Chapter 947: The Day of Amnesia

Shangguan Wan'er's mind turned blank, and her eyes, just like when she opened them for the first time after she was born, looked at Xue Shao.

"If it's a dream, I hope I never wake up!" She said.

Xue Shao stretched out a hand, gently touched her face, and wiped away the tears under her eyelids, "You promised me that you wouldn't cry anymore." ”

The eyes of the stars blinked slightly, and tears wet Xue Shao's fingers.

"You know how much I miss you?" She said.

"It's like, how much I love you." He reached out and took her into his arms.

She rolled over, and threw herself on top of him, crying hysterically.

Even she herself was intimidated. I've never cried like this since I can remember.

Living in the palace, laughter is a necessary lesson, and crying is a shameless luxury.

Xue Shao didn't speak, and hugged Shangguan Wan'er tightly. He pulled the white fox and wrapped her tightly, not wanting to leave a gap. Because her face and hands were cold.

Shangguan Wan'er cried for a long time, crying so much that she had to forget the time.

She involuntarily curled up, curled up like a kitten, and completely hid herself in his embrace. She felt so warm, so warm. It felt like he had become a part of his body and would never be separated again.

It's been a long time.

Shangguan Wan'er poked her head out of the swaddling clothes like a baby, her eyes full of aura, and looked at Xue Shao closely.

"Why are you back?"

"The suburbs of the imperial court, how can there be no Xia Guanshangshu?"

"When did you come?"

"Shortly after you sailed." Xue Shao smiled slightly, "I'm looking for my boat, and I'm going to fish for a day tomorrow." When I arrived at the house, I only found four watery ospreys, which had just climbed up from the bottom. ”

"I stole your ship. And drove your people into the water. Shangguan Wan'er smiled.

"My world, you are the queen." Xue Shao stroked her face, "The queen must be domineering, the queen's affairs cannot be called stealing." ”

"Then what if I run away to Princess Taiping's world and steal his man?" She looked at him mischievously and defiantly.

"After stealing, remember to come back early." Xue Shao smiled, "Wipe your little mouth clean, just act as if nothing happened." ”

Shangguan Wan'er blushed and hid in his arms again. Her face was pressed against his chest, and her heart could be clearly heard beating strongly.

The moonlight wraps the two together, as if they were born one and will never be separated.

Shangguan Wan'er curled up in his arms lazily like a kitten, and was tightly held by his strong and powerful arms. Don't worry about falling, don't worry about eunuchs coming to beat and scold, don't worry about palace maids coming to bully, don't worry about the empress suddenly coming to ask for guilt, and don't even have to worry about the sky falling and tidying up the world and destroying it.

She had never met her father and had never felt like this.

In Shangguan Wan'er's view, there are thousands of feelings in the world, but the word "peace of mind" is the most rare.

After a long time, Shangguan Wan'er suddenly said, "Do you think I still remember him?" ”

Xue Shao didn't react for a while, "Who?" ”

"Former Prince." Shangguan Wan'er said, "When you killed Zhou Xing, you also killed Qiu Shenxian. Although he deserves to die, there are too many people above the court who deserve to die. Qiu Shenqian has never dared to provoke you. ”

Xue Shao hugged her, smiled and didn't speak, and patted her lightly with his hand. This made Shangguan Wan'er feel like a father coaxing his little daughter to sleep.

"Why don't you speak?" She asked.

"He provoked you. So, he deserves to die. Xue Shao said.

"He didn't provoke me." Shangguan Wan'er said, "He just forced the former prince to kill." ”

"He made you sad, so he provoked it."

Shangguan Wan'er raised her head, took the little pink nail on the little finger of her right hand, gently clasped the short blue and black stiff beard on his chin, and laughed quietly, "You are too domineering." It's not reasonable at all. ”

"This is the way this world is." Xue Shao said, "When you desperately want to reason with others, it is actually when you are weak and helpless. When you have enough strength, reasoning has long since become superfluous to those who are hateful. ”

"Are you reasoning with me?" Shangguan Wan'er asked as she gently stroked his short beard.

"I was wrong. Couldn't be more wrong. Xue Shao smiled, "The stupidest thing a man can do is to reason with a woman." ”

Shangguan Wan'er also smiled, "I have long forgotten him." ”

Xue Shao smiled slightly and did not speak.

"You don't believe me?"

"It doesn't matter." Xue Shao said, "I just care, how are you doing now." ”

"I care." Shangguan Wan'er said, "I don't know when I started to fall in love with him in a daze. I don't know when, I forgot about him again unconsciously. Before I met you, I would often miss him and write poems for him. But actually, neither I nor he have said much. Until the day he died, maybe he didn't know that there was a woman named Shangguan Wan'er in this world who once liked him. ”

Xue Shao smiled and did not speak.

