Chapter 158: Gloomy Sadness
Yuan Fang took the familiar soldier card, looked at his name on it, and remembered the happy smile on her face when she gave this card to Xia Liang, Yuan Fang's heart seemed to be pierced by a needle, and he held the card in his hand tightly, raised his head, and did not let the tears flow. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Looking at the sad Yuan Fang, Yuqing understood, the man in front of him wanted to keep his sadness in his heart and didn't want to show it, but did it make sense? Keeping calm in front of people, grief to bear on their own, is this called the dignity of men? Yuqing felt that this was self-deception.
Yuan Fang secretly wiped away the tears that could not be faded, and smiled miserably: "Let you see you smile, Xia Liang her, is she buried?" ”
Yuqing shook her head: "No, it's up to you to decide this matter." ”
Yuan Fang nodded and said gratefully, "Thank you." ”
Yuqing looked outside the account: "Don't thank me, this is what Captain Qin Yu meant." ”
When it came to Qin Xing, Yuan Fang thought of Yang Xing and asked worriedly, "Is there any news from Yang Xing?" What the hell is going on with him? ”
Yuqing continued to shake her head: "No news, they didn't say anything." ”
Yuan Fang pondered for a moment and said, "Can you help me, I want to go and see Xia Liang." ”
Yuqing was angry and said, "Do you think I was hurt less than you?" ”
Yuan Fang said embarrassedly: "I can't help it, there is no place on my body that doesn't hurt." ”
Yuqing looked at the scarred Yuan Fang and asked, "Are you sure you can do it?" I mean your injury? Yuan Fang didn't answer, just looked at Yuqing and didn't speak.
Yuqing sighed, but still got up to help Yuan Fang, and it took a lot of effort to get him up. Yuan Fang walked a few steps in the tent with the support of Yuqing, and walked to the outside of the tent after a little adaptation.
Yuqing reminded: "You have to be mentally prepared. Yuan Fang was stunned for a moment, thinking that Yuqing was worried that she would not be able to bear it when she saw Xia Liang, so she didn't say anything.
Lifting the curtain, the sun was shining, and he couldn't open his eyes, and a gentle warmth hit, but Yuan Fang's heart was still cold and sad.
The two guards guarding the door saw Yuan Fang come out, hurriedly stood up and saluted, and said, "My lord." Yuan Fang was stunned, he was just a small soldier, how could he become an adult? However, thinking about the Tiger Roaring Legion, Chang Xun was clear about Yang Xing's attitude, and muttered secretly: "What is the identity of this kid Yang Xing." ”
Yuqing smiled bitterly and said, "Now you know why I made you mentally prepared, right?" ”
Yuan Fang did not continue the topic and asked Yuqing: "Where is Xia Liang?" ”
Xia Liang pointed to a tent not far away and said, "General Xia is temporarily placed there. ”
Yuan Fang raised his eyes and saw that outside a white tent, more than a dozen female soldiers were standing around the tent, they didn't look like guards, but more like guarding the mausoleum.
Yuan Fang's arrival was not stopped by anyone, and the female soldiers on guard spontaneously saluted Yuan Fang, Yuan Fang was a little flattered, and was about to return the salute, but was stopped by Yuqing: "They have all received the great favor of General Xia, you are the general's husband, you can afford it." ”
Yuan Fang was stunned when he heard this, and looked at Yuqing with great meaning, Yuqing was barely able to look at Yuan Fang at first, and he was defeated after a while, facing Yuan Fang's eyes that were not sharp but seemed to penetrate everything, Yuqing knew that he had seen through his careful thoughts.
Yuan Fang didn't say anything, walked into the tent, Yuqing didn't follow up, and stayed outside like everyone else. The tent was empty, only a brand-new simple bamboo bed was placed in the middle, Xia Liang was lying on it quietly, her eyes were closed, her expression was serene, someone had already helped her change into a new military uniform, the blood stains on her body had been cleaned, and she looked like she was asleep, but she was not breathing.
