Chapter 879: Self-Redemption
Xu Jie helplessly pressed his hand, and said to Wanhua: "Okay, leader, don't worry about this, what the student said, have you ever considered it in your heart?" ”
Wan Hua smiled slightly and replied: "This is really not a secret to Mr., I have to think about it, but I haven't thought about it, in the final analysis, I still can't escape the old saying, I love the country, I love the beauty even more!" ”
As he spoke, Wanhua was lying behind him, quietly looking at the side of the pavilion, the fish in the pond swimming around,
After a long time, Wan Huacai continued: "Sir, I'm not afraid of your jokes, in fact, it's not what I want to take this path." Emperor Gao of the Ming Dynasty expelled the Tatar slaves and restored China, and he had a great favor in my Han family, and his descendants became emperors and ruled me, and I had nothing to disagree with.
If I hadn't caught up with such a world, maybe now I opened a small shop, doing a little business, and after closing, I counted the money I earned that day with my mother-in-law, maybe only a few or dozens of dollars a day, but such a day is already very good, and I will be very satisfied. ”
Xu Jie listened on the sidelines, and couldn't help but be surprised in his heart, he didn't expect a hegemon-like figure like Wan Hua to be so yearning for a mediocre life in his heart, and he didn't know if this was true or not!
"Maybe deep down in my heart, I'm still a little common man, so when I know that there is a son of the prefect's family who is pursuing Chan'er, I really can't sit still!
But reason tells me that I am the leader of a party, the head of a force, and I cannot do anything too dangerous, because my life no longer belongs entirely to me, but to my relatives, my brothers, and the whole guard, and the millions of people I rule!
So reason tells me again that for their sake, I should learn to make trade-offs, and I should be a person who buries my feelings deeply, because as a leader, having feelings, this is sometimes not a good thing! ”
Speaking of this, Wan Hua just turned to look at Xu Jie.
"Sir, but I am so afraid that my reason will prevail over myself, because in this way, I will lose myself little by little, and under the enslavement of power, I will become a slave of power, and then my heart will become harder and harder, and my blood will become colder and colder!
Was I still me then? ”
"I remember when I killed the first person, that person was a catcher, and I killed him in order to get the money on him. There's nothing to do for the people, there's nothing to do justice, and although the catch is not a thing, I'm just here for money.
When he killed the catcher, he was seen by my good brother, and reason told me that I should kill him, because if he leaked a word, my family and I would die without a place to bury!
If a person is not for himself, he will be destroyed, killing one of them can ensure my life, as well as the life of my family, there is nothing wrong with this! ”
"But I didn't do it, because I knew that once I punched him, I would never come back!"
After speaking, Wan Hua walked to the stone bench and sat down weakly.
"Now I am also facing the same choice at that time, if I can watch Chan'er being snatched away by others for the stability of my own power, then why can't I point the butcher's knife at my own people for the stability of my own forces in the future!"
After saying all this, Wanhua smiled helplessly, and the laughter was mixed with a lot of bitterness.
"No one is born a devil, he is just a little bit of self-loss, and finally embarked on a road from which he can never return.
I am afraid that I will be like many people in history, enslaved and corrupted by power, and finally become a loner.
So I came to Chan'er desperately, which is actually my own self-salvation. Having said all that, do you understand, sir? ”
Xu Jie looked at Wanhua and was silent for a long time.
On this day, Wanhua didn't leave, because Xu Jie left him to live in the house, which was naturally better, Wanhua promised that since he was staying, then if he didn't go back to Shaanxi, Wanhua would not leave.
In the evening, Xu Jie set up a reception banquet for Wanhua, Xu Jie's father and mother, as well as Zhang Chan's father Master Zhang, they also attended one by one, and the scene was very enthusiastic.
During the banquet, everyone talked and laughed, and Zhang Chan was even more happy, and the whole person was much more lively and cute, which made Xu Jie's parents very happy.
They have always been very fond of Zhang Chan, but since Zhang Chan came this time, they are not as lively and happy as before, often alone in a daze with handkerchiefs, and the smile is even more rare.
Now, the lively and lovely Zhang Chan is back again, as a person who has come over, even if no one tells them about the relationship between Wanhua and Zhang Chan, they can guess it.
For Wanhua, Xu Jie's parents have no opinions, after all, this is the person Zhang Chan chose herself, the so-called priceless treasure, rare lovers, this pair of women sincerely meet a man, it is natural to cherish it.
But this means that they don't know Wanhua's identity, but it is really as Xu Jie introduced, it is "Wan Zhendong" from Fugu, if they know what Wanhua is doing now, then it is estimated that they will beat the mandarin ducks.
They don't know, but that Master Zhang knows, looking at his precious daughter and Wan Hua talking and laughing, a picture of Lang Love, and the sweet appearance of the concubine, Master Zhang is worried in his heart.
He also knew from Xu Jie's mouth before that Wanhua had even killed a big official like the governor of the three sides, and this kind of thing was broken.
If it is said that what Wanhua did in the past was still possible to be recruited by the imperial court, but now that this thing is done, there is no possibility of turning back.
How is this good, do you really want my precious daughter to follow him?
The court is so big, where can this Wanhua fight, in the end, it is not to be slaughtered by the law, if it is really like that, wouldn't his baby daughter have to be widowed!
"Hey!"
Thinking of this, Master Zhang couldn't help but sigh for a long time.
But that guy has a terrible mouth, his baby daughter was so confused by him, and even his baby nephew was stunned, and they were all talking to him.
In the past, if you didn't agree, then there was still someone to help, but now it's good, there is no one to discuss!
Wan Hua on the side glanced at Master Zhang with a long sigh, a preoccupied look, and couldn't help but say, "Uncle, what's on your mind?" If there is, please ask your uncle to tell me, and the boy will definitely do it for his uncle. ”