"Until one day, I suddenly found out. As long as I close my eyes, it's all about you. ”

"I've forgotten what he looked like, and I've forgotten how I liked him in the first place."

"I've mocked myself many times, Shangguan Wan'er, you are really watery Yang Hua has seen something different."

Xue Shao's brows furrowed slightly, "Nonsense! ”

"But then, I convinced myself again." Shangguan Wan'er smiled slightly, "I said, Shangguan Wan'er, your lovesickness for the former prince has nothing to do with love at all." It was an encounter at best. Even if you once thought you were really in love with him, that's a fragile fact. Because, if you really fall in love with the former prince, you won't fall in love with another man again. ”

Xue Shao blinked, "Are you scolding?" ”

"Nope." Shangguan Wan'er smiled slightly, "I don't know what other people are like." I only know that Shangguan Wan'er's heart is very narrow. There, only one man can be put down. ”

Xue Shao nodded with a smile, "My heart has always been very wide, and there are many people living in it." ”

"Is there one of them?" She asked.

"Yes." Xue Shao smiled, "I know, it's very unfair to you. It's not fair to anyone. But it can't be helped, it's already a fact. ”

"What can be done, there is no real fairness in this world. Even if it is an old man in the countryside who owns ten acres of land, he will marry a few more young concubines. Or one day, he will sell those concubines as cheap animals. Shangguan Wan'er said, "If a man like you has only one woman by his side, not only will he be incompetent, but he will also break the law." Therefore, you love both Princess Taiping and Guan Wan'er. Maybe you still love Yuenu, Linlang, Chen Xian'er and Xuanyunzi. Maybe except for Princess Taiping, the most fortunate thing for us is that you have always loved us, and you will not sell us like livestock. ”

Xue Shao frowned, "Why did you say such a thing?" ”

"I'm not complaining." Shangguan Wan'er smiled and stroked Xue's face, "I'm saying that when I loved you, you happened to love me too." For Shangguan Wan'er, this is the best gift God has given her. Everything else, it doesn't matter. ”

Xue Shao covered her palm, a little cold. So he stuffed her hand back into the white fox and said to her, "I love Princess Taiping because I can't find a reason not to love her." She was like a part of my life. Without her, Xue Shao would be incomplete. ”

"What about Shangguan Wan'er?" She asked curiously.

Xue Shao smiled slightly, "I fell in love with Guan Wan'er just because...... I love her! ”

"No reason?"

"Nope."

Shangguan Wan'er shrank back again, pressed her face to her chest, closed her eyes and listened to his heartbeat.

After a while.

"What a big moon, so white moonlight." Her eyes looked at the sky through the gap in the white fox's big air.

"I'd like to ask him for a favor." Xue Shao said.

"Who, please?"

"The Moon."

Shangguan Wan'er smiled, "How do you know that he will help you?" ”

"Because there's an old moon living up there." He laughed.

Shangguan Wan'er poked her head out again and looked at Xue Shao closely. Her lips were on his, and she whispered like a night ghost, "What do you want to ask him to do for you?" ”

Xue Shao smiled slightly and said softly: "A person's life is always very short. We will meet all kinds of people in the years, and we will also forget some of the old people in the years. There will come a day when we will all die and cease to exist in this world. ”

"In a few years' time, there will be no more traces of us and no more legends of us. The world will completely forget about us, as if we had never been. ”

"So I'd like to ask Moon for a favor. Ask him for help Always remember that there was once a man named Xue Shao who fell in love with a woman named Shangguan Wan'er. ”

"Always remember?" Shangguan Wan'er's tears flowed down again, "Will it be a thousand years, ten thousand years?" Or thousands of years? ”

"From now until the day the moon loses its memory."

Shangguan Wan'er's lips kissed her.

She lazily rolled over, and gradually turned into a posture of two people sitting opposite each other.

She spread out her long hair and flew in the wind. Like a thick ink, it melted into a pool of autumn water.

The shawl on her shoulders quietly came out from the bottom edge of the white fox, and the river breeze blew, letting it flutter aside.

Then there is the underskirt, then the underwear, then the bra.

Then, there is Xue Shao's belt and Xue Shao's brocade robe.

She put her arms around his neck, leaned up slightly, pressed her forehead against his, and looked at him.

"Your woman. Do you like it? ”

Xue Shao pulled the white fox to prevent the cold wind from blowing in, then gently caressed her waist and back with both hands, leaned forward, and kissed her.

Shangguan Wan'er let out a light groan of ecstasy in her throat, raised her head, her eyes were like silk, and she looked at the full moon above her head dimly.

"Remember this moment."

"Until the day you lose your memory.".

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