Yuan Fang walked closer with difficulty, looked at Xia Liang's face and was silent for a long time, stretched out his right hand to caress her long dry hair, and said softly: "You are my wife, always will be, go in peace, I will take care of them." As if in response to Yuan Fang, the breeze blew and the curtain shook slightly.
I don't know how long it took, Yuan Fang, who was immersed in his memories, was pulled back to reality by the noise outside, the curtain was lifted, and Yang Xing, who was dressed in a new military uniform, hurried in, and saw that Yuan Fang was unharmed, and the slight uneasiness and confusion on his face suddenly disappeared, as if he had found the backbone: "Boss, you're fine, great." ”
Yuan Fang saw Yang Xing appear in front of him alive, and smiled happily: "You are here." ”
Yang Xing limped to Yuan Fang's side, glanced down at Xia Liang, and was about to say something to Yuan Fang when his face suddenly changed, the look on his face disappeared, he looked carefully at Xia Liang on the bed, and said in disbelief: "Sister-in-law, sister-in-law, she." ”
Yuan Fangqiang smiled: "She's gone." ”
Yang Xing looked at Yuan Fang and asked, "Boss, you, are you okay?" ”
Yuan Fang gently patted Yang Xing's shoulder: "Don't worry, I'm fine." ”
There is a wild bamboo forest in the place of three miles west of the dark incense slope, there is a deep pool called Linhuatan in the north of the bamboo forest, ten in the evening, Yuan Fang stood in front of a new grave on the edge of the bamboo forest, looked at the green bamboo tombstone and was silent for a long time, the tombstone said 'the tomb of the beloved wife Xia Liang' and the payment was 'husband, Yuan Fang. There is no head-up and epitaph, and it is as simple and concise as Xia Liang's character.
Yuan Fang looked at the tombstone and was silent for a long time, gloomy, painful, painful in his heart, painful like a knife, painful to the bone marrow, painful to the heart, yesterday they hugged and laughed, but now life and death are separated.
Yang Xing sighed leisurely, stepped forward and said, "Boss, go back." ”
Yuan Fang said leisurely: "Your leg injury is not healed yet, go back and rest first, let me stay later." ”
Yang Xing stubbornly said, "No, I'll go back with you." ”
Yuan Fang said indifferently: "I want to be alone and quiet." ”
Yang Xing was silent for a moment: "Okay, I'll wait for you to eat." Yuan Fang nodded.
Yang Xing looked at the tombstone: "Sister-in-law, I'll go back first." After speaking, he sighed and gradually moved away with the support of the guards.
Yang Xing left, Qin Yan took two hundred cavalry to guard a little farther away, and Yuqing and some female soldiers silently watched the emaciated figure in front of the grave.
The sky is getting dark, Yuan Fang hung the soldier card with his body temperature in his palm on the tombstone, took one last look, turned to leave, Yuan Fang's steps were firm, his steps became more and more brisk, the sadness in his heart gradually faded, or a little bit was pressed in the bottom of his heart, since he was still alive, he had to live happily, live happily and freely, leave his sadness here, and take away his thoughts.
Yuqing saw Yuan Fang coming over and greeted him with more than a dozen female soldiers, glanced at Xia Liang's cemetery from a distance, turned around with a trace of nostalgia and reluctance, and followed Yuan Fang's side.
Qin Yan waved his hand, and the two hundred iron horsemen under his command got out of the way and guarded Yuan Fang and his party. didn't go far, Yuan Fang stopped, turned back to Qin Yan who was leading the horse and followed behind him, and said, "You don't need to be like this, I look like a big man." ”
Qin Yan smiled awkwardly: "That, we are ordered to protect the safety of adults, and it is our duty." "To be honest, Qin Yan doesn't want to do this, he is a soldier, not a guard entourage or bodyguard or something, his dream is to gallop on the battlefield, but this is General Chang Xun's order, he can't disobey.