xiao Han really couldn't do anything about it.

This kind of powerlessness is Xiao Han's natural inner feeling, and Xiao Han actually doesn't want to do this.

Now Xiaohan, how much he hopes that someone can save him, even if it is only a little bit.

Because Xiao Han really doesn't want to continue like this.

Like this state of mind that can't be released, Xiao Han has to hide it in his heart, Xiao Han doesn't want others to know that he is such a person. But Xiao Han is really doing his best, even if Xiao Han knows that he is really bad like this, but Xiao Han will naturally drive himself to do what he thinks he should do according to his own thoughts.

Unconsciously, the sky has gradually brightened, but Xiao Han's heart has not yet been lit up.

At this moment, only Xiao Han himself knows how boring and exhausting such a life without resonance is.

The arrival of the early morning did not make Xiao Han forget the sadness of last night, on the contrary, Xiao Han felt even more helpless.

Although Xiao Han would think so, then he felt that his state of mind was not just helpless, but also took away some deep helplessness in the helplessness.

But in the face of these helplessness, Xiao Han couldn't extricate himself from helplessness no matter what.

Thoughts like this, Xiao Han has thought about it many times throughout the night, but so what? Xiao Han still couldn't get out of the predicament.

At this time, what Xiao Han was thinking about in his heart was no longer the blue wind, but the warm sun with a mouth full of oily tones.

Xiao Han knew that he shouldn't think like this, but Xiao Han couldn't control his thinking, and he couldn't control it at all.

His own state of mind made Xiao Han feel bored, but Xiao Han has never been able to extricate himself from this state of mind.

The sun was already shining, but Xiao Han still couldn't ask for the thought of the warm sun.

Thinking of this, Xiao Han's heart suddenly accelerated, this feeling was very subtle, Xiao Han had never been in this state of mind.

It's weird! What's wrong with me? Xiao Han kept asking himself this question.

Did you miss him? How can it be! My heart belongs to the blue wind.

What's going on? Why can't I erase the thoughts of the warm sun?

Where is he? What's he doing? Is he thinking about me, too?

This series of questions made Xiao Han feel painful.

Xiao Han finally couldn't help it, at this time Xiao Han wanted Nuan Yang to appear in front of him very much, but Xiao Han was also worried, if Nuan Yang appeared in front of him, then what should he say to Nuan Yang? It's just like yesterday, and you don't care about the warm sun at all?

No! That obviously won't work.

But what should I do?

The opening remarks when facing the warm sun have been thinking about Xiao Han for a long time in his heart......

Finally, Xiao Han thought about it.

At this moment, Xiao Han felt that everything Nuan Yang said to himself yesterday was very reasonable, if Nuan Yang said the same thing to himself again today, then he would definitely be a little better to Nuan Yang.

No, it's just not good to be any better, you must be gentle with Nuan Yang, at the very least, you have to make Nuan Yang feel that she has really changed her habit of talking for him.

When Xiao Han thought of his speaking habits, Xiao Han suddenly felt that he didn't seem to be like this before, when did he start to speak so harshly?

Xiao Han himself couldn't think of an answer to this question.